"¿Estás libre está noche? No sabes cuanto necesito verte. Por favor contéstame. Te amo."
Decía el mensaje de James con el que despertaste de una larga siesta. Podrías decir que su forma de avisarte que ya estaba de vuelta en la ciudad te alegraba el corazón. El día no era uno de los mejores, se nublaba, salia el sol y luego llovía. Te acomodaste sobre el respaldo de tu cama y le respondiste.
"¡Has vuelto! Cuanto te he extrañado. Tengo planes ya, pero puedo cancelar algunos..."
"No hagas eso por mi. Ya nos veremos. Yo encontraré un tiempito" James respondió rápidamente a tu mensaje.
Nunca te gustaba dejar atrás a un amigo, y mucho menos a aquel con el cual mantenían algo más que una amistad. Nada era oficial, pero cosas entre ustedes ya habían sucedido. Y para confirmarlo, cada vez que James te halagaba tu simplemente sientes como podrías francamente deslizarte y quedar atrapada en sus brazos para siempre.
"Realmente lo siento. No sabes como deseo verte antes que a nadie"
No respondió. Pensaste que tal vez podría haberse molestado, pero eso no era típico de James. Capaz se había quedado sin bateria en su celular luego del último mensaje, o no quería responderte.

Llegaste a casa luego de salir a cenar con tus amigas y pasear con algunas de ellas por el centro como tanto habían planeado hacia tiempo. Les comentaste sobre James y como ignoraba tu último mensaje. Ellas consolaban diciendote que probablemente estaba ocupado yendo de aquí para allá, pero no les creiste.
Al llegar a tu piso del departamento otra vez, no encendiste ninguna luz. Silenciosamente te dirigiste a tu dormitorio donde te cambiaste por tu pijama a oscuras. De repente, un nuevo mensaje se encontraba en tu bandeja de entrada...
"No te he ignorado, y estoy bien. Solo estaba ocupado. ¿Quisieras comentarme que sucede en la calle de tu barrio?" Preguntaba James.
"¿Cómo sabes que me tenías preocupada? Pues, veo a unos hombre bajar de un auto decoraciones" Respondiste sentandote en una silla cercana a la ventana.
"¿Acaso te encuentras a oscuras en tu habitación?"
"James, ¿qué estás haciendo a estas horas de la noche en mi calle con los chicos?"
No respondió. Te asomaste por tu ventana y observaste como un James sonriente estaba saludandote desde abajo vestido de traje. No pudiste evitar sonrojarte y sonreirle de vuelta.
"Se que es muy tarde, que los vecinos nos mataran luego, pero todo valdra la pena por este pequeño regalo que quiero dedicarte" Gritó James desde abajo, siempre mirando hacia tu lugar en la ventana.
La calle estaba decorada con varias velas encendidas, y James sostenía tu flor favorita consigo. Comenzó a cantar en acapella mientras los demás chicos tarareaban haciendo los coros de la canción Music Sounds Better With You.
Tomaste un saco que habia a tu alcanza y decendiste por las escaleras para encontrar junto a él en la vereda.
Corriste a abrazarlo y él te entregó la flor que llevaba con él.

What was the only thing that mattered? You were going to spend an entire holiday weekend with your friends. Not only with your friends, but also with your boyfriend Carlos. You couldn't be able to be with him for the last five months he had been on tour. Skyping and calls excited you, to know if he was fine was the only thing you needed to hear. But you also needed him closer to you, to see his enchanting smile, to kiss those desireable lips he owned. All in an amazing trip to the lake for some few days.
The trip wasn't so long since you were going to a place near your town. You had to be divided by groups since you only counted with two sheeps to travel by a pebbly road. Carlos was going in the one Logan was driving and you did too. It was a four hours trip, and eventhough the way was too rocky you still were able to have a short nap over
Carlos chest. He teased you stroking your back and kissing your hair, but you still liked it.
When you arrived, the first thing you all do was to put up the tents under some kind of caves made by the rocks and trees. You were going to share it with
Carlos, so you helped him to pull up carp in a place far from where your friends were already placing theirs. Carlos said it was because he wanted some place where it could be just both of you and noone else. He loved the idea of spending some time with friends, but he also needed to dedicate some of it to his gorgeous girlfriend.
During the first days your enterainment was to wake up, go to the closest grosery store and buy something for a light breakfast. Then you mostly spend it sailing, swimming and even creating water wars. All of you formed teams and fighted each other on a playful ambient. Carlos was the first to think what you all could do idea, and began throwing water at you prety quick so as you couldn't ask. He grabbed you by your hips and didn't let you go afterwards, and everybody would make a sound in which they showed how cute you were being. You laughed as a young child as you felt the adrenaline on your veins. You loved his touch on your skin, and that was what really make you feel energetic around him. And that smile he always showed when he was with you, which always make you love him even more than you already do. At nights, sometimes bonfires were made. All of you sat around and listened to Kendall who sang songs with the guitar he had brought home. Some of your friends started being annoying, asking him to play a love song for the "lovebirds sitting around here". Carlos, laughing, shushed them as he saw you blush and got a little apart from his arms.
"If I had to sing someting for this too... I would just do the first stanzas from a Sheeran song..." Kendall muttered, winking at both of you.
"What? You kidding? With all respect, but... No, thank you, we are fine" Carlos says being a little annoyed.
"Come on, I know you have sang this before. I will just touch my chords.." And Carlos gladly nodded.
As Kendall began playing, Carlos joined with his voice... He sang "Settle down with me. Cover me up, cuddle me in. Lie down with me, hold m in your arms" as he made of your embrace something more meaningful. How couldn't you love the tenderness he had with him? He knows how to make you fee flattered, and you couldn't handle all of the things he had done and still did for you. He was a real man. And he was yours, and he was right thre with you... dedicating you just a really beautiful song.
As you went to sleep, always before going inside the tent where Carlitos would be already waiting for you, accommodating the sleeping bags, the clothes, the backpacks both brought your things, you stayed sitting closer to the shore of the lake, with his jacket, staring at the reflection of the moon on the water. The last day of the incredible trip you stayed some more minutes, and as you didn't went inside with him, Carlos got out to look if you were fine.
"Something's wrong, babe?" He asked you, rubbing your bottom back.
"Yes, don't you worry, is nothing" You answered motionless.
"You know I'm here always if you need someone to trust"
"Is just... nothing. I don't want thi trip to end. We had such a great time all together, and you here with me far away from mostly everything was just amazing. I don't want you to leave me anymore. I need you with me all days. I know you planned this whole trip to spent a magnificient time together, and you did a great job. But... you don't know how greatly I miss you when you are on tour. I appreciate the hard work you do to please us all, and that is what makes me stay for you. I just wish... you had longer holidays, I don't know" You say with pauses, and with fear over how Carlos could take the words you emitted.
"I miss you too, (YN). It's not only your presence, but your everything. I would really love it to have you with me in my daily life. I know our meeting are randoms and almos short, but that's what have us still together...We want to know more about the other and we never get bored discovering us. But... we didn't carry out all the things I had planned. I had something more... not planned, but... you know..." He started speaking doubtfully.
"Tell me Carlos" You inquired.
"I don't know if it something I can tell you... but I can show it to you, prove it to you" Carlos said after a few minutes you spent hugging on the chilly night. "I love you, if I could just have the permission to show you how much I do... and how much I missed you" He said kissing your jaw.
"I-I... You know wh-why I..." You can't think clearly as the fire you start feeling as he keeps on kissing your jaw and going down.
"Let's go inside the tent and let's just rest together" He muttered in your ear.
As he grabbed your right hand, you both stood up and did what he said. He crawled inside the last, and zipped the tent entrance. As it was a cold night, you were glad you had some matresses with you. You lied down next to him, not inside your sleeping bag, but over it. You knew what he had meant recently outside when he said he wanted to prove his love to you. You just remained tense there, as Carlos was a litle mad at you because you were acting weird over his confession.
"Carlos" You called him, turning your back to see him in the dark.
"Tell me" He said, without giving that much of his attention.
"I know what you meant. I really want to experience it. And you know I'd only enjoy that with you, but... you also know I have never done that before"
"I am virgin too, (YN), and that's what makes you want you more. We will both experience our first time together because is not with someone we don't know..." He answered, lokking for your hand in the dark to hold it. "I feel stupid for not respecting your choice. Sorry" His voice cracks.
And just with that said, you pressed your lips against his mouth. At first he didn't join you, but then he opened his mouth, turning it into a passionate kiss.