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well folks this is the last chapter...hope you'll like it...
oh, and thanks to A-B-B for your help
Chapter 4
When
the day of the contest came, Shin was very nervous, not because
of the contest in itself, but because his brother would be there.
And if it was one person he knew was on all of his brothers
contests it was Mizuki.
He was afraid, what would the other boys
reaction to him be.
As the contest was going to start he noticed
one small person standing next to his brother, it was Mizuki.
As
if Mizuki could feel his eyes on her she let her own eyes travel
around to find out who it was.
When she saw him, their eyes
connected and it was as if the rest of the world was not there.
But
then after a little while Mizuki lowered her eyes to the ground and
broke he connection.
Shin's heart felt as if it was going to
break with guilt.
'There is nothing I can do so that he can
forgive me' he thought with a sad face.
He felt a friendly
slap on his shoulder, breaking him out of his train of anguish.
«What's wrong with you?» someone asked him, he turned
around and saw Hisuki standing behind him.
Hisuki turned his eyes
from Shin to where Shin had been looking, his eyes fell on Mizuki who
was talking to Sano at this moment.
«Hey, isn't that the
girl you had a date with a couple of days ago? And why is she with
your brother?» Shin looked at the other person angrily.
«She
is a he, and I was not on a date with him, we only had lunch
together!» 'before you ruined it' he added to himself.
«Well
anyway the coach wants you»
Shin gave a last loving look in
the direction of Mizuki before he walked away.
When
Mizuki could not feel any eyes on her she looked up in the direction
where Shin had been, but now there was nobody there.
A little
worried she let her eyes travel all over the crowd, but she could not
find the boy again.
Sano noticed her searching eyes.
«What
are you looking for?» He asked her.
Mizuki stopped
searching and tried to look like she had not done what he knew she
had done.
«I do not know what you are talking about»
she said without looking at him.
When Sano was going to ask her
again, he was dragged away from one of his team-mates.
«Time
for winning» the other boy said.
Sano was not given the
chance to say goodbye to the girl.
When Sano
was gone, Mizuki was standing there alone thinking about Sano and
Shin, even if she was sad about what had happened between her and
Shin, she could not wait for the competment between the brothers.
She went over to where the rest of to audience was sitting and
found herself a good place at the first row so she could see
everything that was happening.
When the contest was starting Sano
was as good as she had expected, but it seemed like there was
something wrong with Shin.
It was as if he could not focus, as if
something was bothering him. Even if Mizuki still was hurt by what he
had said about her she felt sorry for Shin.
In one way she had
wanted that he would win, ut as it looked like now his chance for
winning was really small.
'Oh, well I just have to wait and see
who will win in the end' the girl thought as she was watching the
contest.
When it was break Shin just wanted the contest
to be over.
He could see his brother go over to where Mizuki was
sitting.
'I wish I could go too, I want to talk to him'.
Hisuki
came over to where he was standing, and as if he could read the other
boys thoughts he told Shin to go over and talk to Mizuki. «I
can see that you want to, so there is no way you can find an excuse.
I can see that you want to say you are sorry for what you did,
and to be honest you should say that you are sorry.»
And as
the finishing line he added «It sure look like you brother and
Mizuki is having fun».
Hisaki did not even have the time to
say a word more before Shin started walking over to where the
two people stood talking.
He grabbed Mizuki's arm and dragged
the other person with him while he said «I need to talk
with you...»
Before Sano knew what was happening Mizuki was
dragged away from him, when he stared to walk after his brother, a
hand on his shoulder stopped him.
«They need to talk»
said the owner of the hand.
Sano turned around and was facing a
boy he did not know.
«Just let them be for now» the
stranger told him before walking away.
When Shin had found a
quiet place where he could talk to Mizuki he stopped.
He turned
around so he could face Mizuki, when he did so he almost wished he
didn't.
When he looked at Mizuki it was as it he could feel how
hurt the other person was with him.
The words he was going to say
stopped in his throat.
He just stood there looking at Mizuki.
When they had just stood there looking at the other for a few
minutes Mizuki broke the silence.
«You
know, you can let go of my hand now, you are hurting me and I think
you already have hurt me enough as it is»
She told him with
a voice filled with all the hurt she had held inside for last couple
of days.
When Shin heard the hard words he let go of the hand at
once.
He looked at Mizuki's face with sad eyes, it looked like
he was almost going to cry.
«I' so sorry, I didn't mean
too, it just happened.»
When Mizuki could see how sad
Shin looked and how much he regretted what he had done, she felt her
heart melt.
There was no way she could not forgive him.
And
she told him so too.
When Shin heard her words, and that he was
forgiven it was as if a heavy weight was lifted from his shoulders.
He could not hold back, and before he knew it he had hugged
Mizuki. When he realised what he had done, he let go of Mizuki and
took an step back.
«Eh, sorry, I did not mean to, I was
just so glad that you forgave me...»
'Now that I think
about it, I gave Mizuki a hug like this once before'.
Shin
thought.
He looked at Mizuki «Do you remember the other
time I hugged you, the time when I told you I had something to tell
you when I beat my brother in high jump?» (A/N: in the manga,
around volume 8 if I remember correctly).
«If I win
today, I'll tell you». He said with an blushing face.
Mizuki
was quiet a little while before she said «I was always
wondering what you were going to tell me when you said that...if
you're going to tell me then I'll root for you in the contest.
But
I must warn you, the chances for you winning are pretty low at this
point.»
Shin looked offended «don't you think I can
win? Well then I just have to show you then don't I.
Anyway I
have to get back, the contest is starting again».
They
said goodbye and they split up, he went back to the rest of the
contestants and Mizuki found her place within the audience again.
When he was standing beside his brother he whispered «Now
that know someone is rooting for me, I'll win» while he was
looking over to where Mizuki was sitting looking at the brothers.
Sano looked in the same direction his brother was looking 'What
is happening between the two of them?'
Sano thought to himself,
but then it was his turn after his brother had manage to jump long
over the pole.
When the contest was almost over, Mizuki had
almost eaten up all of her nails, in the end it stood between Sano
and Shin, the next one who could manage to jump over the pole would
win.
And it was Shins turn, maybe she would finally get to know
what he wanted.
Shin started running, then he jumped.
After
he had landed he was lying there on the mattress he could not believe
it 'I did it, I finally beat my brother and I won, I won!'. He looked
over to where Mizuki was sitting.
She was clapping.
Shin got
up from the mattress and went over to where she was sitting, she
stood up and walked to meat him, they met at the middle.
Both a
little nervous, one for what he was going to do and the other waiting
for what the other person was going to do.
When they were just a
few meters apart Mizuki said «Congratulation with winning, now
what were you going to tell me?» She sounded excited.
Shin
took a deep breath 'Well here goes nothing'.
He looked at Mizuki,
«It was actually not something I was going to say more like
something I were going to do».
Mizuki was standing there
like a question-mark wondering what he was going to do.
Shin got
a little close to Mizuki "I do not think I'm gay, but I still
want to do this."
He then put his arms around Mizuki and
pulled her close, he lay one of his hands on Mizuki's chin and
tipped the face a little up so that he could see into her wondering
eyes.
He bent his face close to hers and softly kissed the lips
he had wanted to kiss for so long.
After a few seconds he pulled
away, turned around with a now new and very red complexion, and
promptly ran as fast as he could into the crowd.
'I cant believe
I kissed another boy in public!'
If Shin had looked back he
would have seen a flushed girl with a dreaming look in her eyes,
looking at his back with eyes filled with longing as he ran until he
was successfully lost in the throngs of people.
FIN
well that was it, but if anyone really want me to write more, I think I can. or I can start a another story butif it will bea hanakimi, I do not know)I really appreciate the rewievs you gave me, please give me some more, I really want them...they are pressious to me, my, my one, my pressious...
