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well folks this is the last chapter...hope you'll like it...
oh, and thanks to A-B-B for your help


Chapter 4

When the day of the contest came, Shin was very nervous, not because of the contest in itself, but because his brother would be there.
And if it was one person he knew was on all of his brothers contests it was Mizuki.
He was afraid, what would the other boys reaction to him be.
As the contest was going to start he noticed one small person standing next to his brother, it was Mizuki.
As if Mizuki could feel his eyes on her she let her own eyes travel around to find out who it was.
When she saw him, their eyes connected and it was as if the rest of the world was not there.
But then after a little while Mizuki lowered her eyes to the ground and broke he connection.
Shin's heart felt as if it was going to break with guilt.
'There is nothing I can do so that he can forgive me' he thought with a sad face.

He felt a friendly slap on his shoulder, breaking him out of his train of anguish. «What's wrong with you?» someone asked him, he turned around and saw Hisuki standing behind him.
Hisuki turned his eyes from Shin to where Shin had been looking, his eyes fell on Mizuki who was talking to Sano at this moment.
«Hey, isn't that the girl you had a date with a couple of days ago? And why is she with your brother?» Shin looked at the other person angrily.
«She is a he, and I was not on a date with him, we only had lunch together!» 'before you ruined it' he added to himself.
«Well anyway the coach wants you»
Shin gave a last loving look in the direction of Mizuki before he walked away.

When Mizuki could not feel any eyes on her she looked up in the direction where Shin had been, but now there was nobody there.
A little worried she let her eyes travel all over the crowd, but she could not find the boy again.
Sano noticed her searching eyes.
«What are you looking for?» He asked her.
Mizuki stopped searching and tried to look like she had not done what he knew she had done.
«I do not know what you are talking about» she said without looking at him.
When Sano was going to ask her again, he was dragged away from one of his team-mates.
«Time for winning» the other boy said.
Sano was not given the chance to say goodbye to the girl.

When Sano was gone, Mizuki was standing there alone thinking about Sano and Shin, even if she was sad about what had happened between her and Shin, she could not wait for the competment between the brothers.
She went over to where the rest of to audience was sitting and found herself a good place at the first row so she could see everything that was happening.
When the contest was starting Sano was as good as she had expected, but it seemed like there was something wrong with Shin.
It was as if he could not focus, as if something was bothering him. Even if Mizuki still was hurt by what he had said about her she felt sorry for Shin.
In one way she had wanted that he would win, ut as it looked like now his chance for winning was really small.
'Oh, well I just have to wait and see who will win in the end' the girl thought as she was watching the contest.

When it was break Shin just wanted the contest to be over.
He could see his brother go over to where Mizuki was sitting.
'I wish I could go too, I want to talk to him'.
Hisuki came over to where he was standing, and as if he could read the other boys thoughts he told Shin to go over and talk to Mizuki. «I can see that you want to, so there is no way you can find an excuse.
I can see that you want to say you are sorry for what you did, and to be honest you should say that you are sorry.»
And as the finishing line he added «It sure look like you brother and Mizuki is having fun».
Hisaki did not even have the time to say a word more before Shin started walking over to where the two people stood talking.
He grabbed Mizuki's arm and dragged the other person with him while he said «I need to talk with you...»
Before Sano knew what was happening Mizuki was dragged away from him, when he stared to walk after his brother, a hand on his shoulder stopped him.
«They need to talk» said the owner of the hand.
Sano turned around and was facing a boy he did not know.
«Just let them be for now» the stranger told him before walking away.

When Shin had found a quiet place where he could talk to Mizuki he stopped.
He turned around so he could face Mizuki, when he did so he almost wished he didn't.
When he looked at Mizuki it was as it he could feel how hurt the other person was with him.
The words he was going to say stopped in his throat.
He just stood there looking at Mizuki.
When they had just stood there looking at the other for a few minutes Mizuki broke the silence.

«You know, you can let go of my hand now, you are hurting me and I think you already have hurt me enough as it is»
She told him with a voice filled with all the hurt she had held inside for last couple of days.
When Shin heard the hard words he let go of the hand at once.
He looked at Mizuki's face with sad eyes, it looked like he was almost going to cry.
«I' so sorry, I didn't mean too, it just happened.»

When Mizuki could see how sad Shin looked and how much he regretted what he had done, she felt her heart melt.
There was no way she could not forgive him.
And she told him so too.
When Shin heard her words, and that he was forgiven it was as if a heavy weight was lifted from his shoulders.
He could not hold back, and before he knew it he had hugged Mizuki. When he realised what he had done, he let go of Mizuki and took an step back.
«Eh, sorry, I did not mean to, I was just so glad that you forgave me...»
'Now that I think about it, I gave Mizuki a hug like this once before'.
Shin thought.
He looked at Mizuki «Do you remember the other time I hugged you, the time when I told you I had something to tell you when I beat my brother in high jump?» (A/N: in the manga, around volume 8 if I remember correctly).

«If I win today, I'll tell you». He said with an blushing face.
Mizuki was quiet a little while before she said «I was always wondering what you were going to tell me when you said that...if you're going to tell me then I'll root for you in the contest.
But I must warn you, the chances for you winning are pretty low at this point.»
Shin looked offended «don't you think I can win? Well then I just have to show you then don't I.
Anyway I have to get back, the contest is starting again».

They said goodbye and they split up, he went back to the rest of the contestants and Mizuki found her place within the audience again.
When he was standing beside his brother he whispered «Now that know someone is rooting for me, I'll win» while he was looking over to where Mizuki was sitting looking at the brothers.
Sano looked in the same direction his brother was looking 'What is happening between the two of them?'
Sano thought to himself, but then it was his turn after his brother had manage to jump long over the pole.

When the contest was almost over, Mizuki had almost eaten up all of her nails, in the end it stood between Sano and Shin, the next one who could manage to jump over the pole would win.
And it was Shins turn, maybe she would finally get to know what he wanted.
Shin started running, then he jumped.

After he had landed he was lying there on the mattress he could not believe it 'I did it, I finally beat my brother and I won, I won!'. He looked over to where Mizuki was sitting.
She was clapping.
Shin got up from the mattress and went over to where she was sitting, she stood up and walked to meat him, they met at the middle.
Both a little nervous, one for what he was going to do and the other waiting for what the other person was going to do.
When they were just a few meters apart Mizuki said «Congratulation with winning, now what were you going to tell me?» She sounded excited.

Shin took a deep breath 'Well here goes nothing'.
He looked at Mizuki, «It was actually not something I was going to say more like something I were going to do».
Mizuki was standing there like a question-mark wondering what he was going to do.
Shin got a little close to Mizuki "I do not think I'm gay, but I still want to do this."
He then put his arms around Mizuki and pulled her close, he lay one of his hands on Mizuki's chin and tipped the face a little up so that he could see into her wondering eyes.
He bent his face close to hers and softly kissed the lips he had wanted to kiss for so long.
After a few seconds he pulled away, turned around with a now new and very red complexion, and promptly ran as fast as he could into the crowd.
'I cant believe I kissed another boy in public!'
If Shin had looked back he would have seen a flushed girl with a dreaming look in her eyes, looking at his back with eyes filled with longing as he ran until he was successfully lost in the throngs of people.

FIN

well that was it, but if anyone really want me to write more, I think I can. or I can start a another story butif it will bea hanakimi, I do not know)
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