Gamzee be Flush Crush======

"G-g-Gamzee." It was horrifying, watching Gamzee snap and turn into a psychopath as he stood growling as he tormented the cornered indigo blood. Gamzee was never violent until he went sober and now, everyday was a constant battle. I stood and watched him struggle with control, fight to stay calm and every time he failed to, watched him break down. Despite being a highblood, my best friend wasn't really cut out for killing.
"Gamzee s-s-stop!" I whimpered and gently tugged on the fin that grew along his spine. The tall Capricorn made a low trilling sound before leaning forward to rest his head on the wall behind Equina, causing her to flush a bright shade of blue.
"Ta- Lowblood thats, uh... kinda motherfuckin' uncalled for..." He whined and shivered so I snatched my hand away.
"s-Sorry Missionary, I, uh..I just didn't think you wished to truly ah, harm the indigo blood sir." I stammered trying to get control over my voice again but, fail. Ever since Gamzee, mentioned sloppy makeouts I've been really nervous around him. I wasn't exactly pale for him but, I wasn't flushed for him, well not anymore at least. At the time Gamzee had 'proposed' the idea of being matesprits I was too shy and flustered to even manage an answer. Back then it would've been a huge 'Yes!' but, since he never brought it up again, I just kinda figured he'd moved on and got a new flush crush.
"You've stepped out of line." Equina snapped stepping out from under the panting Highblood, Gamzee just grinned, eyes fading from orange to yellow.
"Captain! You're out of motherfuckin' line if you think you can order around my servant!" He growled low and without thinking I tugged on his fin again, trying to lead him away from Equina, the last thing I need is two highbloods fighting in the kitchen. Gamzee's growl turned into a purring trill as he calmed down again. "Besides, I gave her my motherfuckin' permission to order me around, only when I can't up'nd control myself."
"I see, well, it would seem that I have nothing to report. Other than you're still not mentally well enough to fight... Farewell 13th Missionary Makara." Equina said wiping some blood from her neck and turning to leave. Watching her leave, I let out huge sigh and raked my claws down my back, it was infected again and so itchy I couldn't stand it. How much longer would I be able to keep everything bound and hidden?
"Tav...hey Sis, look... I didn't up'nd mean a motherfuckin' word 'bout you bein' nothin' to me. Hell, weren't for you I might of up'nd lost m'self sweeps ago.." Gamzee said shivering and gently pushing my hand away.
"Uh...i-It's okay Gamzee, I um, n-n-Know better than to uh, think I'm j-Just a slave to you." I flushed and felt my tail wrap around me as he came closer and placed his chin on top of my head.
"Hey Tav, you all up ta bein' chill? You smell kinda sick..." Gamzee said wrinkling his nose and flicking his ears back. "It's infected again isn't it?" He asked lowering his voice so that no one could overhear him.
"i-i-It's f-Fine! Just fine." I lied as he swore under his breath and snatched up my collar.
"Tavros Nitram I motherfuckin' order you to listen to me!" He growled, looking sick with himself. He hated ordering me more than he hated killing. In an instant all of the training and conditioning came back and I remembered the pain that would follow if I didn't obey.
"Y-y-Yes my Lord H-h-h-Highb-bLood" I choked out, Gamzee softened his voice and gently placed his claws along my face, he stared at the ground for a moment before finishing his command.
"You will fuckin' escort me back to my block and up'nd show me what's wrong." I nodded and led the Capricorn back to his block, where he perched atop of his lounge deck and called me over."Take it off Tav." Gamzee sighed as I stripped off my shirt revealing the chocolate stained bandages underneath. Hearing Gamzee suppress a snarl at the sight as he carefully unwrapped them.
"Fuck Tav...it's bad this time." Turning my head I saw the bloody mess of my back and shoulders in Gamzee's mirror. Two large balls or flesh were pushing their way through the skin between my shoulder blades. The were raw and and weeping chocolate and a thick honey like substance, in the center of the bulbs were two delicate thorn like growths stuck out of them.
"Ow! g-Gamzee.." I whimpered as he dug his claws into the swollen brown area and forced more of the honey like fluid out.
"Motherfuck, Tav... these things are motherfuckin up ta be killin you... Don'cha want 'em gone? 'Cause I can motherfuckin just cut 'em out and everythin'll be wicked." Gamzee said and pulled off a bit of skin that had died and started to rot.
"n-n-NO! Don't! p-Please..." I begged. My wings may kill me if I couldn't get them cleaned but, if anyone found out I'd be culled! The wing gene was as bad as the red mutation in the Condesce's eyes and any wiggler found with wing buds were culled. If it wasn't for Gamzee goring and tearing them off in early wigglerhood I would've died for sure. Plus, I had other reasons for wanting to keep them..
"They'll motherfuckin grow back you know... As long as yer still growin' and moltin' they'll always grow back." Highbloods always grew faster than lowbloods and went their molts faster just another reason they felt that the were better than the rest.
"h-How can you be sure?" I asked as I felt another sharp claw tear away at half rotted flesh.
"Fuckin' remember the first time I up'nd ripped 'em out? They came back twice.." He growled at the nubs again as I jerked under the pain. "And...I used to rip my fins out..." He said quietly, almost as if he'd admitted to kissing dead bodies, again. I winced at the thought, those fins connected to bone and to rip them out all the way had to be incredibly painful.
"w-Why? Didn't it..uh, h-Hurt?"
"Yeah.. motherfuckin' hurt like a bitch but, I ain't no Highblood. So why look like a motherfucker?" I nodded quietly as he buried his claws in my back. "Ready?"
"Yes" How am I gonna explain this to Nep?

Yepp wings... I figured Tav deserved 'em