I make it back to the Pit and no one is really here. Except the occasional Dauntless or initiate. I don't know but my feet carry me back to the training room and I find a dark corner. I slid down the wall pull my knees up and tears fall. This turns into full fledged sobs and I can't control them. I don't hear the door open but when it does I try to quiet down but the person is already making their way to me. I don't look up until I hear them clear their throat. I lift my eyes and they fall on Eric. I look down in an instant and close my eyes and try to pretend he isn't there or at least he hasn't seen me yet.
"If your here to laugh and make fun of the poor Amity you can leave and take the ego with you." I snap. He doesn't move but he doesn't get any closer.
"Well I was going to see what happened. But your a bitch and I'm not drunk enough to care about your feelings so I guess your on your own. O and make sure you have your ass to well here tomorrow." I do t mean to smile as he leaves but I do.
I'm going crazy aren't i? I shake my head and gather my wits and go back to the dorms. I make it to my bed and get under the covers before Viv can start asking questions. I hear Jay come into the room and wince but he doesn't come near me nor does he acknowledge me in any kind of way. I am glad but it also scares me that he doesn't try anything. I even out my breathing and try to give the apperence of sleep.
The next morning im up and gone before anyoned else is up. I sit down in the dinning hall and eat. I look up when i hear the initiates coming in. Viv looks at me with with worry laced into her facial feauters. I smile and pretend nothing is the and Alex sit down next to us and neither of them say much. I finish before any of them and head to the training room and typry to clear my mind.
"Today we will learn the moves to fighting. Tomorrow you will be paired off and will fight to determine ranking. Now look atbthe board and see who your sparing partner is." When Four moves I catch my name nest to Jay's.I shiver but get up. Jay comes up and he begins moving near me and I wince. He looks hurt but I block it out. He trys to move near me and I since again. He throws his hands up. Then hits the bag next to me.
"Calla are you alright?" Four looks at me and I nod yet he takes me off to the side. I tell him everything that had happened and I tell him why I'm so jumpy to be near him. I hear Eric mutter something about being Dauntless and trying to keep it in my shirt. four on the other hand is pissed and looks like he is out for blood.
Ok enough practice. Jay would you please assist me in this?" Four ask but we all know it is not a question. Four moves around Jay and just as he is going to strike Jay moves and gets hit in the face. They go again and each time Four lands a blow. Jay's face is bloodied and bruised.
"To be clear Dauntless has no time for sexual harrasment and if it happens to anyone we will do to you what we just did to here. Clear!" Everyone nods. Eric grabs jay and pulls him off to the infirmary.
"Now you are dismissed." I make my way out of the room and to the pit. I catch Eric by the chasam and make my way to him.