Authors Rant

Okay guys this isn't a chapter. Sorry. But I do have a few things I'd like to say about this season. For instance, I hate the whole Klaine breakup. I feel that it was a complete waste of time. I mean I know Chris and Darren wanted to shake things up, but Kurt and Blaine didn't have to go through a cheating scandal.

Now for episode 4.03, I see that Blaine wants to make his time as filled up as possible. If you can understand that. Basically he wants to be able to fill the void left by Kurt. So he signs up for a lot of clubs. I thought that was pretty cute. Now on to Kurt, I love how they're making him sort of branch out in New York, as well they should. I mean, he's lost a lot lately, the lead in West Side Story (which wasn't that big of a deal), then whole NYADA thing too. So I can see that they want him to finally win. I know I do.

Now I can understand that he's busy in New York, I can completely understand that, but he sort of left Blaine in the dust. I know he tried to do what he could, but obviously it wasn't enough. When Blaine asked him about his bow ties he answered really fast, 'You'll look good in anything.' He didn't let Blaine talk. He cut him off. So no wonder he felt alone. And when Kurt ignored Blaine's phone call, I was really disappointed in him for that. Blaine promised to answer his calls (the box scene anyone) no matter what he was doing. And Kurt just ignored him. Blaine, god I love him so much, he could've told Kurt how he felt, it wouldn't have been that hard. I'm sure he would have understood and they could've worked it out like in DWS.

On to the dreaded 4.04. We see that Blaine is pretty much in the same boat as Brittany. I sort of hated that she kind of hinted towards Blaine cheating. She said something about with them still being young, shouldn't they still be doing the whole love thing. I didn't pay much attention to it before, but I had to re-watch it. And the look on Blaine's face was like, 'hmm maybe she's got a point'. Afterwards, we see him talking to Kurt in the hallways. Granted I know Kurt wanted to talk to Blaine, but he should have done it when he was on break. Poor Blaine didn't even get to say I love you. Next comes the talking to our most hated character, the evil Lighthouse Eli C.

We all saw how when Blaine poked him, he had that look like, oh no, I wanted to block him instead. And then he starts to feel something when Eli messages back. You can clearly see a warm smile there. It was like; I haven't really felt sexy in a while. So he decided to go over. Big mistake Blainers, big mistake, huge!

Then he goes to Kurt, pretty much lying to him for the real reason he was there. The whole I miss you thing may have been true, but it wasn't the full reason he was there. After that heart breaking song to Kurt he finally tells him what was on his mind. Those horrible words, "I was with someone." Will be forever imprinted on to our brains. And then it would seem that he wanted to blame Kurt for his cheating. (I needed you and you weren't there) Which in my opinion, it wasn't Kurt's fault fully. Blaine had a mind of his own. He could have done something else besides cheating. Blaine could've manned up and told Kurt what he was really feeling. I mean he said himself "Then talk to me. Tell me you're unhappy, don't cheat on me." It would seem to me that he meant that for Kurt but couldn't take his own advice.

Episode 4.05 we see that Blaine is clearly depressed. Not too badly in the beginning, but after he sings 'Hopelessly Devoted to You', he pretty much breaks down on the auditorium stage. (Very sad moment. I released a few tears.) And nobody bothered to see what was wrong? Kind of a low blow there writers. Glee club's supposed to be a family, right? Well why wasn't Blaine's family wondering what was wrong with him? Only Sam seemed to care. Whatever.

Moving on, we see Kurt and Rachel at the dance studio in 4.06 now we can tell that Kurt is struggling. But with Rachel being who she is, she pretty much thinks that thinking about their exes is sooo terrible. Whatever. But we see that Kurt wants to go to see Blaine. And a lot of us were hoping for a nice little reunion. But sadly the writers had other plans. Kurt and Blaine did talk, well not in so many words. It was painful to watch. Like seriously. They couldn't even look at each other. And as usual Rachel, (I know she's trying to be a good friend, but there are some ways to do that and her ways weren't very good. Further explanation down the line.) had to talk for Kurt, when Kurt should have said something himself.

Later we see the part of the play that Blaine's in. He looked so cute in all white. We can see that they are both struggling. And it was terrible. Blaine actually choked up a little in the play. Not that it was noticeable, but we could see them lock eyes the entire performance. Afterwards they try to talk in the hall but Kurt wasn't hearing it. As soon as Blaine mentioned that guy, Kurt pretty much lost it, but in calm way. He didn't want to lose it in front of him. I felt that there were a lot of issues with this scene mainly because; Kurt was so hell-bent on seeing Blaine that when he saw him he choked.

And what really screwed my head up the most was that Kurt was kind of hypocritical. He said that relationships are based on trust. Well so is communication. If they would've talked none of this would have happened. I'm not saying that its Kurt's fault, I'm saying that they are both at fault.

Now I know he had every right to ignore him, but I do think that he should have let Blaine explain. I mean in my mind I'd like to know the explanation too. I mean Blaine was so bitchy with the whole Chandler thing, but he let Kurt explain why he did what he did. Kurt didn't give Blaine the satisfaction. I mean sure, a lot of people believe that what Kurt did was right. That he should have did what he did. I do at some degree. I think that after the whole Blaine telling Kurt he cheated, I would have ignored him too. But with him reaching out to me, I would have told him that I needed time to think things through. And would have called him when I felt comfortable to. But that's not what he did.

Another hated episode was 4.07. We see Blaine in one of the many clubs he signed up for. (Now why did they have to break Kurt and Blaine up? It would appear to me that they could have stayed together. They could have had character development while they were in different states. But whatever.) We aren't sure that everyone knows about the breakup. Obviously Tina did, because she, from what we know of 4.06, she texts Kurt sometimes. God it hurt so much when Kurt and Blaine say exes. But we see that Blaine is trying to not focus too much on Kurt, but he still misses him. We get to see him with the warblers. A cute moment. And I loved Sebastian being nice. But he was also manipulative too. He also wanted to have Blaine on their side not for Blaine. but for his talent. That was wrong, but Blaine choosing to refuse to go back to them was magic.

Now comes the sad part. The cheating scene. Now in my opinion we don't know what went down in the room. I mean I feel that until he says he slept with or had sex with that guy then he didn't do anything. Sure he was putting on his shirt, looked extremely guilty, and his hair was out of gel (which from BIOTA, he had to have sweated it out) but he could have not had any in there to begin with. Or maybe he had a heavy make out session and sweated it out, but he could have felt guilty because he was actually going to go through with it. Now I know, I know, with fox and their regulations they probably couldn't say it. But I felt that it could have been addressed. Like maybe he could've said that he stopped it before it had gone too far or he regretted having slept with someone else.

I really hope that he didn't do it. But there is so much evidence that he did. And it would break my heart if he actually did do it. And I hope that that gets more of an explanation down the line, (Christmas Ep.) I feel they owe it to us to let us know what happened. I mean, in 4.04 they left us hanging with 'I was with someone. It didn't mean anything. It was just a hookup.' Then in 4.06 Blaine tries to explain but Kurt but he cut him off. Anyone else think that maybe Blaine was gonna say that he didn't sleep with him? Or is it just me.

And why the hell would you make Blaine a well-loved character go online and cheat with someone he didn't even know? That's so stupid. And to make it so that he, if he had sex with that guy, came to the realization that Kurt was the one after cheating? It's so weird. He could've come to realize that Kurt was the one after a make out session or something, not full on sex (if that's what happened) What the hell Glee writers. At least he could have been with someone he knew. Plus, I don't think that he slept with that guy. Reason is because, the guy asked him about his profile picture. It sounded like rejection to me. But who knows.

I really liked that Sam was there for him. And that he's starting to forgive himself for it. Blaine knows he messed up and he's tried to fix it in every way possible. Now he just needs to give Kurt his space and hopes that he can come around. Thanks Sam for helping our boy out.

I felt that in 4.08 that we reached a compromise. We see Kurt and ugh Rachel walking in New York. I really hated Rachel in those episodes. It's like she wants Kurt to feel how she feels. We get that her and Finn went through hell and that Finn didn't want any more contact with her, but don't try to make Kurt feel the same with Blaine. It was obvious that he still was hung up on Blaine. Now she had someone to move on to. Kurt didn't. Not only did he lose a lover, but his first gay friend. And I believe that she was wrong for that. And she was really stupid to just accept Brody back after he slept with someone she didn't like. I mean didn't she say forget our boyfriends and stuff? Ugh that girl.

Isabelle steered Kurt in the right direction. I loved how she talked to Kurt about forgiveness. She was more of a friend to Kurt than Rachel was. I saw somewhere on Tumblr how someone felt that Kurt was being cold. I felt that he was too. But it was a mask. He wanted to be brave for Rachel and feel what she did. But Isabelle saw right through it. I'm glad that he had her.

I really loved the Klaine talk though. It was so heartwarming. Seeing them both cry was sad. There's hope for them yet. I loved seeing Blaine shed some tears for once. Other times he teared up, but he didn't really let them fall like he did during that phone call. Now if anyone noticed Kurt said Lima Bean in the phone conversation. That's in Ohio. But spoilers say that Klaine will be in New York. I saw on Tumblr that if he was going to see Blaine why was it a surprise? Well it's simple, something obviously happens in 4.09 or in 4.10 that makes it to where Kurt can't go visit. So Blaine and Burt go to him instead. I'm really excited for that.

I know Kurt can be a little self-absorbed, but I do feel that Blaine could've let him know that. It was really stupid of him to not speak his mind then, but could sing a song to humiliate Kurt in front if the glee club. A lot of people say that Blaine is playing the victim. I will admit, after watching 4.04 to 4.08 I switched sides a lot. But now I'm mutual. It's 25% and 75%. Kurt (25 %) should've paid a little bit more attention. I saw that before he started working, he and Blaine talked a fair amount. I know that he as a job, but he could've tried a little bit harder. And Blaine he told Kurt to go to New York, he should've known that he would be busy at some point and if he was doubting the relationship he should have stepped up and said something. Cheating is never the answer and he screwed up. There are sometimes where I do believe he played the victim, but that was just because he was hurt.

People cope in different ways. I loved that he tried to make things right. At least he didn't move on and date someone else. He was holding out for Kurt. I can understand going through a depression. But he wasn't playing the victim. He knew what he did and he owned up to it. So yeah he may have whined about it, but who wouldn't. Kurt maybe a little stronger because he wasn't the one who cheated. So I can understand why he didn't act like 'Oh god my world is over!' He's trying to move on and so is Blaine.

Oh and people hating on Tina because of what she said, well don't. My guess is that she maybe she knew what had really went down and was standing up for her friend. Or maybe she felt that because of her breakup that she was still a little bitter. But didn't her and Mike make plans or something in Glease? Who knows, maybe it was her protecting Kurt. I heard that she and Blaine will have a storyline this season. Hmm, I wonder what that means. There's rumors that they're gonna be Cheerios. Darren as a cheerleader? My mind BLOWN.

Now for the future. I see that Kurt is going to get a new love interest. Yeah fans I hate it too. But I sort of feel that it has to happen. If Blaine being with someone else made him realize that he wanted Kurt, maybe Kurt dating this Paul guy will make him see that Blaine's his only one too. It breaks my heart, but some relationships have to go through that. Would it have been nice for them to have a relationship that could survive the distance? Hell yeah. Long distance relationships can survive if they two parties are willing to work hard for it. Or they could have been like Brittana and split up equally because the distance was killing them. I feel that they're gonna get back together by Valentine's day. The reason is because, Kurt would have had time to date someone else and see that they could never measure up to Blaine. (No pun intended. Sorry Blaine I didn't mean to use a short joke. ; P) And if Wemma's wedding is on that day, everyone will want to come to see it.

I'm kind of looking for towards Kurt's dating. I'm mixed feelings about everything now. I wonder if they're gonna make Blaine try to get him back harder. I mean there are so many ways they could do it. Kurt could tell Blaine and ask if it would be okay and Blaine would say yes, but be devastated. Or he could say yes and be happy that Kurt's happy. I kind of want the first one. Blaine would act okay, but know that maybe there's a chance in the future. Because if they do, do the notebook kiss, it's gonna be awesome.

I also saw something about Blaine having a crush in someone too. They say it's gonna be someone in the New Directions. Now correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't Blaine the only gay guy in that school? Unique/ Wade doesn't count. So it makes me wonder how they are gonna do this. I mean don't really see anyone else for Blaine. I doubt they'd make Blaine follow in Kurt's footsteps by liking Sam. I mean they are already considering making him a cheerleader? Why? I have no clue. But I don't have much insight on this. Please don't let it be Sebastian. Seblaine? Gross. SebKlaine I like. LoL.

If anyone noticed Kurt and Blaine have changed a lot in the past few sessions. If I hadn't mentioned it already. We see Kurt as sort of fully developed. Now we need to see Blaine. I mean where's his parents? We know his father doesn't accept him. But what about his mother? We've only seen his brother and we see him as a bit of a show off. No wonder Blaine wants attention all the time.

And another thing, I want them to tell us about his future and his past. ( I heard that he's be involved with a Sadie's Hawkins dance. That should be interesting.) He hasn't mentioned what he wanted to do yet. Yeah he wants to go to New York, but that was for Kurt. I want to know Blaine's ambitions and dreams. We've had the past 4 seasons to know what Kurt wants. Let Blaine shine now. So I kind of know why they broke them up. More character development. They could've developed them in other ways besides breaking them up. But us and writers and fans have to fill in what we think should happen. And that's what fan fictions are for. LoL

There are sometimes where I believe that maybe them breaking up for now was a good thing. But I don't think the cheating had to happen. They could have made them break up because of the distance and still be friends for the time being and then find their way back to each other before the end of the season. Cheating should never have happened in my opinion. We have seen them grow and change drastically since season two. They do have faults and relationships have bumps. I feel that they will get back together because as friends they fell for each other. They can do it again.

And one more thing about Blaine, I don't really like what they've done with him. I mean in 4.01 he seemed like a diva. And then he goes from diva to a needy boy to a depressed boy. I hate that. We need to see him confident again. I mean I know we will later on, but still. He's pretty much followed Kurt around like a puppy. That's something I don't like about Klaine's relationship. I've seen plots that revolved around Kurt, but not Blaine. Sure Big Brother was amazing. But that's it. Everything else has been about them together as a couple. I mean why wasn't he in any of Rachel, Finn, and Kurt's scenes when they were together?

Blaine's done a lot for Kurt. I haven't really seen Kurt do anything. Blaine went to Kurt's Junior Prom, when he was terrified of his past. Yeah I know, Kurt said that he didn't have to but he did. Then he transferred schools for him. He even got eye surgery saving Kurt from a slushy. He even went to Kurt's Senior Prom. Granted they were at the school, but still. Their relationship is sort of one-sided. I know there are things that Kurt's done for Blaine, (probably a lot that went on off camera) and I'll go back to see, but this is how I feel for now. Don't get me wrong, I love their relationship. I haven't loved a good gay couple since QAF's Brian and Justin, Michael and Ben, and Degrassi's Riley and Zane. And I really hope they get back together, SOON. But all in all I still love Blaine, Kurt, and their relationship, in some ways.

Now on to something else. Fans, you've got to stop being so disrespectful. I mean sending hate tweets to Ryan or the cast is just plain rude. Without Ryan, we wouldn't have this beautiful show filled with beautiful people (Chris and Darren). If we don't let up on them, Glee could be shut down. Maybe, maybe not. But don't be rude. And for all the people who are claiming that they aren't gonna watch anymore because of Klaine, don't do that. Eventually you will. It's a show guys. Things happen. People breakup, and make up constantly. Finchel anyone? It's based on issues that surround teens every day. Deal with it. Don't ruin this for people who love the show no matter what.

That's how I feel on the whole situation. I'll probably add more to the rant, but read this and tell me what you think. Message me or leave a review and your thoughts and no rude comments. That's what private messaging is for.