Dear Draco,
It's been almost 11 years now. I still miss you terribly. I still see you in the house sometimes but then again maybe I'm just crazy. My heart sometimes stops when I hear the front door open but it's never you. It never will be. I feel so guilty and I know you wouldn't want me to but I still blame myself.
I know I need to move on but I don't want to. I love you now more than ever. I see your face in my dreams and I don't want to wake up. I know its selfish of m but sometimes I think if I were dead to I could see you again and we would be reunited but then I see our little girl and I know I could never leave her.
I suppose I shouldn't call her little any more. She's 10 now and she will be starting Hogwarts next September. She looks like you more and more every day, she has your beautiful grey eyes and perfect teeth. She even has me wrapped round her little finger like you did. She knows exactly what she wants and how to get it. A true Malfoy I suppose. She even has your temper and ability for running into trouble. She's an exact copy of you!
She asks about you a lot and likes to hear different stories that Blaise tells her. I told her how you were a hero in the war. How you are my hero.
Draco I just miss you so dam much. I didn't know there was any pain this great. I didn't know this pain would be everlasting because with each day it comes back stronger then before I need you to be here with me. I need you back.
But I know I can't have that. I need to accept that you're not coming back to save me this time. I need to move on. And to do this I must say goodbye. I must cover up my momories with you and take them away from me to save myself from this pain. Goodbye my love.
I love you Draco,
All my Love
until we meet again
Forever you're Princess
Hermione Jane Malfoy