-Chapter 4-

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(Recap of Chapter 3)

And right on cue Charlie came in and said, "Bella I would like to speak to you..." He said sternly, with evident hatred in his eyes, and then continued, "Alone..."

(Bella's POV)

"Dad were not done talking. One more minute." I wasn't going to give in and sound sweet. I had to remain strong and stand up for what and who I love.

Charlie didn't move and stayed looking at me. I knew what I had to do to make him leave the room, so I turned back to Edward and then back to my dad.

I groaned and grabbed a handful of Edward's shirt. Pulled his mouth to mine and kissed him passionately, showing my stubborn father what we were 'discussing' about.

The next thing I heard was the kitchen door slaming shut, making a giggle escape my lips as I pulled away from Edward.

He looked at me, half smiling, taking my breath away. "You shouldn't have done that Bella. He's just trying to talk to you."

I sighed a heavy dramatic sigh. "I don't need to talk to him. You can just tell me what he wants to talk to me about. Simple as that."

"Bella..." He warned.

Edward unwrapped his arms from my wait and went to the cupborad were the cups were. I looked at him confused.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Getting a glass of water." He said smiling slightly. Obviously knowing what my exspretion was.

"Since when do you drink water?"

"Since your father noticed I don't act human." He grabbed a cup and placed it under the water disspenser that was in whole on the door of the refrigerator. (A/N does anyone know what they are called? they are connected on the door of the fridge and you have to push the cup foward to exspose the water or ice?? i forgot what they are called!)

I gasped. Had my father suspected that Edward doesn't do any human stuff? Uh oh, were in big trouble if he does find out anything else....

I looked back up at Edward and saw him struggling with the water disspenser. I smiled and jumped off the counter to where Edward was.

I grabbed the hand that was placed in the wrong direction, placed my hand on top of his, so we were both holding the cup, motined it right, and pressed the button that said, water.

The water came out with a loud ssssss sound and I smiled down at the cup knowing Edward was looking down at me. I couldn't resit, so I looked up.

Gold met Brown, and brown met gold in the same second Edward grinned.

Edward sighed contently as my head layed on his chest and his cheek on the top of my head, smelling my hair...for the tenth time in two hours.

I smiled from ear to ear and looked up at him. And the moment our eyes met again, I knew I was ready to be with him forever and that meaning eternity in our case.

"You know Bella, maybe your father's right." his smile faded.

I frowned as well, looking him straight in the eye, making sure he wasn't joking around. "What are you talking about Edward?" He was now really scaring me. His face held no exssprestion.

"I mean maybe it's not a good idea that were together." Again no emotion in his face or tone this time.

I started breathing heavily. Was he kidding? "Wh-what?" I stuttured.

"You heard me Bella, please don't make me say it again." He looked away for a moment and then back at me. "Your father wants to talk to you...now."

" I'm not going. Tell me what you meant by that Edward! Do you still want me around? If that's what it is then you could have told me! Instead of giving me a heart attack! I can't be away from you. We can't be apart!" I looked down at my feet when I paused. "You don't know what I have to go through when your away hunting. You don't have any idea what it's like to cry your self to sleep when someone you love is away. But if you don't want me, just tell me." At this point I was crying, I was slightly shaking and my breathing was hard to control.

Edward said nothing and continued to stare away from me, away from my eyes, away from the truth he held, and from the hurt and pain on my face. "Tell me you don't want me and I'll leave!"

"I do want you. But your father doesn't. I had no intention to do this to you Bella! He is planning on throwing you out! How do you think I could live with my self if you had to leave! Even though your 18, you still need someone who can take care of you and will always take care of you! Which is not me! I can't do that Bella. I can't always be putting you in this kind of risk. What happens if you start living in my house and you start bleeding for god know's what! And Jasper takes a snap at you! Or even Rosalie or Esme or Carlisle or Emmet or Alice...or even me Bella! I could do that to you! Hurt you more than you already are."

"Bella!" Charlie yelled from the living room. Obviously getting impatient. But I had no intention on talking to Charlie. I wanted to ask Edward what he meant by he couldn't take care of me. Was he going to leave me? Had Alice seen Edward leave me? I had to talk to Alice now but my father wanted to talk about how I was being irresponsible and blah blah blah.

"Go and we'll talk after." Edward's velvet voice brought me out of my thought's. I had not taken my eyes away from him and niether did he. As I turned to the living room, still not taking my eye's away from him, I barely whispered, "You said you would never leave me after what happened."

"Walk faster Bella! I'm not getting any younger here!" I groaned and walked even slower, showing my father that I was bored and didn't need this talk with him.

When I reached the arm chair I sat down and waited for him to speak. He looked like he was waiting for me to say something too. I sighed. This was going to be a long night.

"What?" I spit out, trying to sound the strongest I could. Tears were on the verge to fall but I needed them for later, just in case Edward did plan on leaving me.

"Don't do this Bella. Think about Jacob and all your friends. You won't be the same if your married." His eyes looked like he was about to cry, but I didn't feel one bit of pity for him.

"Your right! I won't be the same, because I'll be the with the one I love but that's never enough for you is it? You can never stand to see me happy! And what about Jacob? How did he end up in all this crap? I know you want me to marry Jacob and all but I don't love him! I don't love him! Edward is planning on leaving me already! And we haven't even disscused it!" This time it sounded like I was talking to my self. " Maybe I am better off dead."

I heard a growl from the kitchen and knew it was Edward. He was mad at me, mad at me for loving him and for everything else I did.

Charlie stood up and lifted me up by the shoulder, not tightly but not softly either. "Don't do this Bella! Don't make the same mistake I made!" He waited for my response, but got nothing, and he didn't like it. He then suprised me, he slapped my on my cheek and threw me across the room. I closed my eyes waiting for Edward's hand to be around my waist, protecting me from the pain, but the only thing I felt was the wall hitting the back of my head with the greatest amount of impact. And I saw everything fade to black.