Author's Note: Another short chapter. Next one will be longer though. Promise.
After you realize that avoiding the problem is wrong, you must figure out what to do next.
Therefore, that's where the third step comes in.
The Decision.
Now, what did I decide to do next, you may ask?
I concluded that I had to work my way into the last step.
Isn't it funny when you think about it? The tough journey you take when you break up. You can take the blow in so many different ways and heal from it in so many different lengths of time. However, no matter the situation, the break-up will cause things like invisible scars on your heart and strength to keep you up through your next heartbreak.
These strings had been cut between Edward and me, but I hoped that we could retie them. They didn't have to be as strong as they were when we were together. I just wanted them to be connected again so there was no tension, and I could always find a friend in him.
So, that was my decision. I decided that I wanted to keep living as I was, with Edward as a best friend and that deliverer as a possible boyfriend.
The decision had been hard but necessary. I had been a bit broken, but I continued standing tall. I was no longer part of an endless fall off the face of the earth.
The next update is a mystery. Maybe June 29th? =)
-Ashley(dolphinherovamp5)