Chapter 4

Firstly I'd like to apologise for the length of time since the last update. Babies tend to take up a lot of time and she's going through a bunch of milestones at the moment (she's just learnt to babble and apparently is appallingly talkative to my partner and I). I'll try and update more regularly but as I said at the beginning it works around my caring for my baby while on maternity and she will always come first!

Secondly, someone commented to me in a review that they thought it would be better if Emma called MM and David mum and dad, and I must admit I had missed that by the end of 4B she was calling them that as opposed to their cursed names, but in my head she always called them their SB names as opposed to mum and dad, so that's kind of what I'd stuck to.

Finally, it would be really nice if someone fancied being a beta or helping me out with feedback on my writing before it gets put up so if anyone would be willing to give me a hand with that it'd be really appreciated :). Anyways, hope all are well, back to the story!

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Emma walked in to Granny's and glanced towards her usual booth looking for Killian. He looked up and waved from his seat and she smiled and walked towards him. As she walked towards him she glanced over at Ruby who nodded and grinned at her, did that woman never struggle with the morning after the night before?

Killian smiled at her as she sat down over from him. "Swan, glad you could emerge from your slumbers long enough to join me", he smirked at her and she rolled her eyes.

"Are you going to tell me that you've never needed to sleep in after a few drinks?" she raised her eyebrow at him, daring him to deny it.

He huffed, "Of course not Swan! It's just been a long time since I've been that much of a light weight." He winked at her, but just as she was about to respond Ruby came over with their lunch. "I took the liberty of ordering you a repast suitable for your recovery."

Emma looked down at her plate as she thanked Ruby, a plate of grilled cheese with extra onion rings. Perhaps she should explain to him she can eat something other than this.

"Thank you", she gave him a small smile, "I really am sorry about last night, I don't know what came over me. I should have let you know that I wasn't coming over."

Killian reached over to take her hand in his. "Emma, it's already forgotten." He looked her in the eyes, concern clear in his gaze, "but please, tell me what was wrong this morning. I can tell when something's bothering you."

Emma winced, then sighed. "I'm sorry Killian, I don't know what's going on at the moment, I was just distracted this morning. It was nothing."

"Emma, if we're moving too fast for you, if you want me to slow down, or you just want some space, please just let me know. I'll always be here for you, I'm not going anywhere", he squeezed her hand and gave her a shy smile.

"Don't, Killian, just don't." She moved her other hand so that she was holding his one hand in both of hers. "We've talked about this, I want you. No one else, just you. You make me happy and nothing is going to change that."

She gave him a genuine smile and leaned across the table to give him a soft kiss on the lips. She felt his hand come up to tuck in her hair, trying to deepen the kiss. She smiled against his lips and pulled back slightly, hearing him sigh and looked up to see his eyes still closed. She chuckled, "not here pirate, later," and gave him another quick peck by pulling back completely.

He chuckled as his eyes opened to look at her, eyes blown wide with desire. "Minx".

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After lunch, Killian had to head to the docs to work on the Jolly Roger, leaving Emma at Granny's chatting to Ruby at the counter over a hot chocolate. It was nice to have a day off to not worry about what was going on in town, just relax and spend time with her friends.

Just as she finished laughing at Ruby's anecdote over one of the crazy customers that had come over with the second curse and their confusion over this worlds food, the bell at the door jingled and something told Emma to look up and see who had come in, right in to the pair of golden eyes that had been lingering in the back of her mind all morning.

The man in question smiled a predatory smile and started walking towards the pair of them coming to a halt just in front of Emma.

"Good afternoon Ladies, what travesty has left the pair of you by yourselves on this lovely afternoon?" Emma felt her breath catch as she looked up at him, hearing a similar reaction from Ruby. Strangely, knowing that Ruby had the same reaction caused a flash of irritation to run through her.

"Well, Ruby here was just keeping me company but I'm sure she has to get back to work, I've been using up enough of her time." Wow, had she just said that….she heard Ruby huff next to her and turned to look at her best friend staring daggers at her.

"Actually, it's still quite quiet here…"

"RUBY!" Granny yelled from the kitchen, Ruby sighed looking over at Alex, glancing at Emma with a grimace and walked back towards the kitchen.

Alex chuckled and carried on looking at Emma. Emma was surprised by the intensity of his stare, and even more surprised by the warmth it seemed to be triggering in her. Think of the pirate, think of the pirate….

The minute he started talking all thoughts of Killian were gone.

"So….you looked like you were enjoying the show last night," he said sliding in to the seat next to her and raising an eyebrow in her direction.

"Yeah, uh, it was nice to get out and do something a bit different with my friends. We don't generally get strippers here in Storybrook. Is that something you did in the enchanted forest before the curse?" She was trying to keep the conversation general, but she was genuinely curious as to whether this was something that happened back there.

He huffed a laugh, "not exactly, but regardless of what I did, women need someone to help them with their needs as much as men." As he said it, he turned to look at her, that intensity returning to his eyes his fingers shifting across the bar drumming lightly on it.

Emma coughed, "yeah, I guess you're right there," she was getting uncomfortable with her response to him, this shouldn't be happening. She was happily 'somethinged' with Killian (OK they didn't exactly have a label but it was exclusive and it was a thing and that's really all they needed for now.) Why was she having this reaction to another guy, but there was something about him that kept drawing her in, and she needed to fight it, she wasn't that kind of woman.

"Look, I..uh….it's nice to see you…with some clothes on,"she blushed, "Oh god, I didn't mean…ugh, ok, it's good to see you around, I've got to head out now, but I'll see you around I guess." There, that was fine wasn't it, she gave herself a mental pat on the back.

He nodded, eyes never leaving hers, and a small smile graced his face. "Yes, you will see me again, I assure you of it."

Emma shivered at his words, and fought to get her feet moving. Enough was enough; she needed to get out of there and back to normal. She should see Killian tonight, yes that was it, that would get everything back to normal. Killian was who she wanted, no one else.

She headed back to the loft to keep herself busy until she could head over to see him later that evening. Shaking her head as she walked out of Granny's to refocus her thoughts. Those intense golden eyes always lurking at the back of her thoughts.

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Killian was lounging on his bed with a book when he heard a tentative knock on his door. He got up and strolled over to the door, opening to see Emma standing there with a shy look on her face.

"I'm sorry if you're busy; I just figured since last night was a bust I could come over tonight and make it up to you properly."

"By all means Swan, come on in, I would never refuse an offer of your company." He waved his arm in a welcoming gesture to the captain's quarters and she moved past him in to the room, arms hugged around her as she turned to look at him as he closed the door.

"Killian, I'm sorry again for last night, you know I care for you don't you? I would never intentionally blow you off like that." She still seemed so nervous about it but Killian knew, as much as she would be loathed to admit it, she needed him as much as he needed her, and that could lead to some raw wounds where real emotions should be.

"Swan…Emma," he walked up to her and cupped her cheek in his hand, "I've already said to you, I understand, and while my ego was admittedly a bit bruised by your apparent lack of interest in my prowess, I know I'll just have to make sure I burn it in to your memory next time so that it doesn't slip your mind again…." As he finished talking his voice got deeper and he moved towards her for a kiss.

Emma could see his eyes dilating with lust as he moved towards her and tilted her head up to meet his lips.

The kiss started soft, before Emma's hands moved to brush against his firm chest and Killians hand moved to run his fingers through her hair, hook resting on her hip as he pulled her body flush with his. As his tongue stroked her lips she opened her mouth to allow his tongue entry, the kiss deepening as their tongues met and her hands moved from his chest to run over his shoulders and behind his head, carding through his soft hair.

Killian groaned and started walking her back towards the bed, not breaking the kiss as they moved. As the back of Emma's legs hit the bed they broke the kiss, both breathing heavily and Emma looked up into his eyes. They both shared a smile as Emma started to lower herself down on the bed, one hand twisted in his shirt to drag him down with her. Killian followed her down, bracing himself over her and moving down to kiss her again. After a few moments, Killian moved to start kissing down her jaw before moving to her neck, sucking lightly at her pulse point, drawing a gasp from Emma. She moved to start undoing the buttons of her shirt to gain access to his bare chest. Fumbling a bit she finally got them open and pushed the shirt back off his shoulders, running her hands over the top of his back and getting a low growl in response as he bit down on her neck where he'd been suckling. He pulled back long enough to totally shuck the shirt from his arms and throw it across the room before moving to kiss her at the top of her chest where her top left it bare, moving his hand and hook to the bottom of her top to lift it up so he could gain better access to her breasts. Emma sat up as he pulled the top over her head and once off, he wrapped his left arm around her waist, pulling her towards him as his mouth closed on one of her covered breasts, while his hand played with the nipple of the other. She pushed herself further in to his grasp, enjoying the attention and letting herself get lost in the sensations he was evoking in her.

She shuffled forwards so that she was straddling his legs, hand moving behind his head to push his mouth tighter in to her breast as their lower bodies rubbed against each other. She could feel how turned on he was, his erection hard underneath his jeans, causing delicious friction as she rubbed up against him, making her to groan at the combined sensations.

"Gods, Emma, can you feel what you do to me," he gasped as she rubbed forward against him again, moving his head up to kiss her, and tweaking her nipple to make her gasp in to his mouth. He lowered them back down so that he was lying on top of her, dry humping like teenagers as they continued kissing. At the rate they were going she was going to come before they'd even got much further than this!

Killian broke the kiss and started kissing a trail down between her breasts and down her abdomen towards where her jeans sat low on her hips, stopping as he reached the top of them. He popped the button and undid the zipper, pushing them lower down to reveal her underwear beneath. Emma bit her lip in anticipation as his hot breath brushed against her covered clit. When she continued to just feel his breath and nothing else she glanced down to find him looking up at her with a smirk.

"I want you to watch Swan, see what I'm doing to you as well as feel it." She nodded in response, too far gone to say anything.

She watched him lower his head towards her mound and felt his finger push aside the material covering her clit and lick her. She gasped and closed her eyes, tilting her head back at the feel of him finally touching her where she needed him. When nothing else happened she looked down again to find a stern look on his face.

"I said watch Swan, or you don't get anything from me", she forced herself to focus on him and keep her eyes open as he moved back down to lick her again, brushing his fingers against her opening as he continued to lick and occasionally suck on her clit. Watching his dark head move as he pleasured her was such a turn on, his eyes occasionally looking up to meet hers, dark with desire, hardly any blue was left they were blown so wide. The sensations started to build and she could start to feel her orgasm build, she started to squirm and then she felt Killian push two fingers inside her as he continued to lick, curling them inside her to reach that spot that felt amazing. She started to grind down on his fingers chasing the release she knew was coming, and as if knowing what she needed, his mouth on her clit became rougher, occasionally nipping.

Stars started to appear in her eyes as she started to hit the edge, her breathing becoming ragged and her head tilted back as the sensations washed over her. Just as she went over, a pair of golden eyes flashed in to her mind, a smirk on his lips as she heard a voice say "Come for me, I want to see you come…"

The last thing she managed to gasp as she went over the edge was "ALEX!"

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Please don't hate me….please don't hate me….I just write what goes on in my head, and while I love a good smut scene as much as the next person, I also love a good bit of angst….I told you Hook was going to have to work for it, and I feel like nothing is better than a good bit of angry jealousy….I'll make it up to you soon I promise, but for now we need to have a bit of good quality angst to move forward from!

Anyway, as per usual, I love to hear your comments, they give me warm fuzzies!

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