Love Love Heart Pounding Manor

by Panties Inspector

Sena is the young master of the illustrious Kobayakawa Manor, where everything but the expected happens. Between getting into trouble, having a crazy home life, and trying to avoid various betrothals, exactly how is Sena to survive? YAOI AND SUCH

4. I HATE MYSELF AND WANT TO DIE

OKAY SO, I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES AND THAT I'M DOING PUTTING THIS IN THE ACTUAL STORY AND GETTING YOUR HOPES UP. I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU GUYS SEE THIS. I am trying to get you guys something but there are problems.

They are:

This was a collaborative effort and all the writers except for me fell off the face of the earth. Leaving me to try and figure this shit out.

Life and all it's little "joys" kept/keep me from writing.

I became a junior and had a mental breakdown that lead to my ADD diagnosis

I DON'T REMEMBER THE SERIES. I haven't read it since it ended and I'm getting fuzzy on its details. I COULD NAME PRETTING MUCH EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER, now; I can't even remember the sphinx's quarterba—NEVERMIND ITS HARAO. I'M STILL FUZZY DAMN IT.

I haven't read any shoujos or ANYTHING. I'm outta the saddle man! SUCH FAIL.

I'm a senior and college crap is killing my will to live.

HOWEVER, FEAR NOT! FOR I, YOUR KIND AND BENEVOLANT MISTRESS HAS NOT FORSAKEN YOU~! I INTEND TO REVIVE THIS FAIR, SLEEPING CHILD AND BRING THE COLOR OF LIFE TO ITS CHEEKS~!

Here's the plan:

Reread everything we have to reacquaint myself with the story

COME DOWN LIKE THE FIST OF GOD ON THE DESERTERS (more like email them politely/guilt-tripping-ly)

REREAD THE ENTIRE SERIES. YES I AM GOING TO READ ALL 300+ CHAPTERS FOR YOU (and me…)

Beg YOU the READERS to aid me in anyway you want. This started as a collaborative effort and I'd love for it to stay that way. I want YOU GUYS TO HELP ME SHAPE THIS FRAGILE, INNOCENT BABE INTO A GORIOUS BLOSSOMING MASTERPIECE. You can write, draw, research, brainstorm, and spam me with soul crushing emails WHATEVER YOU WANT.

I MEAN IT GUYS. I LOVE THIS AS MUCH AS YOU. PLEASE HELP ME SAVE IT. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ANYWAY PLEASE CHECK OUT THE ORIGINAL COMMUNITY (community. livejournal .com/es21ccstsrrhplm (no spaces obviously)) EMAIL ME, BRIBE YOUR FRIE- will okay maybe not that but STILL PLEASE. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. HELP ME HELP YOU TO HELP ME HELP YOU~!

Love and guilt heavy soul wrenching sobs for forgiveness,

PantiesInspector

Co-creator and completely useless asshole "leader" of Kawaii Desu Ne Eyeshield 21 Crack Collab Sexytiems Shoujo Rabu Rabu Heart Pounding Love Manor~!

P.S. I'm so sorry and the capslock abuse. I have an addiction and need to panic and yell.