iv: heart's gravity
Like these words, the mind has kept on flowing like the stream beneath my feet. I never expect it'd be this easy to be talking to you through dreams.
In this cool, inviting presence of light and water, I'm reminded that this isn't a world I've come to live in, but merely a returning visitor to a universe you've created.
You've been so quiet.
Feels like we haven't spoken in years despite how fast our lives could end. And just like that, I'd seen you drifting away...
I'm here now to say how much we've missed you. Like always.
Do you remember this, Leo?
Back when we were eight, we joked about you being the North Pole, while I was the South Pole. Mike and Don, as the continents we protected and Splinter being our compass. We made a deal to be the best, never for pride or ego.
Over time, plates were overridden, continents shifted, the earth shattered. And as we held on to our compass, you became the gravity that kept us all together.
When I'd been here more than once, you held my hand and asked me where I was going. As our eyes met, I felt what Splinter must have felt when he looked at you. But I can't let you hold on to me forever. I can't be going where you want me to go.
I see you running across the field, as the eight year old I know. The breeze calls your name and you laugh, fingers brushing along the tall grasses without a care in the world. The light bids you to come home and—just like that, I see you returning to a place where you abide forever.
Leo?
I don't know if I could be as capable as you.
Still my promise to you is strong, like the gravity of your undying heart.