Not Good
Clare P.O.V
I arrived at Matt's place and knocked on the door, he opened the door and smiled
"Clare how very nice to see you." He said letting me, I went and sat down on the couch, he sat down next to me, and we started kissing. A few hours later I was sitting on his bed wearing one of his shirts reading a magazine; Matt came in with two glasses of water and put mine on the bedside table
"You know we just lost 36 calories each just then?" I said, Matt laughed and grabbed the magazine and threw it on the ground, he leaned forward and kissed me, I grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him over me. Soon he was unbuttoning the shirt I was wearing.
A few hours later I walked straight inside Eli's bedroom and sat next to him on his bed, he was lying there with his eyes shut with his earphones on blaring Dead Hand. I smirked and leaned down and pecked him on the lips quickly. His eyes went wide and he sat up, I laughed and pulled the earphones off his ears
"Howdy Eli!" I exclaimed, Eli laughed and grabbed me by the waist and pulled me down on the bed next to him, he seems kind of weird. We sat up and he put his earphones on his bedside table, he turned to me, what's up with him?
Eli P.O.V
"Clare I know you hate it when I tell you what to do but I know what you're doing with Mr. Jamieson." I said, Clare looked surprised, she sat a bit away from me and started playing with her hands, she always did that when she's nervous
"Oh." She said, I put played with the rings on my fingers and started twisting them around. I looked at her and she looked at me
"Do you love him?" I asked, she bit her bottom lip
"I don't know." She replied, I nodded
"How long have you two been together?" I asked, Clare looked annoyed
"3 months, do you want a play by play?" She asked me irritably. I looked down, I knew she was going to get annoyed at me.
"No, I just care about you and don't want someone to hurt you." I told her truthfully. Her face softened and she gave me a small smile
"I love that you care about me so much and what you think means everything to me but I know you don't approve of me and Matt but I think this time you need to let me handle this." She told me, I nodded sadly, if only she knew how much I cared about her.
"But what if you guys get caught?" I asked her, she shrugged
"We're not going to tell anyone and we only meet at his place, have you told anyone else?" She asked, I swallowed hard
"I kind of told Adam." I said, Clare's eyes widened
"Why!" She exclaimed, I started playing with a loose fabric on my bed cover.
"I'm sorry but I needed his advice and he's not going to tell anyone." I said trying to make her less angry with me. She looked beyond pissed off
"So you still did!" She yelled,
"But what you're doing is wrong." I said, she scowled
"How is this any of your business?" She asked
"Because I'm your friend." I said trying to reason with her.
"No you're not; if you were my friend you wouldn't have told anyone and you wouldn't be judging me like this." She said,
"I'm not judging you, and it's not like Adam's going to tell anyone." I said, Clare shook her head and crossed her arms over her chest.
"You're the worst friend ever!" She exclaimed, I couldn't help it but I just let it out
"I may be a bad friend but at least I'm not sleeping with my English teacher just so he'll give me better grades." I spat at her, she looked like she was about to cry
"Eli." She said her voice wavering, I instantly grabbed her hand but she pulled away
"I'm so sorry I didn't mean it." I said, she shook her head again
"How can you say that, how highly you think of me." She said with tears running down her cheeks. She stood up off the bed
"Don't tell anyone else and tell Adam that too and never speak to me again." She said before leaving,
"Clare!" I called but I was too late she was gone. I put my head in my hands.
Clare hasn't spoken to me in 3 days! I'm going crazy, we've had disagreements before yes but we've never had a full on fight where we stop talking to eachother and avoid eachother. I feel bad and guilty about what I said, but when I go to speak to her I get nervous and scared that I'll say something wrong again. I saw her sitting with Alli and Jenna, they were laughing about something but Clare looked plain miserable. I hate that I hurt her like that. Adam sighed
"When are you two going to get back to Eli and Clare: Best friends extradoinaires?" He asked me, I looked away from her and looked at Adam who was sitting there looking frustrated.
"I don't know we both said things, I basically called her a slut and I feel horrible and wish I could take it back but I can't." I explained
"You didn't mean what you said, she'll know that." Adam said, I shook my head
"No she started crying and said I'd finally told her what I thought of her." I said, Adam sighed,
"Then go talk to her and explain yourself before you two never have a chance to be friends again." Adam told me, I nodded, he was right, if I never try then she'll never speak to me again and I don't know what I'd do if Clare ignored me forever.
"Well I'm going to go talk to Clare." I said standing up and walking over to her, she looked up at me and then turned away; Alli and Jenna stopped talking and looked at me
"What do you want freak." Jenna said, I rolled my eyes
"I'm here to talk to Clare." I said, Clare looked at me
"Go away Eli." She said before standing up and walking away, Jenna and Alli followed her
"If you knew what's best for you, you would leave her alone and get on with your sad little life." Alli spat, she then flipped her hair and strutted off, I hate both of them, how can Clare be friends with those two? I sighed, maybe getting her to talk to me is going to be harder then I first thought.
I wanted to write the Matt and Clare relationship seem only about sex and that kind of thing so if you're wondering why their parts are very quick then that's why. Review please and if you have any ideas for a new chapter then please have them on your review or PM anytime.
