Disclaimer: got on the computer and started listening to music and "BAM!" had to write! Had to, had to, had to!
Fofafie: (sitting down cross-legged)(staring off into space) "I don't own Inuyasha if I did this wouldn't be known as a fanfiction it would be an extra writing idea…"
Warning a bit angsty here
He then thought about her strange aura.
"I have only heard of something of this sort happening… could the legend of origin true?"he wondered it seemed farfetched. But it seemed like the only explanation. "she would be the only one to exist in thousands of years…a 'pure demon'"
"WHAT! Kagome wasn't at home?" Sango screamed with alarm standing body shaking from the unconscious tightening of muscles from deep worry for her best friend and anger at her half demon friend who's at fault for upsetting the little miko which as routine called for, a fight ensued with lots of yelling as usual and a red clad halfbreed crashing into the ground as usual and Kagome heading home as usual if it weren't for him once again comparing her to her former incarnation.
"that Idiot Kagome is Kagome not Kikyo and if it weren't for him and his idiotic, inability to accept facts Kagome would still be here, safe, with us." Sango thought fighting the urge to dismember the Idiot.
A hand came to rest on the slayers shoulder "now, now, Sango, I'm sure if we search for her we'll find her soon, she can't be too far. I mean she left only last night from her home. Right Inuyasha?" Miroku said looking back at Inuyasha nervously when he simply nodded he felt immensely relived.
"See Sango? So let's just pack up and go find her. It would be best if we split up first though." As those words were said Sango was beginning to feel an all too familiar presence on her rear.
Sango shouldered her hiraikotsu while dragging a now unconscious monk behind her "Inuyasha, we had better find her alive and well or you'll be the one waiting for Kikyo in hell not the other way around. Got that?" the glare she gave him and the ice in her tone that could freeze hell over booked no room for argument.
"Keh… she's fine I can tell" he said confidently cover up his fear of the fury that was exuding from Sango making her look almost demonic.
Inuyasha saw the doubt on her face and on Shippo's (who had recently clung to Kirara in fear of the demon slayer.) "she's fine!" he repeated still sounding confident. Oh how wrong he was
"No he was lying! he had to be! He said he'd protect me! He said he wanted me with him!" running thinking of nothing other than what she just heard out of the mouth of the man she was in love with.
She was surrounded by forest and blackness, darkness. It was cold and the word's just kept running through her head eating away at her in that moment she wanted nothing more than to just disappear and ceases to exist as she cried a river of tears and still she continued to cry. "No! It's not fair! It's not true!" she tripped as it began to rain she curled into a ball on her side "who do I think I'm kidding? He would if she asked him I've never really meant that much to him anyway like he always said…" she began sobbing as the reality of things hit her hard and she felt as if she was being set on fire and slashed to bits even with how cold the rain that was pelting her body she felt like… she didn't know what it felt like, she had never been in so much pain in her whole life "I never really meant that much to any of them, have I? hell every one could have been in on it.
Now, Inuyasha I understand why you trusted nobody, because you your self aren't so trust worthy, that's right, this place isn't like home, where you have friends you can trust with your secrets where you have friends that care about you, where people are kind and caring that's right, now I know why none of them not Sango not Miroku not Inuyasha not even Shippo trusted any one. I get it." She thought "you win!YOU WIN!" she screamed out her agony. "In the end they did trust me, they trusted me to trust them so easily and fall for their "I'm-your-friend-there-for-I-worry-about-you-and-care-about-you-act." And they were right to trust me in that way.
I was dumb enough to fall for it! Typical Kagome, soooo typical, I didn't think this through very well, they need me to gather the jewel and help them find and destroy Naraku, than what? I get rid of the jewel? They must have some other use for it! Everyone always has a use for it!"
She scrambled to her feet to run again. "hey if I keep running like this maybe I'll die of exhaustion" she thought almost hopefully until she remembered her family and friends back home in her own time and she knew she had to live she slid to a stop her shoes digging into the muck and mud.
"but they're by the well, they'll find me and kill me because now I know, but if I don't go back what will Inuyasha do to my family?" she wondered out loud, she inwardly debated with herself on what she should do as her feet began to sink deeper in the mud, until it reached her knees. And by the time she noticed it was up just past her knees and she did all she could to get out but she was able to get just enough that she could walk, but with very great difficulty she reached a clearing and found a tree that she could sit on its roots above the traitorous ground that just tried to swallow her whole.
She absently noted that she was absolutely covered in mud and she was panting like she had never breathed before, her lungs were burning, she felt so cold, soaked to the bone, with the wind blowing but she couldn't find it in herself to care.
"so this is how it ends I can't find it in myself to kill my 'friends' so all I can do is run and hide until they find me or until I finally find my sense and kill myself or I die of heart break, exhaustion, demon attacks, or other multiple things." Her mind was so full that she was at over load, she tried to move but her body was too worn out to move she now also her vision was getting blurry she began to see spots in front of her eyes the last thing she thought before she blacked out. "mama please forgive me!" every thing went dark she fell over sobbing just about ready for death to claim her.
Eyes opened to a bright sky and blurry vision and she felt the after math heavy sobbing, head ach, dizzy, breathing spasms, and the feeling of dried tears on her cheeks.
"Lady Chi!" a concerned young voice called out
The young woman rose to a sitting position leaning the weight of her upper body on a hand behind her, head spinning and pounding, she turned to see what was going on but in the end sitting up was a lost cause as she found herself on her back with a child clutching onto her with strength that was a bit unnerving considering she recognized this girl as the young ever energetic Rin though even with how energetic she was she hadn't thought she could be so strong "hey- R-Rin, wha-ts wrong d-did som-thing Hap-pen? a-a-re you ok-ay?" her breathing spasms were interrupting her speech causing her words to sound distorted.
She felt tears soaking the collar of her kimono "wait a minute why am I wearing a Kimono more or less one that I've never seen before" she thought her musing was cut off by the little girl that was clinging to her. "Are you okay lady Chi?" the little girl asked looking up at the older woman with a heart breaking expression. And she hugged the little girl "I'm fine-" she cut her self off and pulled back looking at the child. "lady Chi?" she asked "well actually I thought the name 'Tenshi-no-chi' or maybe 'Hikari' but 'Tenshi-no-chi' is kinda long." "I'll remember to take note of that." She said feeling somewhat awkward.
Rin got up dragging Chi to her feet as well.
she noticed that the design on the Kimono depicted a garden consisting of a Koi pond cherry blossom and bonsai trees the base of the dress was black the colors of the design consisted mostly of light blue, purple, red, light pink and green.
She was once again pulled from her musings "Lord Sesshomaru said calling you by your old name would be dangerous or you even hearing it could be a problem so I renamed you." She turned to look at her with another heart breaking face and asked "you don't mind, do you?" Chi could just about cry at that face. "Of course not you can call me anything you want" Chi felt so relieved when she saw the little girl beam at her "Okay! Come on Tenshi! Lord Sesshomaru wants to talk to you."Rin said dragging the young woman off.
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