DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN BLEACH

Yumichika waited for Byakuya to go into a deep sleep before he got out of the bed. He eased out of the bed and located his prescription from Dr. Unohana. He walked through the house to find the kitchen. When he found the kitchen, he walked to the cabinet to get a glass for water. He took his medicine with water as prescribed. His head was pounding and his anger was rising.

'I love you too, Gin,' he thought. Every time he played that line in his head, the pain got greater. He placed his glass down on the edge on the counter. It began to fall. He caught the glass but the water spilled. He bent down to clean the water. He looked under the sink and saw sponges in the back of the area under the sink. When he reached in for the sponges, a book fell out. He reached for the book. It was a journal.

"It's Gin's journal. Why is it under here? It's been here for a while." Yumichika open it and started reading it. He felt a little guilty reading it but if Gin wanted it he would have taken it with him. He flipped through some pages stopping here and there. He stopped at one entry.

April 5, 2007

Well Dr. Unohana told me that I was pregnant. I am so, so, so, so happy. I hope B will be happy with me. She told me that I was 4 weeks. Now I can leave the show and get away from them. I got to go and get B an anniversary gift. I know what I am going to get him now.

Yumichika read the next entry.

April 12, 2007

It's our anniversary. Five years. B gave me a necklace. It had a gold chain with a diamond pendant with the letters B&G. B said that he will be with me forever. I cried this morning. I gave him my present. When he opened it he could not figure out what it was for. It was a silver rattle with a blue and pink ribbon on it. He looked at me for about a minute and then he figured it out. Sometimes he is so slow. He was so excited. We stayed in the bed most of the day. I told him that I wanted to quit the show. He was happy about it, I guess.

Yumichika continue to flip through the pages until he noticed a page with big letters on it.

MY BABY IS DEAD

Yumichika remembered the conversation he had with Kira about Gin losing his baby. He turned the page. It had no date.

They wanted to take my baby from me. But I got them back. I heard them talking about how they were afraid that I might be too attached to the baby and may not let them have it. I see them for who they are. They don't know that I know.

Yumichika thought to himself, 'I wonder who 'they' are? He heard footsteps. He hurriedly placed the journal back.

"Yumi, you in here?" Byakuya said as he walked into the kitchen.

"Yes, I am here. I spilled some water and just cleaning it up." He stood up and started to walk out the kitchen.

"How are you feeling?"

"Fine," Yumichika said with his arms crossed in front of him.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"I love you too, Gin. You said that to me after you made 'love' to me. Yes, you did do something wrong." He started to walk away when Byakuya grabbed his arm. He turned around and slapped Byakuya face so hard that the side of his face felt as though he was punched.

Yumichika walked in the bedroom to get his clothes. He picked up Byakuya's phone and called Kira.

"H . . . .Hello?" a sleepy Kira answered.

"Kira, this is Yumi. Can you come and get me. I do not want to stay here."

"What happened?"

"Please, please come and get me."

"Okay, I will be there in ten minutes." Kira said and hung up.

Yumichika hung up the phone. He was walking towards the bathroom. Byakuya was blocking his way. He gave him his phone. "Here, call Gin since you are going to sleep alone tonight." He walked in the bathroom with Byakuya on his heels. He slammed the door and locked it.

Yumichika took a shower and got dressed. He looked in the mirror. His head started pounding again and coupled with his anger, he started to cry.

Byakuya lightly knocked on the door. "Yumi, please come out and talk to me. I'm sorry. I was tired and worried about you. It was a slip to the . . ."

"Go to hell, Byakuya! Just leave me alone! Just leave me alone." Yumichika cried.

The door bell ranged out. Byakuya hit the door and left to answer the door. He opened it and Kira and Ikkaku walked in.

"Where is he?" Kira said as he walked toward the bedroom. Byakuya pointed toward the bathroom. Ikkaku stopped Byakuya from going in the room.

"Let Kira handle him. If anyone can handle this situation, it's Kira. Let's go out. You're driving." Although Byakuya was hesitant, he agreed and the two friends left the house.

There was a light knock on the door. "Yumi, it's me. Open up. Ikkaku took Byakuya out for drinks. He's not here."

Yumichika opened the door. He looked at Kira and ran out and hugged him. He started crying in Kira arms. "It's okay. I'm taking you home with me and we will talk there."

Yumichika gathered a few things and went in the kitchen to get his medicine. He also got Gin's journal. They walked out of the house.

Sorry about the delay. Hope to have the next chapter up very soon