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Name of Story: Eyes of Sorrow

Summary: Rin is suicidal, nicknamed Suiy. She thinks no one cares about her. Especially her so-called parents. Can Sesshomaru change all of it?

Author's Note: Yes! She is finally updating! Oh yeah! Sorry for the long update gap. You know the usual. School, life, drama, other works. And yeah. Well, I hope you enjoy this chapter. R&R

Name of Chapter: Shock

Rin stared at the card for what seemed like eternity.

Who would have wrote me this, Rin thought, still looking at the card. A thousand names ran through her head but only one stood out.

Sesshomaru Takahashi.

He must have heard her earlier when she said about the person who keeps leaving her roses to leave her a note saying, "I hope you die." Not "I hope you live."

"Unbelievable," Rin said to herself. There was NO way Sesshomaru could have written that! He was very cold, and what seemed like to her, heartless also. Besides, why would he want her to live? He's only known her for two days!

"All right, class," Rin's teacher began after the bell rang. "Please quickly get to your seats. I have a very important announcement to make. Miss Weistu, that includes you. Please, take your seat."

Rin numbly sat in her seat next to Sesshomaru, still staring at the card. She couldn't take her eyes off the little thing. The little card gave her so much hope! Maybe there was one person out there -who was not Sesshomaru- that cared about her! It almost made her smile.

"Who keeps giving her those roses?" Someone whispered near her. Everyone saw her with the rose in her hand. It stood out like a white marker in a box of rainbow colored ones.

"I wish someone gave me roses."

"As I was saying," the teacher continued, unaware of the whispered exchanges in his class. "Today, I'm assigning a research project."

A collective groan ran throughout the room, from those who were listening.

"Since we will be entering our Life Issues unit, I want you and your table partner to give me a presentation about a life issue. Abortion, for instance. Is it good or bad? Should it be outlawed? What are the circumstances surrounding that decision? Things like that.

"I want you to persuade me to get involved with your life issue and try and prevent it. Understand? You have to present this information in a formal essay, two pages and works cited correctly."

"When is it due?"

"The Wednesday before the second." Mister Yo answered. "You'll have today and the rest of the week in the library, getting a topic and research it. When you choose a topic, tell me and I will record it." He began to pass out to papers to each of the fifteen tables for the thirty students.

"Wait, you said we have to work with our table partners? As in, the people we sit next to?"

"Yes, that is correct, Amaya."

The girl who asked the question, Amaya, blanched.

She exchanged glances with her table partner, a girl with straight long black hair and green eyes wearing skinny jeans and a white see through t-shirt.

"But then that means..." Amaya trailed off, looking at Rin and Sesshomaru, eyes wide as plates.

"Mister Hottie and Rin are paired with each other!" Amaya's table partner exclaimed loudly.

"Nooo!" A unison of all the girls cried mournfully, for they had lost their chance at being Sesshomaru's partner.

Rin clenched her teeth and fist subconsciously, unaware that her slits had opened and blood was leaking out of them. Sesshomaru looked at her, smelling the metallic iron raspberry blood that was hers. He wondered why she was bleeding from her arms. He didn't see the gauze until her shirt sleeve slid up when she moved her arm.

She cuts herself, Sesshomaru thought, narrowing his eyes as more blood bled out and soaked her gauze and long sleeve black shirt.

"Girls, girls," Mister Yo yelled to the class, trying to get their attention as they continued to whine and complain of how Rin got to work with Sesshomaru when they had to work with "ugly" people. "GIRLS!" Every girl (and some boys) stopped their arguing and looked at him, pin drop silent.

"I know you all want to work with Mister Takahashi, however, you can't!" Mister Yo continued. "I specifically said table partner. Not whoever wants to work with him. Understand?" He waited a while, scanning the room with his blue eyes. No one spoke up, so he added: "Good. Let's go to the media center."

In an instant, there was a scurry of gathering books and shoving them in their bags and chairs scraping across the floor and girls giving Rin, whom had yet to move from her spot or notice she was bleeding. Her senses were numb, used to pain and bleeding. That's how she almost died the first time she almost completed suicide.

Sesshomaru stayed where he was, wondering if he should tell Rin she was bleeding or not.

"Why are they always fawning over you?" Rin asked Sesshomaru suddenly, in a quiet voice after Mister Yo had left the room with the last person to exit besides Rin and Sesshomaru.

"That is a mystery that will never be solved." Sesshomaru simply said.

"Hm, I bet you just adore all this attention." Rin continued. "Been here for not even two days and all ready have your own fan club."

"I do not." Sesshomaru stated. "This matter is something the far more than I enjoy. I despise it."

Rin raised an eyebrow at him. Of course she could tell that from his golden eyes that he didn't enjoy it, but she thought that was just a facade, thinking he secretly enjoyed it.

"What ever." Rin sighed, putting her textbook in her bag with her left hand. Her brown sorrowful eyes lingered on the rose and note, still wondering if Sesshomaru truly gave that to her.

Sesshomaru kept his eyes on Rin, wondering if she suspected it was him leaving the roses and card. He watched her movements carefully, her slow and graceful movements.

She's only using her left hand, Sesshomaru observed.

"Let's go." Rin said, ending their silence. "What topic do you have in mind?"

Rin stood up, getting lightheaded suddenly. She stumbled but caught herself. Sesshomaru looked at her with concern. The blood she was losing was making her light headed, even if it was little.

"Rin," Sesshomaru said, standing up next to her. However, she didn't seem to hear him. She quickly placed her bag on her shoulder and walked out of the room, a trail of crimson running down her right hand that had escaped from her gauze.

Sesshomaru gathered his books and walked out of the room after her. He watched her from behind, seeing her waver in her steps and sway.

Rin blinked, trying to clear her blurry vision. She felt like she was going to faint. She was so lightheaded. She stumbled more almost falling again if she didn't hold on to the wall for support.

"Rin, sit down," came the voice of Sesshomaru behind her. It sounded so far away, like it was at the end of a long tunnel. "You are bleeding badly."

Rin wasn't sure if she heard him right. She was bleeding? She looked down at her right arm and saw blurred crimson.

Rin slid down the wall to the ground, cradling her right arm. A blurred form of Sesshomaru knelt next to her. He was saying something about going to the nurses or the hospital. Bleeding too much. Rin wasn't hearing him, fighting to stay conscious.

She was losing the battle. Her eyes opened and closed.

"Rin, stay awake."

Darkness took over Rin's body.

To Be Continued…

HAHA! I did a cliffy! I hope you all enjoyed it! This was going to be up last night but I was so tired so, I waited until this morning to post it! I think I'm going to see what I can work on now. Any suggestions? Oh! Find me on Facebook. Drama Kagome (FanFiction).

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