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Jackson and Wendy had gotten back over two weeks ago and it was still a painful memory to Wendy. As soon as they had gotten back to school, Jackson went up the populars and started a fight with Nate. It wasn't two minutes into the fight when Nate dragged Jackson over to the fountain and drowned him. Wendy had to stand there, defenselessly as she watched her long-time crush kill her best friend in the wide world. Tambry and Robbie held her back so she couldn't do anything. Nate never intended to kill Jackson and when he did, he felt so bad that he demanded that Wendy become a popular again. He even asked her out, but Wendy still wasn't happy because as she saw her best friend' last breathes, she realized something. She was in total and complete love with him.

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She always thought that being with Nate would be perfection. That the popular kids in general were perfect, but Wendy couldn't help, but feel like that was biggest, stupidest lie anyway had ever come up with. Jackson was perfection and now everything dull and grey without him around to bug and tease her. Nate tried his hardest to make it up to Wendy, but she knew that she would probably never, ever see him in the same light again because he had done this to her. She wished she could've realized what she had when Jackson was still here and sometimes liked to make herself believe that he was just away for a while and would be back in a couple of months. And what made matters worse is that everyone just expected her to move on. Just like that.

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It was hard to date Nate, no big surprise there, but whenever she was with Nate all she could think about was Jackson and how Nate had killed him. Whenever, Wendy would even look at Nate all she could see was Jackson and whenever she heard his voice, she always heard Jackson's instead. It wasn't always a bad thing though. Wendy found that she had a hard time being herself around the populars and if Wendy would just imagine that Nate was Jackson she could be herself around him. That was the only positive thing about it though. She would've given anything to be with Jackson instead of Nate. She had honestly been wrong all along.

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When Jackson was still alive, he was a very happy, spunky, and funny guy that made everything seem ok. He was able to make others happy even when he couldn't feel happy himself. He was himself and didn't care what anyone thought of that, but most importantly, he cared about Wendy a lot. He treated her so amazingly and great that Wendy seemed like a total, complete bitch for ignoring him the first time she was a popular. If being popular meant she had to live without Jackson, she would very happily being a dorky loser for the rest of her life because now she didn't wanna be with Nate. She wanted to be with Jackson. She still remembered a time about 5 years ago when she had to Jackson CPR, that's what it tasted like whenever Nate kissed her and when he would wrap his arm around her. She was reminded that she dating the guy who killed Jackson.

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Jackson was truly the best thing that had ever happened to Wendy and hated herself every day for just standing there, watching him die. She could've done something yet she didn't. She LET him die. If she had known then she knew now, she would've never ever have even let Nate get near him, but it was too late and it destroyed her every single day of her life.

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Every day at lunch, Wendy couldn't help, but hope that Jackson would burst through the lunchroom doors, tell the populars off again, and take Wendy away so that they could go hang out and eat lunch together. She'd make sure that he knew she loved him and they'd finally be together again. She would never let Nate have her heart and she would forever be with Jackson, but there was a horrifying truth behind all of that, Jackson was dead.