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To Hide Emotions – Chapter 4
Rosalie's P.O.V:
My mind went blank.
Did he just say he was in love with me?
"Yes, Rose, I did." Edward smiled at my reaction. I couldn't say a word. My voice just wasn't working. I tried coughing, but nothing happened.
Suddenly, my voice returned. "Edward, you're not in love in me. You just think you are." I insisted
He took my hand, "Rose, I know I'm in love with you." Why did this man make me cry so much? I pulled my hand away to wipe at my cheeks, biting my lip, then, I realized that Edward had his arms around my waist.
"Edward… You're in love with Bella, not me." I took a grab of his hands, but I was weak with shock. He tightened his grip around my waist as out faces got closer.
"Rosalie, why would I offer Bella to the wolf if I was in love with her?" His eyes connected with mine, and I stopped struggling, "I'm in love with you."
"Edward, please don't do this." I whispered. I rested my hand on his chest, and looked to the ground.
"Why not?" He sounded concerned.
"Because of Emmett," I put some hair behind my ear and looked into his eyes. "What would he say?"
"Rose, you said he was a jerk yesterday, remember?" I closed my eyes, and felt one single tears roll down my cheek, "You said he was using your for sex."
"I know, Edward, but…"
"Then get him back. Treat him like he's been treating you… like shit. I've been watching Rosalie," he put his finger on my chin and lifted my head to rest his forehead on mine, "You're not happy."
"No, I'm not." I admitted, too shy for my own good.
"Then, kiss me." Edward brushed his fingers down my jaw line to rest his hand on the back of my neck.
And I kissed my brother.
What am I doing? I thought.
Edward smiled into our kiss and I knew he had heard my thoughts. This was madness.
Our kiss lasted for five minutes, neither of us needed air… I was shocked at how much passion I had put into a kiss with my brother…
Did I mention I was kissing my brother?
Suddenly, Edward pulled away and flitted to the other side of the room. I was about to ask why, but then Carlisle came through the door. I smiled awkwardly, rubbing at the smudged lipstick. Carlisle nodded at the both of us, Edward looking busy on the couch with one hand full of jammy dodgers.
"Do you um, need any help?" I asked Carlisle, pushing the back of my hair up to give it volume.
"Yes, actually, there are a couple more boxes in the car." I flitted out to the car and grabbed the remaining boxes, all of which were full of paperwork… lucky Carlisle.
I carried them to Carlisle's office, and closed the door. I needed to talk to Carlisle… I knew Edward would hear my thoughts but I needed some advice.
Carlisle's P.O.V:
I took the handle of my brief case out of my mouth and settled it down on the table. I flattened my tie, and wiped my sleeves.
Rosalie appeared at the door with the remaining boxes. I gave her a smile as she locked the door.
"Is everything okay?" I sat onto my chair and indicated that she could take a chair the opposite side of my desk.
"Carlisle, he loves me." She whispered, I was confused.
"Emmett? Yes, I know." I straightened the papers in front of me and put a hand through my hair… this would be a long night.
"No, not Emmett… well, yes Emmett, but Edward. He says he's in love with me and that he has given permission for a dog to date Bella"
…
"Well, that was unexpected." I bit the side of my cheek and scrunched my fingers into a fist.
Rosalie put her elbows on my desk and raked her hands through her hair… I had to restrain myself to ask her to get her elbows of my fine table.
"How do you feel about Edward?" I asked, I had thought this would take no time at all… but now I could see this was going to take some time.
"I don't know. I thought about him the other day… during some stuff and he's gorgeous and I'm attracted to him but is he the one?"
"Hmmm" I put my index finger on my chin.
"Oh yeah, and I kinda kissed him."
"Ha. Anything else I should know?" I smiled, making her laugh. "Rosalie, I really can't make that decision for you."
She nodded and left my office.
Bella's P.O.V:
I sat in the lounger chair Charlie had just bought, eating my cookies. Nothing was on TV, so I was watching the snow on channel 99.
I heard a car pull up in out drive. It's Charlie, I thought… but then the door bell rang and I had to get off my butt and answer the door.
"Jake, hi." I smiled at my best friend. He'd changed, cut his hair shorter.
"Hey babe…" He smiled.
"Babe?" I didn't know what he was doing… He knew I was dating Edward.
"What? Is it a crime to call a sexy lady babe these days?" He pushed past me and started munching at my cookies.
Oddly attractive.
"A sexy lady? Jake, I'm dating Edward… he'd kill you if he found out." I stood, leaning on the door, watching Jake pick at a chocolate chip.
"Edward? Nah, we're cool. He gave me something… eased our miniature war." He winked. What had gotten into him?
"What?" I asked
"What?" he asked
"What did he give you?" I smiled, hitting his shoulder.
He smiled, "He gave me you, Bella."
I laughed.
"No, seriously, what did he give you?"
"Bella… he gave me you."
"He can't of given you me. He loves me… he told me so."
"Bella, I'm just saying what he said."
"What else he say?" I spat the words at him. Why did Edward confide in Jake… he hates Jacob.
What Jacob told me, filled my heart with rage… so much rage, I did something only a fool would do.
I ran to my car, and drove to Edwards' to confront him and the vampires.
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