chapter 4 rape
That night I didn't sleep, at all. I was so scared that the mermaid I saw in the lake was going to come in my widow and drink my blood. I can't tell Abigail. She'll flip and she'll cry and good knows what else. But I know I can't tell her. Even if I feel alone I can't do it. But now I have to do research. Abigail does research for me when I
want to know something about the super natural. I got up grabbed my laptop. Went to Google. And searched mermaid. A bunch of stuff popped up about mermaids. But what cached my eye is mind control. Really, mined control? Why is it that one thing I would want to avoid? How am I going to control 'mind control'. Maybe if the mermaid wanted to kill me he would have done it already. But still if I let my grad down something could happen. I shove my laptop away from me and started to cry. Things like this make me want my dad back. But that would
never happen. He's not coming back. But I do wish he would. I don't know how to deal with this and even if the problem weren't a big problem I wouldn't know when it is. I'm scared and I don't know what to do. Should I just wait to die? Should I just lay here and wait for he or she to come and take me away from the people I love, away from my life. Do I have people that love me? Or is it me just making everyone around me love me and they acutely don't but pretend to because they feel bad. God how feel like I need to leave how everything would be
better if I left. (IF I left) And I wont! I get a text and look down at my phone. It's a random number. It's Seth and he's saying to come out side. Come out side? Why? I look out my widow and there goes Seth. (Standing there waiting for me to come out side) I go down stares, open the door, and walk out. "Primaline there's something wrong with Abigail" Seth said grading my hand and started to run. " what's wrong and how did you know there's
something wrong with Abigail?" I asked. How would he know something is wrong with Abigail . " the boys in the school are talking about it.", " what do you mean the boys are talking about it?" I said. " there saying what Josh did to Abigail was fucked up and Alexis should have never told him to harass her. Josh did it but took it too far when he forest himself on her!" Seth looked down, then looked up and saw my face red. Abigail must be scared
out her mind. Josh is a 6'3 football player that does everything Alexis says because when he was younger he fell in to the lake in winter time when the lake turned to ice. Alexis was there to save him. And now Alexis told him to rape my best friend. "he raped her?" I asked. He pulled me in to a hug. "yes, she's hurt we need to go to her." I started it cry but realized the i'm with Seth and stopped . We ran to Abigail's house 2 blocks away from me
house. We climbed in thought her window. Her parents went to a party today so nobody would heir me. when I saw her she was laying down in a corner of her bed sleeping. Should I wake her up? Should I ask her and make her relive the moment? I cant wake her I cant see what he's done to my family! I cant see how hurt she is! I look at Seth. And he looked at me. "I cant see how hurt she is! I cant make her relive Seth. I just cant!" Seth looked at me. Walked over to a sleeping Abigail and shook her a little. "Abigail wake up its me Seth." I covered my ears even if I can heir if I cover the, just waiting for something. Then I herd it a intake of breath. I looked at her and
she looked shocked still haven't seen me yet . "oh Abigail." I said. I pulled her in to a hug and cried. I cried for her, for me, for her parents that would find out and cry. Because this boy roughened there little girls sanity. "I'm sorry I didn't heir it, i'm so sorry I didn't protect you."
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