Yuki looked at Lucian weirdly, she has no idea why he was so over- protective, if it had to do with the fact that he couldn't protect her back then, she understand but those memories she found them a hindrance, she didn't even brother to act like she cared, too many scars, bruises, wounds. She feared nothing… or so she thought, now that Zacarias was here to claim her, she was scared out of her mind. He was looking t her with those eyes the same way the Vampires looked at her when they wanted to drink her blood, lust, she felt Goosebumps on her arms like a rush of cold wind hit her arms, her insides burning like molten lava.
'Do not fall for him!' her inner most thoughts told her, she too wanted him badly.
'I know!'
'Then stop staring at him, do you want another man controlling you?!'
'No….'
'What was that? I couldn't hear you?'
'I don't want another man to control me!!!!!'
'That's it… show him what's he's in for'
As if reading her mind Zacarias smiled at her thoughts, he could read her like a book. He would have to teach her a lesson if she was to ever disobey him and also teach Lucian never to cross path with him. He was getting annoyed that Lucian was holding his lifemate. "Lucian release your grip from my lifemate" He pulled her away from him gently, the touch sent electricity through both their bodies, his heart rate was beating the same as her, he could smell her fear of him. He let her go before he did something he would regret later on. "You do understand-"
"Yes…" She looked down so her bangs were covering her face, she didn't want him to see her emotions. "I know we are lifemates and that we are to live with each other for eternity but I need time to think"
"I've waited centuries for you; I can wait a few weeks"
"Weeks? Oh no I plan on to take longer then that-"
"I cannot keep this beast at bay, I can take you right now but I don't wish for you to hate me"
She laughed softly to herself"Which part do you not understand!?" She looked up at him, her eyes flaming with angry. "I do hate you! I hate that you are standing infront of me!" Inside she felt that her heart was tearing into millions of pieces, she was lying to her own self, everything, well his looks, was what she wanted. She was happy she could share her memories, her soul with someone. Though she was too stubborn to tell him that, She looked in his eyes, hurt. 'Oh great… me and my big mouth'
"Is that what you really feel?" Never has he felt so crushed, did his lifemate really hate him? Then she was going to hate him more, he was not going to leave. He has made it this far he wasn't turning back.
"Wow even the great Yuki is afraid" Gregori smiled innocently, this was his chance to get back at her. Big mistake, she looked at him like he was the enemy, 'I will beat you to a plum if you do not stay out of my businesses' Gregori started laughing silently, he was not afraid of such a small female. He understood now is not the time to get her… more angry then she already is.
"Zacarias tell me why you won't give up?" She needed to hear this answer as if it would help her calm down.
"Because I NEED you in my life, it is filled with emptiness that only you can fill" He hated showing his emotions infront of everyone but if this is going to get her to reconsider her answer then so be it. "I wish to share the pain you are feeling, to know you more"
"S-stop… I don't need to hear more of this" Did she want him? No, never again will she be controlled like a puppet. 'Yes, show him that your not easy like he thinks you are' What? Was this true? 'Show him!' her other self sure likes to prove people a lot. Should she listen to her? Her mind was chaotic; everything wasn't making sense to her. Her head felt like a needle was penetrating her skull. "This pain is all because of you!"
Zacarias ran to her but she mentally pushed him away from her. He feels her pain somewhat without the blood exchange he can't truly know what she's feeling. He so badly wanted to help her. "Do not push me away when I am trying to help ease your pain"
'See, he's trying to command you'
"Be quite! All you want to do is to control me! That's what all you men want!"
"No, I only wish to keep you safe"
'Lies'
She placed her hands on her head, negative energy was being poured out from her body, everyone could feel it. How can he lie to her? Who was this person sending thoughts to her mind? Could it be a vampire? Maybe, she shouldn't listen to her inner thoughts, easier said then done. Her thoughts were sending 'wisdom' words that she wanted to hear. "I want to be alone and try to think my thoughts through"
He grinned mischievously"Then I will hel-"
"Oh I completely forgot, Zacarias since you have meet Yuki, I wish for you to be her bodyguard" Mikhail had a plot on getting the two together; it wasn't going to be easy. He sent his plans to his second in command. Gregori once again laughed. 'Mikhail you are quite evil to your little sister' Mikhail smiled on the inside; he wanted his sister to be happy instead of feeling so alone. He knew she would hate him well for a while then she would love him… hopefully.
"You! I change my mind! I can defend my own self!"
"I highly doubt that, anyways Zacarias will you accept my offer?"
This couldn't get any better. He will be able to get her to love him while he's protecting her, he bowed courtesy like in the old ways. "Of course my prince"
'Nooooooooo!!!! This can't be happing'
Sorry for any grammar or spelling mistake, im unable to get a beta reader T^T I highly need one
