Forgotten love
Mikan Sakura and Natsume Hyuuga are madly in love with each other.
An accident happened that made Natsume lost his memories that he had with mikan…
Notes:
(1) I do not own Taken Alice!
(2) I suck at grammar!
(3) There are some languages in this!
A/N: This is my first fan fiction .So bear with me.
I'm just a fan. Please enjoy
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Mikan stared at the window of the plane she boarded going to America with thoughts of how her
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Friends do that to her like she was never even seem important to them. She feels hurt and felt as if her body is being enveloped with a blanket of sadness more than she ever felt before. She always does her best when it comes to making and helping her friends at all time, even if helping them costs her life. Nevertheless, doing those things makes her feel useful and she was contented at the outcomes, but that does not mean that they can say those things to her as if she is nothing but a pile of garbage and not even worthy of being born.
Nothing in her past is even more hurtful than what they did to her. She carries out the years being alone with just her grandfather and did not even know her own parents to begin with. She was born to this world without knowing her purpose. Even though, her grandfather did his best on accompanying her and fills out the spot of where her parents supposed to fill, but she doesn't t feel content. However, when Natsume came into her life, she felt happy and as though the empty spot that was reserve for her uncared parents was suddenly fill out by her. She became cheerful, bubbly and happy. Her years with Natsume was blissful and her empty self is no longer empty but then, Natsume left her and that feeling of emptiness came again.
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It's 14 Febuary. Yup, Valentine's Day. All my friends, Anna, Nonoko, Sumire, even Hotaru have a boyfriend! -sigh- I am the only odd one out... This guy, namely Natsume Hyuuga, had been my crush for three years... I never dared to confess. Well, he did tease me and stuff but it is just that... that is not enough. I hope I can hear 'I love you' from him. I hope he can show me his smile. The smile that he only shows to Ruka, his best friend. Maybe I should confess... but on a second thought, pherhaps not. He do not even like me in the first place. I trudged to my locker and to my suprise, I saw a box of white chocolate in my locker, beside it there was a blue envelope. It stated: To Mikan Sakura. I opened it up. I finished reading it and my eyes and heart almost popped out.
There it wrote: Polka, maybe this is too sudden and ridiculous. But I love you. My love for you grew more and more as each day pass by. My teasings are a show of affection. If you notice, I never ever tease other girls. So well yeah. That's it. From: The great Natsume Hyuuga.
"So...will you be my girlfriend, Mikan Sakura or Polka?" A voice asked behind me. I turned around and saw Natsume. I am so happy."Yes!" I replied as I threw my arms around him. I have never ever felt this elated before in my life. He pecked me on my lips before he announced, "You're mine now, Mikan Sakura. MY Polka." I smiled and nodded.
It was a peaceful day at Alice Academy. Birds were chirping and students were busy chatting. Little Mikan happily entered her classroom; she greeted her classmates and sat next to her boyfriend Natsume Hyuuga. Natsume and Mikan have been dating for months now. If you are all wondering how he became her boyfriend, well he was the one who asked her to be his girlfriend and she was so happy that she said yes. She had been in love with Natsume for a long time now that is why she could not refuse him asking her to be his girlfriend. She saw her best friend Hotaru and Luna enter the room and she greeted them but Luna ignored her.
Ever since Luna learned that Mikan loved Natsume, she became cold towards her and she has been avoiding and ignoring her back. Mikan does not even know that her own best friend hates her and she has already been used to the fact that her best friend is ignoring her.
Months have passed very fast at the academy. Mikan noticed that Natsume was staring at Luna differently. It was not like the way he looked at her. She tried asking him why he was looking at her like that but he did not answer her. Therefore, she did not even bother asking him that question again because she knows he will not answer her and she then began to feel a tight feeling inside her chest.
One day, Natsume gave her a note that says to meet him at their favorite place, the sakura tree, after class. Therefore, after the last period in the afternoon, Mikan hurriedly went to the sakura tree because she wanted to know why he wants her to meet him there. As she reached their meeting place, he was already there waiting for her.
Way back in high school, they were the most popular couple in their batch. Thinking they were perfect, people admire them. They served as the shining star to the other couples in their batch. Why not? They fight like cats and dogs, treat each other as best friends, and love each other as husband and wife. They don't like PDA's, for them, talking is a good way to show their love.
But every story comes to an end. They need to end it. This was bound to come to an end, sooner or later.
"Why did you want me to go here Natsume?" I asked. "We need to talk."He said. "What do you want to talk about?"I asked him. "Let's break up." He said.
"That's not it. You can't understand why. You'll never understand. " Natsume said, looking from afar, his elbows resting on his knees. Tears are threatening to come down in his crimson eyes.
"Then let me understand you! That's why we're together, isn't it? We're together to support each other! What's your problem, huh? Is there any? Tell me, Natsume! Tell me!"Mikan said, trying to clear the words she wants to say, but failed. She was welcomed with the feeling of sorrow in her heart.
"I've made a decision that will change my life. A decision that will change everything. It includes you and me. I need to do this. I need to. "He looked at her straight in her eyes. It breaks him, seeing the love of his life crying in front of him. Much worse, it's because of him.
"I love you, Natsume…" Mikan managed to say in between sobs. She doesn't want to let go of the man who knocked her heart out. He was herfirsts and lasts. She vowed to herself that she'll forever love this man. She'll cherish him with her whole life. It just pained her why is he doing this to her.
"Why"
"You're kidding right?" I said feeling nervous. "No."He said."Why?" I asked as my voice wavered."I just don't love you anymore. Luna is way better than you are and I love her." He said coldly.
As he said those words, my world suddenly turned upside down and my heart shattered into pieces. He then left me at the tree, feeling broken and crying. I could not stand the pain I was feeling so I ran towards Luna's dorm.
I knocked at her door. She opened the door, she saw me crying, and so she let me in. She asked me what happened.
"Luna, he broke up with me! He just used me, to get close to you! He used me like I was a tool." I said crying loudly. "Really, he did?" She asked rather happy. "Wait, Luna, why do you sound happy about this?" I asked still sobbing. "Aren't you supposed to be sad for me, Luna, you're my best friend but you seem rather, happy about this." I said. "Oh Mikan, you are right. I am happy about this. Do you want to know why?" She asked. "I am happy because Natsume left you. I am happy that he chose me over you because ever since I found out that you loved Natsume, I started hating you! However, you didn't even feel it. Moreover, I was never your best friend; I only used you to get closer to Natsume." She said. I was so hurt at what she said. I can't believe they both used me. I don't know what to do anymore so I ran back to my dorm crying, crying from the pain that I have experienced.
I arrived at my dorm still hurt from what have happened. When I was inside, I got my phone, dialed my mom's number, and called her. I told her everything that has happened to me and I requested her to transfer me to another school. It was too painful to stay because I would just get hurt seeing them together. Before my mom said it was okay for me to transfer, she asked me if I would really be fine with that. It was already my final decision so I said yes.
The next day, we went to the principal's office to get my transfer papers. I made my transfer a secret because I don't want my classmates to worry about me and be sad just because I transferred. My mom transferred me to a school named Westfield Academy.
A new school means a new life for our Mikan and this is where the story will really begins.
It was the month of February, when Mikan transferred at Westfield Academy.
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Mikan's life had been miserable. At the first weeks, she didn't want to eat, go out, or to talk anymore. She's like a living dead, not wanting to continue life anymore. Hotaru became sick of this. She went to Mikan's apartment, and she slapped her, straight in the face, as the moment they saw each other. Hotaru want to help her best friend. She wants her to see the light again.
Slapping hard by her best friend, she was thankful that Hotaru came that day to save her from the death of her life. Mikan managed to gain back her cheerfulness, but she never wear the smile she usually wears every day. Hotaru and the gang understand this, and just let her be.
"Excuse me, Miss Hotaru and Miss Mikan, Mister Ruka is outside. Would I let him in?" says a maid.
"Yes, yes, let him in" Mikan said. Then a fine young man appeared in the door. Ruka was now Hotaru's boyfriend and still a very good friend of Mikan. When he learned the breakup of the two, he wanted to confront Natsume. Natsume said he doesn't want to talk about it. He let him by himself at first, but after weeks, he tried to contact him again, but to no avail, he can't reach him.