Chapter 4

"Wait!" Jamie says grabbing my hand.

"What?!" I ask being a little too strict. When he doesn't respond I jerk my arm away and get out of his car. I walk away. When I get near the elevator I push the up button and lean against the cold wall closing my eyes. I open my eyes and I am startled to see Jamie standing in front of me blocking any possible way for me to get out. I feel my face become warm as I stare into Jamie's hazel eyes. Fuck! Jamie gets closer and closer, until he is so close that I can almost feel my own lips pressed against his. How long does this fucking elevator take? After that thought Jamie closes the distance between the two of us. The elevator finally opens and I push Jamie away and run into the elevator. Jamie follows. Damn! I forgot he's on the same fucking floor as me. I don't need this right now. I don't want this right now. Jamie does the same thing from before, but this time he moves his hand up my hoodie. I try to push him away again, but can't. He pulls away from me and looks at me. I suddenly realize that Jamie is at least an inch taller than me.

He leans into my ear and says, "You really don't remember do you?" The hell is he talking about? Jamie looks at me and I back at him. I watch as Jamie's eyes turn from lustful to hurt. Fuck!

"I don't understand...at all...I though I was the only who was allowed to call you Jack Frost." What?

"Remember we grew up together. My parents got a divorce. Sophie and I went to go live with my dad. We just moved back here."

"Then why did you act like you didn't know me?"

"I wanted to see if you remembered me. However, you clearly don't. Do you at least remember our last conversation?" What? Our last conversation?

Flashback:

"So you're really moving?" Jack asks Jamie.

"Yah seems that way." Jamie says not looking at Jack. They're in their secret clearing.

"Listen, Jamie,"

"Yes."

"If you ever come back..." Jack looks away and then back up at Jamie who is now standing right in front of him. Their breath is visible and mixing together, that is how close they are. "I want you to know that I...I...I..." Jack begins to cry.

"Hey," Jamie says cupping Jack's face in his bare hands and wiping the tears away with his thumbs, "isn't it you who's supposed to be the big brother, not me?" Jamie asks. They always considered themselves brothers. They've been best friends for ten years and now Jamie's leaving Jack all on his own. Jamie kisses Jack on the lips. When they break, Jamie looks at him.

"I love you too. Don't forget me okay?"

"Jamie let's go!" They hear Jamie's dad yell. Jamie walks away, but before he leaves he looks back at Jack and says, "Don't forget!"

"I won't!"

Present:

"Oh my god." Is all I can say.

"Now you remember?" I nod my head.

"I fucked up didn't I?"

"No, we just grew up. But, when I saw you and heard your name I knew it was you."

"Jamie, how could you have been so sure? I mean I didn't even remember you."

"I believe in fate, Jack. Truthfully, I think you've become a complete jackass. I mean you're a jock. What the hell?"

"Jamie, you just said that we grow up. That's what I did. I grew up. You obviously didn't."

"Jack, listen. I get it. You'd rather be a jock dating a cheerleader. Instead of a jock dating a gay person. But if you'd give me that chance to be who I was when we were kids..."

"Jamie listen, it's like you said I have a gir-" My sentence is cut off by Jamie's lips against mine. I try to push him off of me again, but I soon give in. Why? Why is it so easy for me to give in? I feel him bite my bottom lip, harder than what I thought he'd do. I gasp and he sticks his tongue in. I want to bite down on his tongue so that he'd take it out, but..it just feels so good. When we break, the elevator doors open up, I step out and walk over to my apartment. I unlock my door and run in. I quickly try to close it but something's blocking the way. I see a shoe in the doorway. God dammit!

"Go away." I say trying to close the door. He forcefully opens the door knocking me to my feet. He comes in and closes the door behind him.

"You wouldn't be running away if you didn't like it." Jamie says getting closer to me.

"I...I didn't like it." I say looking away, getting up and walk into my kitchen. I'm just going to act as though this is normal and I just have a friend over. "Hungry?"

"Sure."

"Pizza?"

"Yah." It gets real quiet. I take my phone out and call Pizza Planet. Dammit, this is really awkward. Ok so I did like it. But, I don't want him to know that. When I'm done making the phone call I head over to the couch and sit down next to Jamie. I look over at him. I see that his lips are perfectly moist, Probably from kissing me earlier, his eyes are shining brightly, that's only because they're a nice chestnut color. Dammit! Why do I want him so bad?

"Jack?"

"Hmm."

"What are you thinking about?"

"Why do you want to know?" Jamie points at my pants. Shhit! Ok, ok, this won't mean anything to him right?

"Jack, really? This is my homecoming gift. Gee, thanks." He begins to unbutton my pants.

"No, wait. I don't -" I say while in an attempt to push him away. It doesn't work.

"Oh, but you do Jack. If you don't, why haven't you sent me home yet?" I let him finish undoing my pants.

"Fine, but only help to get the boner away."

"Yes, because it's so much better to have the person who caused it, make it go away." He says. He has changed. He's become more of a jackass than me. No wait...he's more like a freaking rapist.

AN: Will Jamie go farther than he told Jack? Find out in the next chapter ;)

Jack: Jamie why are you keeping secrets from me?

Jamie: You just don't remember

Me: hehehehe

Katelyn: Karin, we are having way to much fun with this.

Jack: Why are you guys so mean to me?