I didn't know if I was relieved or more scared. Seeing Edward there demanding Jacob to let go of me that must mean he still cares a little right? The whole in my chest burned with that thought so I quickly buried it away. I looked over a Jake he was shocked to see Edward in my room. Then suddenly very, very angry. He turned to me
"Oh you had him waiting I see? For when I left. You filthy slut."
"Don't speak to her in that manner" Edward replied. I was scared a fight was going to happen in my tiny bedroom. At the sound of his voice Jacob turned
"You need to leave. Right now." He was shaking so violently I didn't think he could last much longer. And then he would take it out on me. He would never hurt me when he was phased but after he was back in control I was going to get it. and get it bad.
"Why so you can hurt her? Not going to happen Jacob Black." Edward said very low.
"She belongs to me. You left remember? She is mine now" Jacob growled. I knew what I had to do. I didn't want to, I would kill me. But if I didn't do it, Jacob would actually kill me.
"Edward leave" I said. my heart ripping into shreds.
"Bella. I know he will hurt you I know what he is planning I can't leave you" he sighed hurt by my words
"He is right though" I said mustering up as much courage as I could to sound strong "you left and now I belong to him. I don't know what you are talking about hurting me. That is not Jacob." I always had to stick to the story
"Bella I know how you got that black eye. He thought it in front of me. And he can't help but think of what he is going to do when I leave"
"I fell down stairs Edward. And Jacob isn't going to hurt me. He loves me and I love him. Now I want you to leave" it killed me to send him away. I loved him with all the bits of my ruined heart.
"Fine. But the minute you want out Bella call my name. I'll hear you. I'll save you. I love you" and he was gone.
My head was spinning.
He loved me.
He loved me.
He STILL loved me!
We could be together again! we could be happy! He could change me and we could spend eternity together. Jacobs hard smack against the side of my head woke me up from my day dreaming
"That little fucker!" another hard smack against my head. I could hardly hear him over the ringing in my ears
"You didn't actually believe him? That he loves you? Haha he is obviously just feeling guilty about leaving you now." He said humorously. Suddenly he growled
"You don't love him do you?" he said grabbing my jaw.
"Of course not!" my eyes brimmed with tears " I love you Jake and only you" he tossed me aside roughly and I fell to the floor
"Good." He gave me a swift kick to the ribs. Hard enough to bruise them but soft enough so they wouldn't break. I would be feeling this for the next couple days. "I need to run patrols. If I smell him in here again I will kill him and make you wish you were dead." Then he leapt out the window and left.
I got up, wincing the whole way, and lay down on my bed.
Did he love me? Or was Jacob right? Did he just feel bad? Or could we eventually be together. All these questions ran through my mind as I fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning and didn't move. I knew my ribs were going to be more sore then they were yesterday. I couldn't find the motivation to move. Except I wasn't allowed to miss school. Only when I was very bruised on my face. So I got up put on sweat pants and a baggy sweater and went down stairs.
I heard the usually honk of the rabbit and knew that he was here to get me. I groaned as I stepped into the passenger side.
"You better stop that huffing and puffing" he warned me it was silent on the way to school. When we arrived he turned to me
"I don't like doing that to you Bella, but you have to learn. When you do bad things you have to be punished" this was him feeling guilty
"I know Jacob, I should of known he would of been in my room" how the hell could I have known?
"That's MY girl" he said and kissed me on my cheek. I bit my lip and got out of the car without groaning and walked as normally as I could. In the corner of my eye I said Edward staring at me. He looked very hurt and sad. I wanted to run over there kiss him; tell him to run away with me. I guess it was a good thing my ribs hurt too much to run.
As the morning went by I could feel his eyes on me everywhere. All the classes we had together, in the hall way. Everywhere!
As I sat down by myself he was still looking at me. He wasn't even trying to hide it either.
I wanted to talk to him, to all of them, so badly that it was hurting me. When I had a wonderful idea.
"Alice" I whispered so low that I barely heard it myself "Alice come here please" she immediately looked up and saw that it was me saying it. with a big smile on her face she walked over
"What is it Bella?"
"Can you do me a favour" I wasn't sure if she would say yes.
"Anything" she promised.
"Is Jake coming to check on me? I asked she frowned and looked at the ground
"I can't see them" she said very sad " I can't see anything to do with them, when you are with him I can't even see you. I'm sorry" I then got another idea
"Look into my next class, do I look anymore hurt? Any more bruises?" her face went blank and when she came back she had a mixture of happiness and confusion
"No you look the same"
"I guess that means he isn't coming today. Would you and your family like to have lunch with me today?" I was honestly scared of her reply. I mean I had probably hurt them a lot. If they said no it would crush me. To feel so rejected. I barely had time to think all that before she almost shouted
"Yes!" and waved her family over there. Which wasn't needed seeing as most of them were already walking over.
Now we could all get the answers we needed.
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