Today starting off with a small APOV

Chapter 4

APOV

„I´d like to have a Hershie with peanut butter and maybe you can get the snacks I have already on the counter" I said to Bella as she asked if someone want something sweet.

After Bella was out of sight I told them that Bella is not as self confident as she should be, but I will do anything to get her out of her shell.

"Edward why did you behave so rude to her, she didn´t do anything wrong to you? I hope you regain your gentlemaness really fast or you get a kick in the butt. I like her really much and you are now a pain in the ass."

With that all eyes even the covered ones looked to me and looked astounded, I may be small but I have a big mouth and I get everything what I want every time.

EPOV

I don´t know why Alice got so angry she should have told me that my behavior got to Bella but after the incident today was a little like standing up with the false leg, the day didn´t want to get better, and if it wouldn´t be for Alice I would have stayed home.

I know I was rude but the day really got me even as I find out that Alice didn't told her roommate and longtime friend that she had a disabled brother.

For the second time today I searched my way to the kitchen to offer my help and even more to apologize to Bella. First I was raised to be polite and to be a gentleman, but second dealing with angry Alice is not that easy even if she is not evil like Emmet used to be a couple of years ago. Esme and Carlisle always centered a lot of things on me.

As I entered the kitchen I felt my way to the high counter. "Bella I'm sorry for my behavior earlier I was rude I'm really sorry" I said with as much conviction I could find in myself.

"Oh hey Edward yeah it´s fine I accept your apology if you accept mine?" she said. "Oh ok yeah I think we should start by a clear stage. I am Edward and it´s nice to meet you; can I help you with something?" I hope I showed my best smile to her.

"Yyy-eah sure we can start by zero, I´m Bella it´s nice to meet you. Can you reach for me in the cupboard please there should be chips and crackers in there. But even if I could stand I wouldn´t be able to reach it without accident."

"Are you so small I thought my dear sister is small but you I think your voice is coming from the height of my hip why is it?"

As soon as my word filled the air she gasped did I offend her? I knew she was in a wheelchair and I thought she would be fine with it. "I´m sorry if I said something wrong I just tried to break the ice and make a joke- Can you describe me the way to the cupboard, I´m not familiar with this apartment by now." I gave my best to be nice and polite, but as you must know I´m not a really social one caused by my disability, I have a few friends beside my sister and Jasper but all of them not really close.

"Then you should get used to it really fast can you show me on normal step by yours so I can describe you the way?" She asked calm now. I take on normal step. "Ok I saw it hold on to my handle and I will make the way with you until we reach the counter. The handle is two inches above your knee I think-"she said and I felt her moving to me and I figure she turned her chair. "Now hold onto and it should be 6 to 7 steps to reach the destination." She did a good job to describe the way and as I reached the counter she told the way to the goodies. She is a natural and because that she doesn´t hesitate I like her by now really.

"Edward did you hurt you as you tumbled over my chair do you have any injuries? I'm sorry but when I'm sitting in grass than I don´t pay attention to the world around me. It´s one of the few moments I can forget how glued I am to the floor and it´s as comfy as it can be for me. Sorry for my rambling…""

She was so cute and she spoke to me as I am not the retard some other people talked to me in my life.

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