Chapter 4

Jacobs Pov

I crawled into bed, things had been a little funny since Sex ed class today. Nessie was avoiding my gaze and kept herself busy doing other things that didn't involve being around me. I punched my pillow trying to get comfortable, I was not looking forward to another sleepless night. I couldn't turn my brain off between Ness, school, the business and the pack I felt like I needed an extra day just to get everything sorted.

I heard a soft knock at the door, "Come in" I called Nessie pushed it open and slipped inside she stood in the soft light of the hallway wearing one of my oversized t-shirts. I figured someone should get some use out of the shirts since Alice insisted on buying them even when she knew I never really wore them. Once she spotted my gaze, she turned and closed the door behind her. "Um... I.. I said I would come keep you company tonight until you fell to sleep" Nessie stood looking a little awkward. It was different we use to share a bed all the time when she was younger, but it had stopped about 12 months ago when things between us had started to change.

"Its ok Ness, you don't have to" I was trying to give her an out in case she didn't want to be here even though I desperately wanted her to stay. She shook her head and made her way over to my bed. Her long legs crawled onto my mattress the rest of her body hidden under my large shirt. "No I want to stay, If your not too tired I was hoping I could talk to you as well," Nessie said crouching on her knees beside me.

I just nodded not entirely sure of what she wanted to discuss "Um I know you heard what I was saying to Sarah today in class" She was looking awkwardly down at her hands. "Ness, I'm sorry I shouldn't have been eavesdropping on your conversations" I sat up, and the sheets pooled around my waist bring my bare chest into sight. Nessie looked over my chest before continuing. "You're right you shouldn't have been, but that's not what I want to talk about" Nessie's eyes quickly flicked up to look in mine. "Um … I was wondering if…. Maybe I could ask you some questions about what we learnt today" I smiled "Of course what subject are you court on, I must admit the math did stump me for a moment today until I remembered what I learnt a few years back" I laughed at the irony of going to high school again.

"No Jacob it's not Math I need help with it's a question about sex Ed I mean… I could ask mum, but I think that would be awkward. I also thought I could ask Sarah, but I think her knowledge might come from watching too much porn" She said with a smile. I started coughing almost choking at hearing Nessie say the word 'porn' her serious side took back over while his gaze locked her hers again. I could tell she was nervous to ask what every question was troubling her. I quickly placed my hand over hers and gave her a reassuring smile.

"Ahh…" Was all I could manage to get out "Its ok, don't worry about it Jake" Nessie said very embarrassed she went to get up off the bed to escape the embarrassment she was feeling. "No Ness, stop um … sure I guess I can try to answer whatever you want to know" I reached out grabbing her wrist and stopping her from crawling off the bed, I was now feeling very awkward as well, but I desperately wanted to keep my imprint happy. I was so scared of what her question was going to be, I may be 27 years old, but I hadn't had sex yet what happened if she asked me a question I didn't even know how to answer.

"Well um ..the question the teacher read out today the one about the boy getting aroused at inappropriate times" she let out a small cough as if trying to clear something from her throat "when a male is…. Um… sexual aroused" Ness was going a very bright shade of red. I also felt myself reddening while also being extremely turned on to find out Nessie was now thinking about this sort of thing. "does that mean they get an erection" Nessies eyes went up to meet mine. I nodded as if confirming her statement and also asking her to continue. "I was just wondering what happens when a guy gets an erection?, I mean I know the teacher said there was not a lot you can do to stop them. But he said that they could be reduced by relieving yourself" I didn't know how to answer this, but at least it was a question I knew the answer too. I was finding myself just wanting to show her, but I couldn't my imprint needed me to help her with her confusion. "umm well, wow I can't believe I am about to tell you this. But there are many ways, umm they either ignore it and hope it goes away or umm… they can masturbate, or well I guess they can have sex" I watched as she took in my answers.

"umm…when you say masturbate how do they do that, I have heard Sarah talking about it before, but I didn't want to ask in case she laughed at me" She was so embarrassed but so interested all at the same time. "Jesus, ahh are you sure we should be talking about this, your dad will kill me if he finds out" Jacob ran his hands through his hair and let out a breath he hadn't realised he had been holding. "Please Jacob, no one else will tell me, I mean auntie rose would but then she would tell uncle Emmet. I would spend days if not weeks getting picked on". Jacob had to agree with that statement. He was already being teased relentlessly by Nessie's Uncles, I took one more deep breath and continued.

"Um well I guess.. a guy can normally get erect due to many things. But ahh they .. run there hand up and down there erection each guy has his own way, or I guess you could say technic they use, and eventually, they ejaculate" Jacob pushed up against the bed head needing to fidget under her gaze. "Have… have you ever.. had sex" I looked Nessie in the eyes and shook my head "No, Ness I haven't" I watched as a small smile made its way across her lips she obviously liked the answer I had given her. "Really?, not even when I was little" she still seemed shocked by my answer. "No Ness, I imprinted on you when you were first born, and even if our relationship wasn't including sex at the time I had no real desire to be with another girl" I answered. The feeling I got from seeing a smile spread across her face was indescribable and knowing that I was the one to put it there made he even happier, But then her face changed as if she wanted to know more.

"Have you ever… you know" I looked at her confused if we were still talking about me having sex or not "Have you ever… umm masturbated" I was shocked I had not been expecting that one, I couldn't lie to her I couldn't pretend I hadn't been waking up with raging hard on's each morning. "Umm…ah" I sat up even straighter and pulled more blankets around my waist. "Yeah, Ness I have," I said while looking all around the room as if the colour on the wall was the most exciting thing I had ever seen in my life. When she didn't make a sound I quickly shot my eyes back to look at her, her little eyes were wide with shock. I froze I was not sure if I had told her too much, I waited for the door to burst open and a vampire to rip my head off, but it never happened the room heavy with an awkward silence before Nessie's voice piped up.

"What does it feel like, having an orgasm" her gaze was locked on mine as if knowing this one answer was going to change everything. I looked up at the roof then back at her; she was sitting so eagerly waiting to take in everything I was about to say in "um.. well... I guess it feels good" she nodded as if trying to process this information in her head. "Has anyone else every... you know touched you down there" her gaze was so intense. I desperately wanted to look away out of embarrassment but I couldn't. "Ahhh no, no one has ever touched me Nessie" a relieved looked washed over her I could physically see her relaxing.

"Well that's good to know" A small smile pulled at the corner of her lips, "is it now," I said with a smile for the first time I didn't feel embarrassed about being a 25-year-old virgin. Renesmee's smile turned into a smirk for a second she didn't look so sweet and innocent anymore. I was shocked to see how much this piece of information pleased her I couldn't help but notice how dark her eyes had grown. Her sexy smirk was soon replaced by her desire to understand how everything worked "So guys normally get erections when someone or something is turning them on, correct?" I felt as if I had already answered this question, Knowing I could explain it very quickly by pushing the sheets lower to show her the beginning of what was on its way to becoming a full-fledged erection.

But the line of questioning made me worry as to where this was leading. "Um yeah that's normally how it works, or sometimes in the morning you can wake up with one". Jacob played with the sheets in his lap doing his best to bunch them around his front to hide his growing manhood this was not what he was expecting for the day when he woke up this morning.

"That means you have been aroused by someone, right?" I didn't know how to answer this without freaking her out. I paused and held my breath; for the life of me I couldn't work out how to approach this. "Yeah Ness, I guess you could say that" I was hoping this would be the end of the question and answer time for today, She was just about to continue her interrogation when a soft knock at the door stopped the conversation. I wanted to jump out of bed and hug whoever was interrupting them at that exact moment when Bella's face slipped inside to room.

"Come on you two, you both have school tomorrow, and unfortunately unlike the rest of us, you two require sleep" Bella said with a smile. "Nessie would you like me to tuck you in," Bella asked she had heard our conversation and picked the perfect time to walk in. Nessie looked over at me, my chest still on display my back resting against the headboard. "Actually mum, I thought I might sleep in here tonight," She said a little unsure of the answer her mum would give. Bella looked over at me slightly taken aback by her daughter's request. It had been months since Nessie, and I had shared a bed. I could read the concern in Bella's' eyes it was like she was fighting an inner battle similar to myself. She knew she needed to allow her daughter to make her own decisions, but Bella was also not sure if this was the right position to be putting Jacob in, She cased Jacob a questioning glance. Jacob could read Bella like a book he knew she wanted to make sure he could handle having her in his space. Both Edward and Bella understood how hard it had been for me lately with my changing feelings for Nessie.

After the initial shock of hearing Nessie tell her mother she wanted to sleep in my bed had worn off I gave Bella a small smile letting her know I was okay for Nessie to stay. "Ok sweetie, but you two need to sleep especially you Jacob you look wrecked" Nessie crawled up under the covers and blew a kiss to her mum. I watched as Bella closed the door and prayed I had made the right decision letting Nessie stay in my bed. I shuffled my body back down under the sheets and rolled to face Nessie she had a small smile on her face as she lent over and kissed my cheek goodnight. I watched as she turned over, so her back was facing me.

She reached behind her and grabbed my arm dragging it around her waist and pushing her back flush to my front. This was how we always use to sleep, but now it just felt different more intermit I never use to worry about where my hand rested on her. Now I worried about her breasts, her hips and all her curves I didn't want to be inappropriate I held my breath for a moment, reminding myself I needed to stay calm. But even with her bum pressed to the front of my boxes I could feel my body relax as her scent filled my nose and soon enough I drifted off to sleep.

Nessies Pov

Soon enough we had a new tradition of sharing each other's beds, the only nights we where separated was when Jacob had petrol's, but he would crawl back into bed before I woke the next morning. At first, it was sweet and innocent we would just cuddle stay up late chatting about our day, But not long after that, it all started to change it was as if his subconscious grew bolder. I started waking up to find his hands resting on different parts of my body some days it was my thighs other days his hands were laying on my back. Then on the infrequent occasion, his hand would be resting on my rib cage just below my breast for some reason those mornings where my favourite.

Each morning when he fully woke and realised what he had done in his sleep he would pull himself away from me and quickly retreat into the bathroom. I knew things between Jacob, and I had changed I could feel the tension in his body now when I sat in his lap or gave him a kiss it was like he froze. I could also feel my own body reacting differently to his; it was finally happening I was starting to reach maturity I was finding I wanted him to be more than just my friend.

I started to wake I felt like I had fallen asleep in the sun my whole body felt abnormally warm. It was different we must have changed position during the night, I found myself now wrapped in his arms with my leg tossed over his hip. I needed to get out of this situation before Jacob woke up, he would ultimately lose it if he woke up to find us tangled together like this. As I went to remove my leg from his hips, his moved his hand to grab my lower back pushing his hips into mine keeping them in place.

I froze in place quickly looking down I noticed what I thought must have been his erection. I stopped to concentrate on the feeling; it pressed into me, his grip on me was so firm I swear I could feel it twitch and move against my sensitive skin. I was shocked I didn't know what to do I have never been this close to one before I had never been near or even seen an erection even if it was through a pair of boxes. I remember the conversation I had had with Jacob a few months back. Before my mum had interrupted our conversation in his bedroom, I had asked if anyone had ever aroused him and he had said yes. I started to wonder If maybe that someone was me. I had listened over the years to the stories of imprints; I knew that being his imprint one day we would see me in a different light. I still was not sure if he was at that point, I was technically significantly younger then Jacob maybe his feelings had not changed to see me sexually yet.

I felt him move against my hips again, My body automatically going ridged this warm mind-numbing sensation swept over my body. I didn't know what it was, but it had felt amazing, I desperately wanted to touch it again this time I moved my hips against his. This feeling of pleasure shot up through my body I bit my lip to stop a gasp from escaping my mouth I didn't know what it was, but I wanted more. Before long I found myself tightening my leg on his hips drawing him as close as possible I rubbed my core into his hardness once more I closed my eyes. I couldn't control the feelings washing over my body a little gasp escaped my mouth as I bit my lip to try and stop the sounds from leaving my body.

But I froze when Jacobs grip on me tightened his whole body went stiff. I opened my eyes to find him looking at me his face only inches from my own. "Renesmee" was all he said his voice sounded deep and gravely. "I…I just" I couldn't explain I felt my face growing red at being caught doing… well I don't even know what I was doing the feelings I was having they were all so new to me I needed to show him how good it felt, but not with my ability I physically wanted to experience it again. As if my body had a mind of its own I moved my hips back this time Jacob moaned he gripped my hips in place trying to stop me.

"Renesmee, we can't do this," He said his grip was so firm on her, but instead of pushing her body away he was pulling her closer to his own. "Why it feels so good" I half whispered half panted I was shocked to hear how my voice sounded it was almost unrecognisable. I tried again I needed more, I wanted more with all my strength I pushed against his grip grinding into him once again. This time he tried to stop me by rolling us slightly, so he was now on top of me between my legs trying to pin me in place. His grip was pushing my hips further into the mattress but in this position all this did was push his erection into me harder. I couldn't stop myself, not that I wanted to; using all my strength I force of my legs to push my pelvis into his wrapping one of my legs around his hips and grinding our bodies together. It was like my body was possessed, the feeling was so intense I didn't even know what I was trying to work towards I could just feel a pressure building inside me, and the passion only grew each time I moved.

I looked up into his eyes they were different to normal they where as dark as night I could see sweat starting to form on his brown, he was trying so hard to fight ageist the pleasure that was rushing through his body too. I could feel his hands shaking against my waist; his erection was pulsating ageist my now extremely sensitive Virgina. "Jacob" I whispered trying even harder to push my body into his, his grip growing stronger his eyes boring holes into mine watching as I struggled to get what I wanted. I closed my eyes arching my back and moaning Jacobs name; I couldn't control my body I needed more. With a guttural moan, is resolve snapped he gave in and allowed himself to thrust his hips into mine I could feel him rub the length of his erection up the front of my panties his face showing signs of the pleasure he was apparently experiencing.

Jacob looked like his restraint was slipping his eyes were wild with what I assumed was arousal it seemed like his breath was coming in deep, quick breaths his grip on my hip was so tight it would have hurt if I was not half vampire. He dropped down to his elbows and ground his hips into me again this time I bent my legs pushing my feet into the mattress, lifting my hips to meet his, letting him get even closer to my centre. I could feel something strange between my legs. I remembered in the sex ed video how when females are aroused they become wet; I could feel the front of my underwear growing wetter each time his erection pressed into me I felt a rush of moisture as I looked down and saw his erection restricted inside his boxes.

I had no idea what I was doing, but my body knew it wanted to be closer to his, I wrapped both my legs around his waist wanting him to keep going. That feeling from earlier was growing stronger; I didn't know what was building inside each time he ground into me I felt like it was intensifying. I felt myself losing control the feeling was better than anything I had ever experienced. "More" I gasped as he ground into me once more I threw my head back starting to feel my mussels in my body growing tight. I felt like I was losing control over my limbs I was close to something. I had never experienced anything in my life that felt this good, that made my body feel so out of control. I was desperately trying to reach the peak of whatever this was; I felt as if there was a slow burn driving my body closer to the edge of craziness. I was desperate at this point, and I was willing to try anything to get that little bit closer to whatever was about to happen.

Jacobs Pov

Her scent had filled the room; I could feel my blood pumping through my veins. I couldn't remember how I had managed to end up on top of Nessie or how my now very, very hard erection got to be pressed up against her body. My mind was clouded by the wolf feeding off my imprints arousal, begging me for release the only thing separating me from taking my imprint was two small pieces of fabric. I looked down her shirt had lifted up showing the creamy white flesh of her stomach and the soft pink lace underwear. I ground my hips into her again the sound of soft moans escaping her lips was enough to drive me crazy I reached up and grabbed the headboard. My hands were sinking into the wood while I tried to control myself. I watched as Renesmee started to look as if she was getting close to losing control her eyes where closed. Her head was thrown back her lips had fallen apart, and on occasion, she would bite her lip before releasing it and a moan at the same time. It was the sexiest sound I had ever heard in my life, Everything about Renesmee should be made illegal.

She arched her back, and the scent of her arousal reached my nostrils, I let out a loud guttural howl I could feel the wolf coming to the surface while my fingers on my other hand gripped the bed sheets ripped them to shreds, my wolf was so close to taking over my body I could feel the front of my boxes growing wet with her arousal. The scent was driving me crazy her smell was intoxicating as I rubbed my length into her the thought of reaching down between our two bodies and slipping my hand into her damp lace panties filled my mind.

The bedroom door flew open both Jasper and Emmett raced inside pulling Jacob off Renesmee and holding him back. Nessie shot up in shock when Jacobs warm body was ripped from hers she had been so close to finding out what was building in her body. She could do nothing but watch on as Jacob fought agist her uncles to try and get back to his imprint. "She needs me" was all Jacob could say his eyes were glowing from his wolf his arousal still tenting the front of his boxes. Next minute both Edward and Bella where inside the room. "Jacob, Calm down this is not how you want this to happen," Edward said standing in front of Jacob blocking Nessies view of him.

"Nessie, I think you should come with me," Bella said looking over at her confused daughter. "No, why Is everyone in here" She was still confused one minute she had Jacobs body pressed to hers making her feel things she never had before and the next practically her whole family was inside the room breaking them apart, and she was left with a burning sensation of want between her legs. "Renesmee, we need to get you out of this room now" Bella's voice was firm as if warning her it was time to go.

Renesmee crawled out of bed her legs were still jelly from what had just happened between her and Jacob. As she walked past Jacobs glowing eyes followed her every move in the darkness of the room he tried again to pull against her uncles in an attempt to get back to her. "Jacob you need to calm down" Edward was warning in a firm voice. She watched as Jacobs' eyes shot back to Edward his eyes filled with anger she had never heard Jacob snarl before he sounded like a wild and untamed animal as he pulled ageist her uncles hold with such force Nessie was worried he might hurt them.