I walked in before the guys and walked straight to the bathroom while they were talking. I need to get these clothes off. The soda is starting to smell funny and the clothes are sticking to me.
The shower felt so amazing. I felt all of my stress melting away. I mean not all of it I mean if I took a bath all of it would be gone but we have a guest and I need to be quick.
I do appreciate Charles tonight though. I really had no desire to cook or decide on what to order. He also is watching Jake for me. That is one thing I really appreciate.
When I finally felt clean I got out of the shower. I grabbed a towel and started drying off and just stared at myself in the mirror.
I looked myself but I felt different well I mean I am I am carrying a human and I mean its not big enough to show that it is there I know that it is. I mean at lest I am not the only I've who knows but it would be nice if I could tell Jake but I really am not ready for him to know in his current state.
I started trying to puff out my stomach to see what I would look like in a few months. I have a feeling I am nowhere close to what i will look like. I really hope I will be a good mom.
I need to get dressed. The only thing is I forgot to bring in my robe. And I have no idea if Charles is still here. I don't need him to see me naked running to the bedroom to grab it. He already knows and I don't need him making a weird comment that would give Jake ideas before I actually tell him.
"Hey Jake did Charles leave?"
"Yeah babe he's gone."
I ran into the bedroom and grabbed my robe. It is poofy and purple I love it and I know Jake secretly loved it too.
I grabbed what was left from the food Charles brought over and sat on the couch Jake sat next to me, "I wish I could have talked but I needed a shower. Somebody spilled an entire soda on me."
"Heck I understand remember when I had that little kid throw up on me while I was waiting for his parents to pick him up."
"But didn't Holt send you home to shower and change after that?"
"Yeah but it was still disgusting."
We both went silent. I finished the food and Jake grabbed the remote and turned on the tv. It was the news and they were going on about all the bad stuff that has been happening and I may have snapped under mental stress.
"Why can't we ever hear anything good about the city on the news honestly it's just bad news, bad news, and more bad news. I mean being cops all we deal with is bad news..."
I was ranting Jake had his what the hell is wrong with her face on but I couldn't stop.
"Why can't they do the story kid wins spelling bee..."
It's going to be a long few months.