I am not trying to pair up my self with a character they just have a close relationship. This focuses when Cyrixl was a sombody and her past. SOME WHAT FEELS WARNING..

Im on a beach. Looking at two young children playing infront of the sea. I giggle. It seems that im about 5 years old and the burnette boy waves over to me "LYRIICC! Come play with us!" He motions to him self and his silver haired friend. The young silver haired boy looks about nine and the younger burnette about 8 . "Okkaay!" I say and pick up a stick thats no match to their wooden swords. The silver haired boy swung at me but I quickly dodged "Geez, Riku! Way`ed a` almost knock my head off" I playfully slugged him in the arm and he and the burnette laughed a bit. "What do ya` think , Sora.. Is she good enough?" He turned and smiled to his friend and the younger one nodded. I remember now. My childhood friends, I dont know why I hung out with them. They were boys! But i guess since my mom knew theirs we kinda grew up together, Then a certain red-head girl who is about Soras age comes outta no were and hugging Sora and Riku. Sora looks happy and is hugging her back. But Riku, He really looks like he might hit her. This girl is Kairi and I dont really like her. "Hi Sora! Hi Riku!" She said smiling. She looked at me and her smile faded, almost like I was a threat "Hi random girl" She said in a smart tone. "For your infomation. Kai-Ri" Riku said poking her forehead "Shes not a 'Random Girl' shes our friend. For anything YOU'RE the random girl..." He said annoyed and Kairi looked like she might cry. "C-C-Come on , Sora" She said and pulled him away, Sora not saying a word. Hes so naive it really irritates me and Riku some times. "Thanks for sticking up for me, Riku..." I said smiling "You're a real friend".

For the past few years Sora, Riku,Kairi and I grew up. But Sora seems to be drifting from Riku and I. To hang out with the girl he always . Admired. Leaving Riku and I in his shadow. Now Riku is 12, Sora and Kairi 11 and me being the youngest 8. Riku showed me his and Soras "Secret Place" since Sora already said I could see it along time ago. We looked around and Riku mumbled somthing "I havent seen this place in a while.." He said in a slightly deeper voice then when he was 9. I looked around and admired his art work on the wall. "Did you draw this?" I pointed to a drawing that looks like it took forever. "Yeah I did.. Like it?" He asked and looked at me "mm.. Yeah!" I smiled. I feel really awkward hanging out with a pre-teen and my self being just 8 . But hey imagine how Riku feels.. But after this summer break he wont be in elementary any more. So ill have to stick up for my self, Cause i doubt Kairi`s little pet who use to be MY best friend will. It really breaks my heart that thats going to happen. "Hey Riku...? What will happen when you go into middle school, a-and someone messes with me?".. He looked at me, slightly worried. "Well..uh..Youll have other friends, they can help you. You're a strong girl. And you have Sor-...Well...I dont know..You might have Sora.." He said and I sniffled, Before I knew it i was crying "R-Riku, I miss Sora! W-Why cant he just come back! Why did Kairi have to take him away! That little bi-" I started to say but he interupted me "Now! Thats no sort of language for some one your age, young lady." God he acts like hes 20 years older then me instead of 4 years. "I-Im sorry!" I started to cry again and he hugged me. "shh..Its okay.." He said. " Ill always be there for you, I promise" He smiled and held out his pinky , I smiled back and wrapped my pinky around his and we sealed it with a pinky promise. He was my best friend and I wasint sure what i would do without him. He was like my big brother. He meant everything to me.

Once school started up again I was in 4rth and him in 6th. He would walk me to school every day because our school was right next to eachother. "Bye bye!" He waved and walked up to his school. I saw Sora,sitting on a bench...Without Kairi.. How weird.. I went up to him "Sora?" I asked and he looked up at me "L-Lyric..Hey" he smiled "How is Riku?" He asked "Hes good." I said and sat next to him "Wheres Kairi?" I asked and he sighed "I think shes running late.." He said . I looked up and spotted her. Ruining my time with Sora.. I got up and left without a word. School wasint so hard. There was a girl who was a burnette like Sora but instead of blue eyes she had brown and her name was Taylor. Shes really nice and smart. She helps me with the subjects I dont get. After school me and Riku met up again "How was school?" He asked "Great! I met a girl, shes really nice and smart. And I think she`ll be my friend!" I smiled "What I tell ya?" He said and grinned.

As Taylor and I got closer, Riku and I got distant. I mean..We still walk together but its mostly awkward and cold silence. He doesint smile as much and hes gotten really queit. Im hoping its not my fault. And all together..Me and Riku stopped hanging out. I lost my best friend because of me negleting him. I regret it I really do...

I sit there in shock, on my bed as I had a dream about people I never even met before. Why would my brain make up such a thing? Why would it...I almost felt sad. I felt a tear of regret slip through my eyes and I wipe it with my finger. I look down at the water on my finger. What is this? Why do i suddenly feel horrible ? I felt that my heart broke into millions of peices, but i havent got one to break. I put my hand on my chest and I thought i heard a beat. I guess it was my imagination. "I-im sorry..." I mumble in complete darkness with no light but the moon.