It's been about 2 weeks since Logan and I got back together, and everything is going great. Lola has stayed really far away from all of the gang since the fountain thing. Zoey and I started to talk again and Chase finally asked her out. Of course they got together. Carly and Zach still have the whole flirting thing going on. Right now im walking with Carly to breakfast, but I feel like shit.

"Carly I think im going to go back to the room. I feel like im gonna get sick." I told her taking a deep breath. She looked at me worried.

"Company?" She asked turning around with me.

"Sure." I nodded. We walked back to the room in silence. I've been feeling like this for a couple of days actually. Just wanting to throw up my lungs. It normally went away a little after lunch time. I instantly crashed on the couch. I turned on the tv and it was the PCA news. I sighed as Carly sat next to me.

"Dana, I think I might know whats going on with you." Carly said quietly. I looked at her oddly. She isnt a doctor.

"What?" I asked her. She took a deep breath.

"Its all the signs the showed us in health class. Feeling like your going to barf in the mornings, your always really tired and you probley didnt notice but you have been eating way more of really weird foods. Zoey noticed this all too. Dana you said that you and Logan had sex when you got back together, right?" Carly explained. I was lost.

"Ok what is that all supposed to mean and yes, we did." I told her blushing on the last part. She looked down at the ground which worried me.

"Dana there is a slight chance that you could be, um pregnant." Carly told me. My jaw dropped. No theres no way in hell I was pregnant.

"No, no fucking way." I told her with a dry laugh.

"Did you guys use any kind of protection?" Carly asked me. I tried to think. No, im not on the pill but he had to have used a condom. He knows im not on the pill.

"I dont think so." I said hesitantly. Carly shook her head with a sigh.

"We need to get a pregnancy test." Carly said standing up.

"We cant do that now. Someone will catch us off campous." I told her watching her go put her shoes back on.

"Who said were going off campous? You know the DA has sex with like every guy her age and older here." It was true, after Coco left we got stuck with this chick that was probley a bigger slut then Lola. (a/n: I love bashing Lola for some reason xD) Carly gave me the one minute sign. She walked out of the room. I had that weird feeling in my throat again. I stood up slowly and was about to sit back down but I ran into our in room bathroom. I felt like I was barfing my stomach up. I leaned against the shower door after I flushed the toilet. I heard our door open and close lightly.

"Carly?" I asked with a slight cough.

"No, its Zoey." She said coming into the bathroom.

"Hey Zoe." I said quietly. She sat down besides me.

"How are you doing?" Stupid question.

"I might be pregnant so im just peachy." I said very scarcastic. I cant help it, it just comes out.

"Well you do have all the symptoms. I was going throught the same things." Wait what? Did she just say what I think she said?

"You went through all the same things? But your-"

"Yeah I was. I'm a mom." She said with a small smile.

"But your a goody good. No offence." I made sure she was good with me saying that.

"I know, it was a mistake at first but it was the best thing to happen to me." She said taking out her phone. She went to the picture files and showed me a blonde hair, brown eyed girl. She looked about 2 or 3, but that means that Zoey was 14 when it happened.

"Who's the dad?" I asked. I hope to god she knows.

"Glenn Davis, it was a drunken hook up. It was a big mistake, well at least I thought it was going to be one." Zoey said with a small smile. "She was totally worth it."

"Where is she now?"

"With my grandparents, my mom didnt want anything to do with her so she sent her away. I see her all the time when I go home. My mom left us when she turned 1. My dad got the divorce, he loves her." Zoey said the her refering to her daughter.

"Whats her name?" I asked as she put the phone away.

"Leslie Jane Brooks." She said.

"Thats a great name, but if you know who the dad is wouldnt it be Leslie Jane Davis?"

"It should, but Glenn dosent know, he left before I could tell him." Glenn had decided to switch schools for a scholarship program for baseball.

"Have you even tried to tell him?" I asked. She nodded.

"Plenty of times." Zoey said. Carly entered the bathroom. She waved to Zoey and handed me the test.

"Get out so I can take it." I said standing up, staring at the test. I hurried them out of the room. I did what the instructions said and when I was done, put it on the counter. I opened the door and let them in. I closed the toilet seat and sat down on it. Carly was on the floor and Zoey was sitting on the counter next to the test. She kept an eye on it. The timer the girls had set went off and Zoey looked at the test.

"It's positive, your pregnant Dana." Zoey said trying to keep calm for me. I could tell she was sad and happy at the same time.

"Ok?" Carly asked me. I nodded.

"How am I supposed to tell Logan, we've only started to go out 2 weeks ago, again." I asked.

"You just have to flat out tell him." Zoey told me. I groaned. I knew I had to do it but I really didnt want to. This was going to ruin his life, It would probley be fine with me. My mom was about 16 when she had me so I knew she would be fine with it. I just had to find out a way to tell him. I think I should do it when I feel better.

"I just think I want to sleep on this. I'll tell him later, I promise." I said getting off the toilet and going over to my bed. I layed down facing the wall. I heard them close the door and leave. I couldnt think at all, it was so messed up. Im not supposed to be pregnant. I cant be. I cant do the same thing as my mother, of course I always wanted to be just like her so I guess I got my wish. This blows so much. Im going to try and sleep a little...

I woke up around the time I was supposed to go to dinner. Wow I slept long. I got up and threw my legs over my the side of the bed. I ran a had through my cruly mess of hair and got up. I went over to my closet and looked at what I wanted to wear. Skinny jeans and a black tank top with a purple shirt under it, thats what I came up with. I slipped on my audios and headed out. I decided to take the long way around to the dining hall. I saw something that I really wanted to forget.

Logan was against the wall, his hands on Lola's hips and they were kissing. Logan wasnt pushing her away or doing anything to push her away. I coughed and they looked over at me. It was actually pretty funny, Logan's expression was the same one that Lola had on 2 weeks ago. Lola had an evil grin on and Logan started to walk over to me.

"And I though that I could trust you again." I said walking away as fast as I could heading to God knows where. Logan was trying to talk to me but I didnt listen. I kept walking until I got to Sushi Roxz. I rushed in there and I was grabbed by Kazu. He pushed me onto the stage and I stood there in front of the mic with people clapping all around me. I looked over at the door as the music started and saw Logan staring at me with a confused face on. People started to chant 'sing, sing, sing' so I did what they told me. I knew this music. It was Paramore, pretty much the best song for this situation now.

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

[Chorus:
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
What's a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag,
But I got him where I want him now.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

I got off the stage and rushed out of the building, with people yelling and cheering for an encore. I got out to the fountain when Logan finally cought up to me.

"Dana listen to me!" He said making me turn around. I glared at him.

"No! I thought you changed, I thought that you promised that you wouldnt do this any more." I yelled at him.

"I have changed. She kissed me, I had nothing to do with it." Logan told me calmly. Bull shit.

"I would have totally believed you if I had seen you doing something to at least try and push her away, but no. No push, move of your face, nothing or the sort!" I said leaving him. He stood there dumb founded. I cant tell him now, I just cant. I can wait untill its noticeable. According to my teachers, it shows after a couple months so I have time. I cant believe this, stupid fucking me. I should have never gone back out with him, I wouldnt have got pregnant or my heart broken again. My life sucks.

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