Ok ladies, this chapter might be a bit confusing. On the plus side, it will answer some questions ... at least I think it does *lol* So, if there are any questions regarding this chapter, leave me a review or send me a PM and I will try to answer it. There were some good questions in the last reviews and I would love to answer them now, but that would give away too much of my storyline...

Sarah's POV (7 months after Ana went missing)

Looking out of the window, I wonder what it feels like to take a walk in the rain. All I can do is watch other people outside. How I got here? I have no idea. Well, not really anyway. I woke up in here 6 months ago with no memory whatsoever. I can talk, I can read and I can write, but other than that, there is nothing. Thank God for my brother.

He was there when I woke up and became my rock ever since. We don't have any other family, it's just us against the world. He saved my life. To the world I am dead. He told me what happened and I still can't believe that I was so stupid.

I had a boyfriend and even though my brother told me over and over again that he is bad news, I wouldn't listen. My boyfriend was abusive, he would hit me very often and one night when my brother came home, he couldn't find me.

He saw my boyfriend leaving in a rush. My brother looked everywhere for me. When he walked into the backyard he saw little drops of blood on the patio and then he found a spot where someone must have buried something not long ago.

I was buried alive and he dug me out with his bare hands. By some miracle I was still alive. He knew my boyfriend would return if he knew that I was still alive. So, he brought me inside the house and took care of my wounds. My brother is training to become a doctor, so he knew how to help me.

When I woke, four weeks had past and my memories were gone. I wish I had pictures of us and our parents, but there are only a few showing me with them as a small child or baby. My brother told me that the rest of them burned in the fire that killed our parents nearly three years ago.

He tells me a lot of story and from what he told me, I must have been a happy child and teenager. I asked my brother why we couldn't go to the police and he told me that my boyfriend was a very important man and that no one would believe us. At first I wasn't sure if we were doing the right thing. Now, I don't have a choice. There is something so important to me, that I would do anything to keep it safe.

My brother is planning for us to leave the country. In a couple of months, we will leave the States and start over somewhere else. Somewhere, where no one knows us. Where I can go out and take walks in the rain. I can't wait for that. I know it sounds silly, but once I'm able to go out again, I want to dance in the rain and just enjoy the fresh air and the wind.

"Sarah?" I turn around and smile. "Hi Zack" I hug my brother and we sit down on the sofa of the small living room we are in. "I got you some new book and strawberries with whipped cream and chocolate sauce."

"You are the best. I swear, I could eat this all day." I take the plastic box with my food and dig in. "Hmm, that's perfect. Do you have time?"

"Sorry Sarah, but I have to leave again in ten minutes. My shift at the hospital starts in an hour."

"I'm so bored. Don't you think I could go out for like ten minutes or so? Or we could cut my hair, dye it and I could wear a baseball cap and sunglasses, please?"

Zack sighs and takes my hand. "Sarah please, it is just too dangerous for you to go out right now. Your if your ex finds out that you are alive, he will move heaven and earth to find you and make sure that you can't tell anyone what happened. Just two or three more months and we can leave this place."

"Ok, I don't want anything to happen. It's just that I'm bored and you know ... for me it's like I have never been outside. There is so much I want to experience."

"And you will Sarah. I promise, you will have the best life. You know I would do anything for you. You are my sister, the only family that I have."

"I know and I would do anything for you. I can wait a couple more months." I reassure him and he looks relieved. Good, he has done so much for me. I don't want him to worry.

"So, tell me, how do you feel today?"

"Like a whale" I snort and rub my huge belly. "I can't believe that there is only one baby inside my belly. I look like balloon."

"No, you don't. You are still petite Sarah. It's just your belly." I roll my eyes. "Seriously, there is nothing petite about me right now Zack."

"Believe me, you are. I work at the hospital and see pregnant woman every day. You are one of the lucky ones." I frown at that. Being buried alive, having lost all my memories and having to hide is not exactly what I would call lucky.

"Well, I hope once we start over that I will be a little more lucky and find a nice guy. One who wants to care for me and my baby."

"You will, don't worry. But this time, you will listen when I tell you that the guy is bad news."

"Believe me, I won't ever be so stupid again. I mean, I can't remember anything, but I know that I won't fall for again who wants to beat me ever again."

"That's good Sarah. So, I have to go now. If anything happens just call me. I have my phone with me all the time. The hospital thinks that my girlfriend is pregnant, so if you feel that it is time, I will be here and we will bring that baby in this world together."

"I don't think anything will happen today, but I'm glad that you will help me once it's time. I can't wait to see my baby. What do you think, is it a girl or boy?"

"As long as it is healthy, I don't care. Though a boy would be great and much easier to look after once he grows up." he smirks at me and I smile. Secretly I want a girl. After all my baby's father is some sort of sicko and I think a girl will be much easier to raise. Well, at least I hope so.

Once Zack is gone, I read for a while in one of the books for pregnant women and silently pray that my baby and I will be ok. We can't go to the hospital, so I have to deliver the baby here. I know women gave birth at home for thousands of years, but I'm nervous. If anything goes wrong and we have to go to the hospital my crazy ass ex could find me and I won't even start to think about what the outcome of that might be.

No, I will give birth to a healthy baby and once we have left the States everything will be good.

I rub my belly, where my baby is kicking and smile. "I promise, I will allways keep you safe. Your Daddy will never find us. He can't hurt us, your uncle Zack won't let anyone hurt us."

Next chapter will be up either Sunday or Monday... until then, please leave a review ;)

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