Being a headlining act meant that we weren't going to be playing until at least 5pm. That meant we had the whole fucking day to do whatever the fuck we wanted. Matt and Chris decided to go back to the bus and chill out, watching movies and playing video games on the Xbox we brought out every single tour. Whenever we had a full day off, we'd invite some of our closest friends from other bands and have a Fifa 12 tournament, usually lasting all day. I was the reigning champion of these tournaments and no one had ever come close to beating me. I'm not just being stuck up, you could ask anyone; who's the best at Fifa on tour? And they'd say me, straight away. Its just the way its always been really.

"So gayboys, what are we gonna do then?"
The sound of Dan's voice in my ear broke through my wondering mind path and I blinked.
"Before you say anything, I refuse to be part of your little sexual adventures, so no threesomes for you two bitches!" Dan laughed. He found himself so hilarious, and most of the time he'd laugh whenever he thought he'd said something witty. He was the only one who laughed 9 times out of 10, and right now was no exception. I glared at him.

"Fuck off, you can't even pull girls, let alone gay men; especially not me" I snapped at him, then groaned inwardly when I realise I had just stepped into his trap.

His eyes widened, and he blinked a few times.

"S-so ... you're not ... you're not denying it?" He swallowed nervously.
"I'm not GAY Dan, I still like girls. I just find certain men attractive too" I shrugged, pretending not to care. Inside, I couldn't have been more broken. My secret was out, and I just knew that nothing would be the same between us all again.

At my words, Max tore his gaze up from his shoes and instead looked me straight in the eye, his face not showing any emotion at all. Even his eyes, usually so expressive gave nothing away. I blushed under his scrutinising stare. Great, now he knows exactly what I feel towards him. He's gonna storm off and never speak to me again, I just know it. He'll probably quit the band too. In fact, they all will. Once again, ill have nothing.

I had the biggest shock of my life then when Max smiled at me. It wasn't a sly, evil or even nasty smile. It was a warm, comforting, friendly smile. My cheeks flushed and my insides went all warm and fuzzy, and I smiled back.

"I think its awesome Josh has accepted it and doesn't give a shit about anyone" Max turned to Dan. "Maybe now you should follow his lead and tell everyone what we've known all along, yeah Dan?"

I burst out laughing at the look on Dan's face. He'd gone bright red, and he was so shocked that his mouth fell open in a perfect O. We all knew Dan was straight, and there was no doubt about that. But watching his reaction to Max's snide comment really was one of the funniest things that had happened in a while. I stopped laughing and looked at Max. He looked smug after owning Dan, and I gave him a small smile. He winked at me, and suddenly mouthed at me. It took me a while to realise he was saying 'we need to talk later'. I gave him a nod and gave Dan a friendly shove in the direction of one of the many burger vans dotted about the Tour site.

"I need food guys, oh my God! I'm really hungry" I wasn't lying, I hadn't really eaten breakfast and it was now about 1pm. We had another 4 hours until we were onstage and I usually spent 2 of those 4 hours eating. Everyone knew how much I loved food. After being in a band for about 5 years together meant that we all knew everything about each other. Except the guys still didn't know about my sexuality. Ok yeah, Max and Dan now knew, but that was by accident and Dan's stupid fucking comments. Max must have guessed something when we were on the field together though. I mean, we almost nearly KISSED. And judging by his actions after we got up from the ground, he must be as fucking confused as me.

I really couldn't wait to talk to him after.