Sesshomaru's Ex Girl

Chapter four! YAY! Is it sad it took me 43 minutes to think of a title of this chapter. I thought everythin else for it. How I wanted it to go how I wanted everyone to feel but it took forever to think if a name. But whatever. Shutting up now so you guys can read.

We continued our way back to Lord Sesshomaru. He was still with that woman when we came back. This time she was on her hands and knees crying. What did I miss? I wasn't sure if I should sit down and continue eating or if I should stay frozen. I looked over and his mother was happy. What the HELL is going on?

"Leave here now Tenma." Lord Sesshomaru sounded so cold and distant. I saw the woman cry more. "I have never had or wanted a use for you in my life." He stated as he took his seat to finish his meal. The demoness cried harder and I could tell she was getting angry at Lord Sesshomaru.

She stood up. "How could you be so cruel Sesshomaru. I am to be your wife yet you favor a human over me!" She yelled. What did she say? Wife? She is suppose to marry Lord Sesshomaru? But...but... I lost all thoughts after that. I didn't know what to do. But I did learn one thing, the unborn child I carried could tell I was about to have a break down and before I knew it everything went blank.

I woke up in a big bed that was beautifully made by who knows. But I knew I loved it and didn't ever want to get out of it. If I stay in here then maybe I wont have to deal with Tenma. But before I could form any other thoughts I blacked out again. My mind finally decided to restart and not shut down. As I was coming too I felt a hand on my head.

"Oh. So you do know how to wake up." I heard a woman say. I wasn't sure how long I was out of it. But I knew it was long enough for me to get hungry. "Are you hungry?" She asked me. I hadn't opened my eyes yet but I nodded and I heard her leave.

In her absents I didn't fall asleep again but I stretched and opened my eyes. Waiting for the woman who was taking care of me to return. I noticed right away he wasn't in here. Probably with Her. I thought to myself. I had to go to the bathroom but my legs wouldn't move on their own. Maybe when she return she can help me.

I looked over and say a cup of water and broth. That must have been what they tried to give me, while I was out of it. I was about to try and get up again when Lord Sesshomaru's mother entered with a servant that carried a tray of food for me. I looked at her face and say worry and anger. I did it this time. I'm gonna die. She knows that its Lord Sesshomaru's baby that I carry.

"And just what do you think your doing?" She snapped at me. I froze out of fear. "You have been asleep for eight days and you try to walk on your own. I will not have that. The risk it could have on my unborn grandchild. Think before you act." She said in a lighter caring tone. She was more worried then angry? HE TOLD HER?! I sometimes wish to slap you Lord Sesshomaru, I really do.

I looked down, trying not to cry. "I'm sorry. Its just I have to got to the bathroom so bad." I said. I never really relied on anyone. When it comes to taking care of myself I had always done that. Kaede tried but it took me time to realize they wanted to raise me.

I felt someone's hands wrap around me and helped me stand up. "Then ask next time. I have heard from Sesshomaru that you have a loud mouth. Use it while you are here. It is the only way to get attention away from my son." She said with a smile. I tried not to laugh. So anyone of the female race in this place has their eyes on him at all times.

I nodded and stood for a moment. Getting use to standing didn't hurt but it also wasn't the greatest feeling in the world either. "What happened?" I asked. "Wait EIGHT days? I have been out of it that long?" I wanted to sit down but my body said stand.

"Yes eight days. Sesshomaru and I believe that either your brain wanted to block out anything that seemed bad or the baby shut you down." She said. The baby shutting down? Does she mean that the baby could tell something bad was happening and forced me to pass out and not have to go through with it?

I noticed we were walking to the bathroom chamber. I was so happy when I finally got to relieve my bladder. "Are you saying that my unborn child can feel things that I feel?" I asked. For the first time sense I discovered that I was with child I put both of my hands over my womb. I wanted to protect this life that I had created with Lord Sesshomaru. I was able to walk on my own to the table in the room so I could eat.

"Yes the child can tell when you are worried, happy or sick. Its very normal." She said as she made a plate for me to eat. "Its also normal for a mother to eat to feed her child as well." She smiled and watched me eat whatever tasted good.

"Where is Lord Sesshomaru? I thought that he would be here, or is he with Tenma?" I asked not realizing that I had venom on my tongue when I said it. Lady Mother looked at me and laughed.

"No Sesshomaru is not with Tenma. She is long gone. He got rid of her 356 years ago." She said with a laugh. I wasn't sure how I felt about that. I know that when your 500 years old you have been with at least one person but I wasn't too happy to think about it either.

"So you mean she appears every once in a while to try to get back with him?" I asked. I knew I was the jealous type. Sesshomaru's mother gave a slight nod then looked at the door.

"Speak of the devil himself." She said and the door opened to show Lord Sesshomaru. I smiled at the sight of him. Glad that he did not forget me. "I will be back after while to check on you Rin." I watch her leave and the servants followed. It was me and Lord Sesshomaru.

I was nervous. Is he mad at me? Have I done something wrong? He looks angry, but who is angry at? "Are you angry at me my Lord?" I asked as I looked down at the floor. It seems to be the only thing my head can do these days. I was to scared to look up. If I looked up and say he was still angry then I knew I was in trouble.

Before I could ask anything else Lord Sesshomaru's lips were on mine. I gasped at his action and this gave him the perfect opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth. My brain stopped working and when I realized I was kissing him back I pulled away from him. I had to know what I was to Lord Sesshomaru. I wanted to know if at any given day he would throw me out and go to Tenma or any other female he had met.

"You want to know what happened with Tenma. Am I right?" He asked as I looked at my plate of food. I nodded and that was when he pulled me onto his lap and held me. "It is true I was to marry her, but that was before I found her in a bed with another man. I knew I would not be able to run my empire unless I had a truthful woman by my side." He paused a moment. "My father told me that one day I would want to protect someone I love. Rin in this empire I can protect you and our unborn child." I wanted to cry at that moment. He said OUR unborn child. He wants the baby to know that he is its father. Oh thank the heavens. "Rin I want you by my side forever. I want you to be the one to give me and heir to this empire and I want you to help me protect what belongs to my people. Will you be by my side Rin?" He asked me.

I sat on his lap for a few minutes. He wants me to be truthful to him, but will he be truthful to me? He has already told me that he wants me to give him and heir to his empire but that would never stop a man from sleeping around on someone would it? I looked up at Lord Sesshomaru's face he was deep and thought like usual. "You know that I would only give myself to you, that is why you want me to give you and heir?" I asked him.

"You are worried that I would find someone to occupy my time with while you stay in bed the last few months carrying my child?" He answered me back with a question. I hate it when you do that Lord Sesshomaru. I nodded to answer him as I looked at the patterns on his kimono. "Rin I promise you I will not touch another woman, even when I cannot bed you. Am I understood? When people see you with me I will tell them that you are the woman I love and the woman that has given me a child." He told me.

Did he say love? He loves me? He said that he would tell others that see is that I am the woman he loves. I was shocked. Lord Sesshomaru tell demons that not only does he talk to a human but he beds one as well. "My Lord, I..." He looked at me.

"You will not be calling me Lord for long Rin. We are to marry in a week." He said as he stood up. He wants to marry me?! Yes in your face Tenma! I get Lord, wait a WEEK!

"Will a week be long enough to get everything ready?" I asked. I didn't want to over work anyone and I didn't want to cause any problems for Lord Sesshomaru. He nodded to answer my question. "But will people be.." He cut me off.

"I sent word out right before I came in. I was not going to have a wedding unless you were awake for it. "I will not have you worry about anything. Is that understood?" He asked me and I gave a nod to answer as I thought about a wedding for us. "Good. Are you well to go outside?" He asked.

"To the garden? Oh yes I am. I want to see all the flowers." I said as I smiled. He grabbed my hand and lead me outside to see all the flowers. "Am I allowed to some of them? You know how I love to make things out of flowers." I said and I saw him nod to answer me.

Chapter four done. I think I did ok on it. It took longer to finish then planned but I had to go to church. :) Ahh...nice to do a Sunday update. Well I hope you enjoyed it. I know it is a little short, but better then nothin. :)