The next morning 3:00. Lily woke up to find that she was in her pjs even though she hadnt undressed, maybe she did but she forgot that she did, she thought, lily got up and went straight to the showers, when she got to them something had changed, she didnt know what but it had, but she just had a shower and got changed into a plain white t-shirt and pair of jeans, with some trainers and she put on her gryffindor jumper, she walk out of her dorm and to the common room, the common room had a few older students, she didnt think she recognised anyone, so lily just walked out, she went to the owlary, then she when to the gryffindor quidditch changing rooms and got out her fathers old firebolt broomstick and when to the quidditch arena, she mounted her broom and started slowly flying around the arena, getting faster she decided to go around the grounds, she did, after an hour she went back to the arena, when she got back there someone else was also in the arena, she didnt think that she knew them but when they turned around it turned out to be andrew handy, the boy she really likes, she is nervous when he gets closer. "oh hey lily." andrew said kindly. "hi andrew, how come your out her at like half 5 in the morning?" lily asked smiling. "i could ask you the same potter." andrew said also smiling. "fair play handy, so what are you actually doing out here?" lily asked sounding abit serious but smiled. "oh I just wanted to get out of the common room, you?" andrew asked smiling. "oh well I couldnt sleep, I woke up early, tried to go back to sleep, it didnt work, so I came out for a walk and decided to do some flying, I like to be free sometimes." lily told him, looking down. "are you ok lily?" andrew asked, when he saw the way she looked down. "yeah im fine thanks andrew." lily smiled at him. "im glad, maybe we could do this another time." andrew said jokingly. "yeah we should, how about 2 in the morning instead." lily said laughing, andrew laughed too, she was flying when she started to fall of her broom, andrew caught her, she blushed as he smiled sweetly at her, he held her until they got to the ground. "um thanks for that andrew." lily said blushing. "oh it was no problem, I dont mind saving pretty girls like you." andrew said smiling at her. "aww thats sweet, but im not as pretty as the other girls." lily replied sadly. "yes you are lily, well to me you are." andrew said sweetly, she realised that they were still clung to each other, smiles. "thanks." lily thanked, he moves his head closer, she also moves her head closer and their lips crash into each other, they stop kissing and smile at each other. "um anyway, I was wondering if you wanted to be my girlfriend?" andrew asked smiling at her. "of course I do." lily said laughing, she kisses him again, he kisses back, they stop and he takes her hand and they start walking around the grounds, they walk for another hour and he walks her to her common room before kissing her on the cheek and heading off to his own common room, lily felt so happy, she runs up the stairs to catalinas dorm, she wakes her up. "wakey-wakey cate, I have big news." lily said trying to wake her best friend. "what now?" catalina yawned. "oh nothing much, just that me and andrew kissed and we are going out, but its not that important." lily joked with her friend, catalina sat straight up, she still looked tired but wide awake. "what? When? Tell me everything!" catalina said straight away, lily laughs at her friend. "well I got up really early, cuz I couldnt sleep, so I got changed had a shower and went out for a walk, then I decided to fly for abit, so I got my broom, went around the arena, then went around the school, when I got back, someone was there flying, I didnt know who it was at first, but as I got closer I realised that it was andrew, when I got there, he said hello and I said hi and we started talking, then we started to fly around, then I started to fall of my broom and he caught me and then he took me down to the ground, I was still holding on to him, I said thanks and stuff like that them we kissed, then he asked me to be his girlfriend, I said yes then we kissed again, then we walked around the grounds then, he walked me back her, then went to his common room." lily said happily. "oh my gosh, im so happy for you, but I want to sleep now, im very tired, wanna stay in here?" catalina said to her friend, as she looked tired herself. "um nah, I will be fine, I will go back to my room, see you later." lily replied to catalina, she walked out the room, leaving her friend to sleep, as she was heading to her room, she saw albus looking quite worried, so she walks over to him and sits down on the sofa. "hey al whats up?" lily asked her brother. "oh hey lils, oh its nothing, so I hear that your going out with andrew handy?" albus said to his little sister. "oh..well yeah I am, wow news spreads fast in this school." lily said laughing. "well he better be good to you or he will have me to answer to." albus said in his brotherly tone, he hugs lily and she hugs him back, she then yawns. "sorry al but im going to bed, im really tired, I couldnt sleep." lily said apologising. "no its fine lil, go to bed, I was just going out anyway." albus said in a reassuring tone, she starts heading to her dorm, she gets to her bed, she just gets into her covers and falls asleep.
2 days later lily has a detention because she didnt go to her classes they day she got with andrew, she fell asleep and didnt wake up until it was dinner, so she is at her detention with tonks, the stand in d.a.d.a teacher, she had been standing in for 2 weeks, because her husband had been ill, lily was walking down to her detention with sky, as sky was meeting her new boyfriend that she actually got that day, lorcan lovegood, she and him had been good friends for a while and he asked her because he likes her, it was kinda cute. "you looking forward to having a detention with catalinas mom, I mean havent you two been friends since you were born, as your parents and her parents have been friends for ages?" sky ask awkwardly. "yeah we have, and I dunno, I mean I dont know whats she is like here, insept for when we are in class, I mean we are ok then, but yeah." lily replied, just as she got to the d.a.d.a door. "see you in abit then lils." she said as she hugged her friend. "bye." lily replied, she walks into the room, nervously, she walks into the office to see tonks is doing some paper work, she knocks on the door, so that she it noticed, tonks sees her ans smiles and summons her in, she gets up from her desk and goes over to lily. "ah lily your here, your early you know?" tonks said smiling. "yeah I know." lily said looking abit depressed. "hey whats up lily." tonks said noticing her sudden change in mood. "oh nothing." lily lied. "dont lie to me lily luna potter." tonks replied. "now tell me the truth." tonks said after it. Oh no she couldnt tell her the truth, she cant reveal the secrets that haunt her every day and night. "im telling the truth." lily said grumpily. "are you sure?" tonks asked her rubbing her shoulder. "yeah im sure, just some stuff that is going on, but I cant tell you, they are not my secrets to be revealed." lily said truthfully. Tonks nodded, she then hugged lily. "thats fine with me, as long as your ok." tonks said with a smile.
2 hours later after the detention, lily goes and finds sky, she finds her and tells her about the detention, she then goes to find andrew and say hi, she meets him, he kisses her hello, she spends some time with him, then goes to her common room.
2 months later it is the Christmas holiday, lily has packed and her stuff has been sent to her house, she is in the common room with violet, violet only has 2 more weeks until she is due, she is really excited, lily is laughing with her when albus comes in and asks to talk with lily, she walks with him. "whats wrong al?" lily asks her brother as she is confused. "i..um..i found out something shocking." albus says sadly. Oh no what he found out now, hope its not the secret. "what do you mean?" lily asks her brother. "i think dad is having an affair." albus says slowly. What no, not her dad, her dad would never do something like that. "what do you mean, dad wouldnt do that. Would he?" lily told her brother. "with someone we know, someone close to us. And I dont know." albus said looking down at the floor. "who albus, who?" lily asked her brother eagerly. "tonks." albus replied. "what tonks, no, she wouldnt, she loves remus to much, we know that, we see it, I dont believe you." lily denied. "lily you have to keep this a secret." albus told her. She didnt want to listen any more, so she runs off, she goes to tonks room, where she can hear voices, she goes to her office, where she witness albus was telling the truth about their father, he was indeed having an affair, as she saw tonks and her father kissing passionately. Lily started crying and fell down the door she was leaning on, it opened to much, suddenly everything when quite, she looked up to see hare father and tonks walking to the door, she gets up and runs, as she is running she bumps into albus again, he sees that she is crying so he hugs her. "did you see?" albus asked quietly. Lily nods as she isnt able to speak because she is so upset, albus takes her back to the common, he takes her to her dorm, to talk for abit. "lily are you ok?" albus asks concerned. "i...i thinks so, I was so shocked." lily said sniffing. "what did you see? if you dont mind me asking" albus asked nervously. "um well, ok the, so you told me that, but I didnt believe you, so I went to tonks office, to talk to her but she was there with dad, they were kissing passionately, I was shocked, then I started crying and fell down the door, the door opened and they started walking to the door so I ran away and bumped into you, so how did you know?" lily explained to her brother. "well I heard them talking, then I heard something that wasnt right, so I went and told you." albus explains.
The conversation between tonks and harry, the one that albus heard.
Harry had come to hogwarts to see albus and lily and to see how they were doing, he went to dumbledores office, then went to tonks office and then they started talking. "hey tonks, how are you?" harry said knocking on her door to her office. "harry! When did you get here? What are you doing here? Hope im not being rude." tonks said giving harry a hug. "oh no its fine, im just here saying hi, its good to get out the house, I mean with ginny and everything." harry said laughing. "hows that going? I mean ginny get pregnant so fast." tonks said smiling. "well it was abit odd I mean, we hardly speak now, she is still upset with the whole incident with lily, I dont think that lily and ginny are ever going to get on." harry said sighing. "oh im sure they will, I mean look me and catalina, I loved her a lot but she just didnt understand when remus left that time, thats when she started ignoring me and then we had arguments, but we are fine now, in fact we have no secrets at all, we tell each other anything, we are so close." tonks told harry smiling. "tonks thanks so much." harry said stepping closer to her, she smiles at him and they hug. "harry truth to be told, I like you." tonks said looking down. "i like you too, I mean we have gotten closer over the years." harry said smiling. "actually harry I really like you, I think I have fallen for your charms." tonks said laughing. "well you dont have any charms but I kinda fallen for you, I mean you do have charms but not the ones men have." harry said also laughing. Thats when albus walked away.
Back to albus and lily.
Lily is sitting down, albus is hugging her. "im going to bed, I cant cope with this." lily said tiredly. "i know its hard to handle." albus said supportively. "you have no idea." lily said boredly. "what do you mean?" albus asked. "never mind." lily said hugging her brother, she walks up the stairs, where she hears a scream, she follows where the scream was, it was violet, she is in labour, one of her friends who knows is helping her. "oh my gosh, lily your here." violet cried. "yeah I am, im going to get someone." lily said turning around. "lily wait, only get madam pomfrey." violet cried out, lily nodded and started running to the hospital wing, she got, she goes into madam pomfreys office. "madam pomfrey violet is having the baby!" lily called out to her. "oh really, get to her and say im coming, I just need to get some things." madam pomfrey said quickly, lily nods and she starts running back to the common room on the way she is grabbed and pulled into a dark room, she didnt see who it was, insept that they were a lot taller than her, she realises who it is when they come closer to her. "hello lily, I dont trust you, I know catalina does but I dont, so I must do something to make sure you dont tell people." they said seriously. "i wont tell anyone, I havent told anyone my secrets, why would I tell catalinas?" lily said boldly, she knew what was going to happen, she wasnt ready to keep another secret, she has just found out another one. "im sorry lily but this must happen, I have to do something, this is the only way." he said sadly. "no it isnt, there are other ways, I wont let you do this to me." lily said angrily. "shut up and just let it happen." he said angrily. "no im not going to let you." lily said forcefully, he comes near her she push his away. "i will not stop until I do it." he said getting closer, he starts holding onto her hardly. "get off me." lily said trying to push him away but it doesnt work, he hits her in attempt to knock her in order to do it faster, she gets back up but he hits her again, he kicks her, she moans in pain, he then takes his chance to do it and he manges to, he magically gets ropes to hold her arms and leg and then he and then he does it, he rapes her, she is bruised and in pain, he leaves, she gets up, she had a cut on her face, and a cut lip, she leaves the room and makes her way to the common room, she goes to see violet, it has only been 15 minutes and madam pomfrey is there, violet is almost done. "where have you been lily? What happened to you? Are you alright?" violet asks when lily comes over to help. "it doesnt matter, im fine, just push." lily said smiling at her in labour friend.
4 hours later violet has had her baby, it is a girl and she has named her grace, she has told her parents so when she goes home, she is going to leave grace with them when she returns back to hogwarts but has been given permission to see her daughter whenever she wants, lily has gone to bed, she is having trouble sleeping.
2 weeks later lily broke up with andrew, she isnt talking to catalina and it is Christmas holiday, so she is with her parents, her mom is now 3 months pregnant and has a little bump, but right now they are on the train, lily is sitting by herself, the sky comes in, she sits next to her and hugs her. "hey lil whats up?" sky asks her friend. "oh its nothing, I just dont feel well, I must be hungry or nervous about seeing my parents again." lily said doubtfully. "why are you nervous about seeing your parents?" sky asks. "oh just im just worried about something, but I cant say anything." lily said sadly.
2 hours later lily is walking with albus to where her mother is, her mother looks happy, she is also standing with draco malfoy, who to lily looks smug, so when she gets there she doesnt look at him, she says hello to her mother. "hi mom, how are you?" lily asked smiling with a fake smile. "oh im fine thanks lil, are you ok? You look pale." ginny said said looking concerned. "im fine thanks." lily said angrily. "ok then, im not sure if you know who this is but this is draco malfoy an old friend, and he is also the father of scorpios." ginny said smiling. "yeah, hi malfoy." lily said moodily. "lily be polite." ginny said hushed. "no its fine, she is just like you when you were younger." draco said laughing. "hmm wow..yeah I am her daughter or are you to much of a jerk to notice that." lily said angrily while pushing past them. "im so sorry about my sister, she is having a rough time." albus said apoplectic tone. "its fine, she is just as how scorpios said she was like, funny but can be grumpy easily, I said yeah she is just like her mother them." draco said laughing. "hey, im sorry draco but I have to leave and get my daughter, nice seeing you." ginny said smiling, she walks off with albus, they find lily waiting for them by the brick wall, she looks more paler. "hey lil you could have been nicer and are you sure your fine, you look even paler." ginny said worriedly. "yes mother I am fine." lily said moodily.
They go to the car and go home as soon as lily gets home she goes to the bathroom and pukes, she stays in there for 10 minutes, harry is at home and hears lily being sick. "whoa whats wrong with lily, she sound like your mother in the morning." harry said laughing, ginny hits him on his arm. "well she was fine in the car, then she suddenly said she was going to sick so she ran inside." albus said worriedly. "hmm weird, thats what I did when I was pregnant." ginny said. "what?" albus asked worriedly. "im sure she isnt, lily isnt like that, she is responsible enough not to get pregnant." harry said positively.
2 hours later james comes home with his finance, emma, she is pregnant, she is also 3 months pregnant, they are having dinner, when lily suddenly gets up and goes to the bathroom to be sick. "hey whats wrong with lily." james said looking confused. "she has been being sick all day, on and off." harry said worriedly. "thats what I did when I became pregnant." emma said. "no, lily wouldnt get pregnant, she is to responsible to do something like that, I know that anyway she is only 15." james said confidently. "thats what I said." ginny said. "ginny are you saying that our 15 year old daughter is pregnant?" harry said abit angrily. "well it looks like most of the signs are going that way." ginny said smartly. "lily isnt like that mom, and you know it." albus said getting up from his chair.