RPOV
" what are you doing here" I ask everyone.
" movie night" said Adrian holding up a movie and smiling.
I shook my head. " you better have brought me junk food" I said, and he laughed and him and eddie held up a tub of ice cream chips and cookies.
" rose" my dad said concerned.
" hey, old man" I said wiping the tears.
" what did he do to you, I swear I'll kill him I don't care if he's the father I'll strangle him" my dad said mad.
" mom" I whined.
" abe, calm down" she came and next to me we've been becoming close thanks to my babies. " how are you".
I looked up at everyone and the put there hands up scared of me and walked out to chris and lissa's house only ones life was lissa and my parents.
" I wanted to run into his arms, I still do" I said crying.
" ohh, rosemarie" she said " I'm so sorry".
" so what are you going to do" asked lissa s my parents left.
" I wont keep him away from them, but I just don't know" I said eating ice cream.
" your not gonna last long sweety" she said rubbing my stomach I only let her and now dimitri do that everyone else knew they'd get there hands chopped off if they'd touch my stomach.
" what do you mean" I asked pouring Doritos in my ice cream and popcorn.
" your gross" she said laughing and I ignored her. " you'll be running into each other's arms in no time, I see it, your made for each other to be a family".
" liss that's not gonna happen" I said stuffing my self.
" your gonna get your happily ever after, I'll make sure of it" she said and I laughed at how ridicoulous yet serious she was. " now to decorate a nursey I was thinking brown and neutral colors because you said you wanted them to have big brown eyes".
I sat there and layed next to her all night as she went on and on on nursery Ideas saying pink this blue that. I just kept imagining dimitri's smile as he looked at me and my stomach.
I woke up to lissa standing in the door way smiling like always. " I told you liss no smiling till after 11" I said as I felt my bird's nest of hair. " these two kid just like dad, I swear, kept me up all night".
I heard someone else chuckle. And I jumped up and saw him. Lissa smiled " he brought breakfast, and I" she looked at her watch " gotta go, I'll be here tommorw with the designers to start the nurseries". She smiled and turned to dimitri " make her take her vitamins, all of them, and at least one fruit in between her cravings" she smiled and walked away. " see you later rose".
Dimitri came in with a bag and I instantly smelled food. He smiled nervously " I bring doughnuts and pancakes with blueberries" he said pointing to the bag. " an orange juice, apple juice and strawberry banana shake" he shrugged his arms " I didn't know what you would want".
" what are you doing here, dimitri" I said I struggled to get up. he came over and helped me out of bed. And looked down at me at the tiny shorts I had on and sports bra filled with my ginormus boobs.
" thank you," I said as I stood up right, " don't get close I cant stand the smell of-"
He stopped me " cologne and after shave I know valissa warned me".
" hold that for just a moment"I said and I went to pee.
I came back out in a cami because it was the only things that weren't hot and covered my stomach, to him waiting right were he was when I left them. " shoot". I said as I sat back on my bed taking my vitamins.
" I want to be here everystep of the way, I know you cant forgive me and I will work on that to try to make you forgive me somewhat, but I want to be there for the babies every puke, every craving I want to get for you, I'll go to hell and back to get whatever you want I just want to be here, can you let me". he said plea in his eyes. " doctor's appointments and if your not umcomfortable with it there births please".
I thought about it for a minute. " as friends okay, but I don't even know if I could be that with you. But I want you in there lives I didn't have a dad until I was becoming a mom and I don't want them" I said holding my stomach " to go threw that, and you can be there for the births" I said and he smiled " but above the blanket if you catch my drift, down there is off limits". He chuckled and nodded his head.
" friends?" he asked.
I shook my head " I'm calling this being civil and not letting my dad kill you". I laughed. " your lucky I'm being this nice".
" I'm truly grateful" he said smiling. This was going to be hard to not jump him everytime he smiles like that.
" about those pancakes" I said and he laughed and took them out. And I saw all the blueberry's and made a face.
" what there fresh" he said as if it made a difference to me.
" I don't want blueberries" I said pouting.
" lissa said and the doctor said you need fruit I tried to help, im sorry" he said scared of my reaction. " you need lots of fruit and vegetables and less junk food". He said looking to the empty ice cream box.
I rolled my eyes " give me, and my doughnuts". He smiled and handed me the food. " the smoothie" I said and he handed me that too.
" I stood up all night yesterday and read that book what to expect when your expecting and a couple of other books" he said as I ate and he sat in the chair by my bed.
I snorted " yeah, lissa just sums it up for me, I don't read that crap".
He smiled and grew sad " I'm sorry I wasn't there for the morning sickness and other stuff" he said.
I just shrugged and kept eating. And he smiled and shook his head " so have you thought of names?" he asked.
" not yet, got any suggestions?" I asked.
" I talked to my mama last night when I was freaking out" he began and I laughed.
" mama's boy" I said laughing.
He smiled " she helped me a lot, said the best thing to ask for right now was friendship knowing I left you like that and that you still hurt," he eyed me as I was taking this all in and continued " I went there when I left here, tried to get a guardian job but was thinking about you too much, my sisters called me a girl everyday because I moped" he said laughing.
I smiled " do they know about" I pointed to my stomach.
He nodded " I told my mom last night and she told them all, my mom is so happy, she started talking about how when they are born she's coming down, and Christmas and and rambled.".
I smiled thinking about that, my children having all this love around them. " I think that's why im not as mad" I admitted.
" what?" he asked confused.
" I don't want to forgive you I don't know if I can, but these little things" I said rubbing my stomach " are helping me to sit here and talk to you, its actually nice" I said.
" I will never stop saying sorry that I left you, I'm so so sorry" he said.
" you will if you enjoy my sanity" I warned.
" ivan" he said after I finshed eating.
" hmm?" I asked.
" she suggested ivan for the boy's name you don't have to use it but she suggested" he said shrugging his shoulders.
I smiled " I like it". and he smiled his ' I want to freaking jump him' smile.
I kicked him an hour later after he said he was late for his shift and I went to shower.
" I'm crazy" I said to myself at one point to be so happy and cheering with him after what he did to me, these hormones are worse than any stupid strogioi out there.