It's a Thursday evening and the weather is starting to get colder. I don't care anymore as I get off from work heading straight to his apartment. I hate to do unannounced visits but this is important. I need to know how Kyle is doing. I get there and his car is gone so I stand outside of his apartment door waiting for him. I shove my hands in my jacket pocket as I start to think about everything that has happened to poor Kyle. I hope Craig does stay away from him and cousin. I honestly don't know what to say about his cousin Kyle right now except for he is a fucking idiot. I was just starting to feel numb when I see Kyle coming up the steps. His eyes have dark circles giving away that he hasn't been sleeping properly.
"Uh hey," I say shakily because I don't know how he is going to react.
"Are you here to ask me to forgive my cousin and apologize to Craig?" he asks.
"Hell no," I replied disgusted.
"Good," said Kyle shifting the bags on his arms.
"Let me take some of those," I say taking 3 bags from him.
"Thanks," he mutters as he unlocks the door. "You can come in." I walk into the apartment and it is clean as always. I wasn't sure how the place would look since he looks so depressed. I follow Kyle to his small kitchen, it's one of those that looks like a hallway. I sit the bags on the counter.
"Are you sick?" I ask.
"I feel sick," he sighs. "I'm sure it is just stress." Kyle is still wearing his hoodie covered his face for the most part. I watch as he starts to put up the items.
"You need any help?"
"Not really," he sighs. "I'm sure you don't even know where most of this stuff goes." He's right, I don't. Kyle likes things in certain places. I only know where his glasses, plates, bowls and things of that nature go. I have no idea where he would want his food to go.
"Yeah," I say slowly. Kyle finally finishes putting up the items but leaves out a pack of chicken I assume he is planning to good for dinner.
"I'm in my room," he says. "I'll cook in a little bit." I find it interesting he explained that to me because he didn't have to. I watch Kyle remove his hoodie revealing the tee he is wearing along with some sweat pants and ugg boots. He pulls the boots off leaving them in the floor which is uncharacteristic of him. His curls don't look so bad considering how the rest of him appears. The rest of him at the moment as he is pale and looks like he lost 10 pounds. He sits on his bed close to his headboard before looking at me. "Can you be honest with me?"
"I'm always honest with you," I tell him sitting on the corner of the bed. I have to turn sideways so he can see me. Kyle closes his eyes taking a deep breath.
"Did you mean it?" he asked. "Do you really love me?" I look at Kyle a bit surprised as I didn't think this is what he would ask about.
"Yeah," I say trying not to be shy about it. "I didn't realize it until recently. I know we're just fooling around but I do love you Kyle. I just want to make sure you're happy."
"How long were you going to pretend being Craig to ensure I was happy?" he asked.
"For as long as it took for you to move on," I replied shrugging. "I didn't put much thought into it. I know it was probably not the best option but I preferred that over watching you hurt." I watch as Kyle's eyes water, oh boy. I slide my shoes off so I go further on his bed. "What's wrong?"
"Don't you hate me for doing that?" he cried.
"I could never hate you Kyle, you're my best friend." This causes the tears to release from Kyle's eyes which I wasn't expecting. I hug him close to me trying to calm him down. "I'm not saying you have to date me or anything." I love him with all of my heart but he is so fragile. I would rather wait until he knows he is ready for love.
"It's not that," he chokes. "I'm just so confused." He sniffles into my shoulder. I rub his back as he lays his head on my shoulder turned away from me. "I feel like I don't know who you really are to a certain extent. All the role playing got out of control. I am still annoyed that he is dating my cousin." I think Craig is using his cousin but that is not important right now.
"He was cheating on you with not one person but two," I reply calmly. "He also went for someone in your family. That is definitely crossing a line." I console him for a bit more before moving him so I can look at him. "Who do you see when you look at me?" Kyle face turns red and I'm thinking he will say the name that has caused him so much pain. Kyle touches my face with both of his hands cradling my face as he sighs.
"I see my best friend Stan who I have fallen in love with," I can't help myself as I surge forward kissing Kyle with everything in me. I pull him closer to be trying to pull every ounce of feeling out of him. Kyle still seems a little nervous as he kisses me. I pull out of the kiss laying my forehead against his. I need him to know I am real, this is real, we are real.
"I love you Kyle," I tell him confidently. "Let me show you how I really am." I'm referring how I am in the bedroom. I can do the stuff Craig did to Kyle but I prefer not to do anything that reminds Kyle of Craig. Plus, our styles are complete different. I remove Kyle's shirt and he looks the shyest I have ever seen him around me. "I'm still me, no need to be scared." Kyle nods looking more like himself as he goes for my shirt. I allow him to undress me as usually he is tearing at my clothes off. He is taking his time as if he is really seeing me for the first time. It makes me feel special compared to me previously being treated like a piece of meat.
I lay on top Kyle kissing him, for the first time it feels like he is actually kissing me. His movements are even different as they are much softer. It feels so good as he runs his hands over my chest and into my hair. We're both completely nude, it feels incredible having his skin rub against mine. We begin to hump our hips against each other as we continue to kiss. I hate the fact that I need to tear myself away from him to grab the lube. Kyle still seems to be worked up as I am as he holds on to me until he can't anymore. I'm not use to seeing him blush this much. I kiss Kyle before planting soft kisses on his stomach on my way down. He is really hard, the hardest I have ever seen him. The head appears shiny from being stretched so much.
I set the lube to the right side of the bed as I take Kyle into my mouth. He cries out instantly causing me to moan. I have yet to give oral pleasure to Kyle. He was not very much into foreplay, I think this was a Craig thing as well, not 100% sure though. I suck him lightly before applying more pressure. I hold on to his waist with my hands as I use just my mouth. Watching Kyle whither and moan in pleasure has me so hard. I refuse to touch myself as I know I would end up cumming if I do. My goal is to bring Kyle to an orgasm with my mouth alone.
Kyle starts to thrust his hips into my mouth seeking more of the pleasure I'm giving him. His pants and moans are so pleasing to hear. I continue move my head up and down Kyle's shaft until I decide I'm ready to bring him to his breaking point. I swallow Kyle until he hits the back on my throat.
"Hah, ah" cried Kyle. I slowly swallow more of him before I start quicken my pace a bit. "Stan," This causes me to look up. "I-I going to cum, ah" I would be cumming right now if I had been touching myself while blowing him, I'm so glad I decided to do that. I watch Kyle as I slow my pace before speeding up once more. I look on as Kyle reaches his orgasm gasping for breath as if he didn't feel it coming. I continue to suck on him causing his back to arch off of the bed. I finally allow his dick to fall out of my mouth grabbing the lube. I lube up my fingers leaning over him. Kyle is covering his face with his forearm breathing hard.
"I want to see your face," I instruct him. Kyle actually does move his hand but not before wiping his face. I could see that he was crying. "Did I hurt you?" I'm trying not to panic. He shakes his head no.
"You make me so happy," he whispers. He takes a deep breath as I start to smile. I wanted to make him feel good but I didn't expect to bring him to tears. I start kissing Kyle as I begin to stretch him. I slide my fingers in and out of Kyle at different speeds and strokes. Kyle is moaning like crazy and getting louder by the minute. I know for a fact I'm not going to be able to hold out once I'm inside of Kyle but in this case, it is about him and not me. Kyle surprises me when he grabs my face. "I want to feel all of you."
"You sure?" I ask. Kyle nods yes.
"I got tested soon as things ended with Craig," he explained. "Do you trust me?"
"Of course I do dude" I replied softly.
Kyle pulls me down to kiss him as he thrust against me letting me know he is ready. I have never had unprotective sex ever even when I was dating. I position myself in front of Kyle's entrance, I watch as he moans uncontrollably as I slide inside of him. I thought his moaning earlier was intoxicating this here and now is straight poison. Whoever said there is no different between the condom and going raw is a damn liar. The feeling of sliding inside him alone took my breath away. I can tell it is doing the same for him. "Ugh,"
I begin to slow roll my hips on Kyle. I want him to feel every inch of me and I'm in no hurry. After some time I can no longer keep my own voice at bay as every movement brings me such pleasure throughout my whole body, I can feel it in my toes. I lean close to Kyle as I continue slow but powerful thrusts.
"How does it feel to be made love to Kyle?" I ask panting. Kyle can't even answer before an orgasm overtakes his body. I feel Kyle twitch around dick causing me to give in to my own orgasm. I making every noise under the sun probably sounding like a damn animal but it felt so virtuous to release my cum inside Kyle's body. I immediately roll over taking him with me because I don't want to separate from him yet. I hug Kyle close burying my face into his hair. I do love him, I love him with everything in my body.
"Oh god," breathed Kyle. I release him a little loosening my arm.
"Are you okay?" I asked. He nods while smiling shyly.
"No one has ever made love to me before," he confesses. I kiss his forehead.
"I know, same here," I reply. "You're the first."
"Really?" questioned Kyle. "I for sure thought you had."
"I only love my friends and family at best. You're the first person I actually love." I can see Kyle's eyes come to life.
"I guess we should just go ahead and get married huh," he joked.
"Sure," I reply.
"Stan I was joking," he chuckles. "We haven't even been dating."
"I don't have to date you to know I want to spend the rest of my life with you," Kyle buries his face into my chest.
"Oh my god," he mutters before looking up at me. "You don't compare to Craig at all."
"I tried to tell you," I laugh nervously. Kyle looks at me smiling.
"Let's do it," he grins. "Let's get married." I smile feeling drunk on love at the moment.
"This weekend?" I ask.
"How about right now?" he asks. I feel like he is testing me but at the same time I know he is serious. "Vegas is only hours away from here." I beam because I can tell Kyle has fallen deeply in love with me as I am with him. I groan sitting up while Kyle is still rested on my chest. He moves moaning a little as I fall out of him. I hug him closer to my body. I thought I had lost my best friend forever but what I ended up gaining instead is a husband. Not everyone can be as lucky but right now I'm so thankful.
"Let's get going," I say sliding out of the bed. "I'm ready for you to officially be my husband and we got a long drive ahead of us." Kyle smiles as he crawls cover kissing my back before going to the bathroom. He emerges once he is cleaned and I'm dressed and more than ready. Kyle walks over to me grabbing my hand.
"I love you," says Kyle.
"I love you too," I say before kissing him. Kyle goes into the kitchen to put up the chicken he left out as I grab the keys to Kyle's car because it is a hybrid and we will save more on gas. I look at Kyle as he walks toward me and I am in awe of the fact I am about to marry my best friend. We head out of the apartment with Kyle ensuring everything is locked up. He finally makes eye contact with me causing me heart to swell. I grab his hand as we down the steps more than excited for this new journey in our lives.