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Chapter 4: Revelation

Jacob

Today it was finally happening the moment of truth. After getting swabbed the day before I was a little anxious to know the truth, I know deep down I had this gut instinct that the baby was mines. I just hope he is so I do have a reason to have Nessie back in my life and I was looking forward to that.

Part of me still wants her back in my life. I want to get rid of her boyfriend and have her all to myself. Even after she had a baby she still looks amazing and that body doesn't look like she even had a kid.

I was on my way to the doctor's house Renesmee had agreed to meet up there as well. Not to mention she would be bringing the baby as well. I was looking forward to seeing her and if I did bring a life into this world with her then that was an amazing thing as well.

I drove to Doctor Cullen's house. When I pulled up to the long drive way I noticed that Renesmee's car was there. I got happy at the thought, but then frowned when I thought about well maybe her boyfriend was there. That kind of pissed me off though. I decided that I wouldn't get angry about it and I wanted to know if the baby was mines. That way I had something with her that he didn't. I had a child with her.

The sound of that was a good thing and I opened my mind to accept it. I think I would like being a father and I'll make sure I am a good father to him even better then my father was to me. I'll make sure I'll leave a great impression on Nessie if it proves I am his father. I am happy I have a little boy that's what I always wanted and to have it with the only woman I have ever loved is a plus.

When I rang the bell Esme opened. She had a warm smile on her face. She has always had a motherly feel to her and I admired her for it. She reminded me a lot of my mother.

"Jacob come inside please." She smiled warmly. I followed her inside of the house. "Everyone is in the living room. Are you nervous?" she asked me I just shook my head no and followed her into the living room.

They kept it very private it was only the Doc, Nessie, the baby and that S.O.B; I rolled my eyes when I saw him. I wasn't looking forward to seeing him, but there was that chance he would be there being Nessie's man and shit.

"Ah Jacob finally you're here, I guess I can read the results now." He smiled and had a very professional demeanor. That was mostly always his status though. He had a large yellow envelope in his hand and that's when the nerves hit me more. If the kid was mines I would be happy. If the kid wasn't mines, I don't know how I would feel. I guess I would be mad she tried to pin this on me. I am guessing that she still loves me and who else wouldn't want me to be the father of their children anyway.

"Grandpa can you please read the results. I have some where to be after this." Nessie added bitterly. I swear it seemed like someone bit her on the butt. I didn't appreciate the attitude much.

"Yes Renesmee I was getting there." The doctor added. He looked down at the paper and read it for a good minute. "Jacob you are the father of Jacob Anthony Cullen." The doctor said with a smile.

"I told you!" Renesmee yelled as she jumped up from the couch. I wasn't going to say anything. I knew he was my son. He has Black genes written all over him. Only a Black could make a child like that.

"Ok I knew it. I just wanted to be reassured. Can I hold my son?" I asked. She looked at me weird for a second like she didn't expect that to be my reaction.

"Umm sure." She hesitated a bit. She handed me the toddler and I accepted him gladly. He was asleep and I didn't want to wake him up, but I admired his features. I never knew how something so beautiful could be made. Nessie and I had one beautiful kid. Nessie cleared her throat when I think she felt uncomfortable on how I was looking at him. I kind of wanted to spend time with him and show him how to be a man.

"Can he spend this weekend with me?" I don't know where that came from, but I wanted to get to know my son now. I wanted to be a good father towards him.

"Jacob I don't trust you that much." She said a bit shaken. I know she didn't trust me yet, but I was willing to do anything to gain that trust back though.

"I know that, but give me a chance though. I want to get to know him since I have missed out on three years of his life already." I know I said the last part a little more hostile then I should have.

"Jacob I am sorry about that, but I had my reasons back then. You should be happy that you have him in your life now. I would do anything for my son. I have to make sure I trust the person I leave him with. Baby proof your house first and then we'll talk, also I would like if someone I trust were there either myself or your sister because I trust her a lot." She went on and I would do anything to make sure he was safe and I would take care of him and be a positive role model.

"Ok fine, no problem it's done." I said agreeing with her.

After I left I went straight for toys r us and babies r us to make sure I had everything for my son. I asked my sister if she could come with me. It ended up being me and my two sisters going since Rebecca was still in town.

"I can't believe we are actually buying things for Jacob's son. I never thought this day would come quick." Rachel clapped her hands together. I knew they would make this trip all about them. The only reason I brought them along was because I had no idea what I should buy for Anthony.

I had a son now and I didn't expect on saying that for a long time. I am still a young guy and am more than willing to have a couple more, but to have a child with Nessie is a good thing and my first choice would've been her.

"Yea I know." Rebecca answered her and they began to chatter about some stuff. As we walked down the aisle in where they had child proof stuff, it had child proof locks to child gates, to fire and bathroom safe things.

Rachel made me get the electricity plugs, safety for bathroom and that kind of stuff. Rachel started asking me some questions I had no idea about. I didn't even know if the kid was potty trained or if he still drank from a bottle.

"Rachel I don't know about that. I just want to child proof the house so I can actually spend time with him." I answered honestly. The only thing I could think of was calling Nessie to ask her such things. I called her to make sure.

"Hello?" Nessie answered all sexy and seductive in that tone I love.

"Umm yea Nessie, I have a few questions to ask you. I am in Toys r us right now getting a few things for Anthony. I just want to know is there anything in specific he needs?" I asked genuinely concerned and I wanted to be a good father.

"Umm yea, he uses pull ups so you should buy the big box of that. We are potty training him, but he isn't quite there yet. Let's see what else? Umm he doesn't need much, just that the house is child proof cause I don't want an accident to happen." I knew she was concerned, but I was as well. Before I could say anything else Rachel snatched my phone from my ear.

"Hey Ness it's Rach, um yea tell me what the baby needs and I'll make sure my brother get's it." I think Nessie said something because Rachel paused to listen. "Oh not yet that isn't a surprise, Jacob didn't use the toilet till he was like four and even then he peed the bed until he was eight." Rachel was letting Nessie know private things. I bet she was laughing right now. I snatched the phone away from Rachel I swear my cheeks were red from embarrassment.

"Don't listen to her she's lying!" I kind of screamed, but that's because I was really embarrassed. What Rachel said was true though and it haunts me to this day.

"Jacob it's ok, I still don't think of you any different." She tried to hold back a laugh I knew it. That just made me redder in the face.

"I have to go; I'll talk to you later so I can stop by to see Anthony ok."

"Ok Jacob call me before you decide to show up." She said and I knew she probably wanted to make sure her man wasn't there.

"Alright, I was thinking about going after I was done shopping. I kind of want to spend time with him when he is awake." I added for good measure.

"Umm sure come when you're ready." I took that as the ok to go over there straight after.

"Alright see you soon." I hung up after that. I went into the toy section and was looking for some heavy duty boy toys. So what was the first thing I went for were the cars. I made sure Rachel and Becks were looking at some other stuff they said were a necessity for a young child's safety.

So I had a cart with me and I filled it up with some hot wheels made sure they were for ages 3 and up. I got a twenty pack of hot wheels. I remember when I was younger I used to collect them, like every birthday and Christmas I used to get at least one car because I grew up in a poor family and we hardly had money. I was the only boy so that's all I could get and when money wasn't available my dad used to make me toy cars made of wood. Of course those were a bit more hazardous and I always used to get splinters playing with some of those toys.

I just took a bunch of them and added them to the cart and made sure I got the carrying case as well. I got the one that holds 100 cars because I was pretty sure I was going to get him a lot of different cars for the set. So I wanted him to fill it up.

I started thinking I had no idea if he even liked cars. Yea like he isn't my son he is going to love them just like his daddy. Rachel and Becks found me.

"Jacob I can't believe you actually filled this cart with car stuff." Becks scolded me.

"Now you know this is my little boy. Not to mention duh this is my little boy." I laughed and both of them crossed their arms.

"Don't get too carried away with this dad thing you don't want to spoil him either." Rachel added and I knew she was right, but I knew I would want to spoil him. I think a guy always goes crazy with their first born not to mention if it's a boy it's like in the unwritten book of rules.

"Yea, yea are you two done so I could go pay all this stuff?"I asked. They both nodded their heads contently and we made our way for the checkout. When I paid for the stuff I was going to go see Anthony and I wasn't sure if they wanted to come with. We were closer to Nessie's house anyway.

When we were in the car I made sure to ask. "Do you two want to come with me to see my son?" I asked I just prayed they weren't going to embarrass me like they did earlier.

"Duh Jake!" they both said in unison. I just nodded my head and started up the engine of my car.

I handed the phone to Rachel and told her to call Nessie and to tell her we were a few minutes away. Rachel put it on speaker phone so she and Becks could listen in.

"Hey Nessie it's Rachel."

"And Rebecca." Becks added in shortly after.

"Yea we're on our way to your house, but I think Jacob is lost did you give him the right address?" she added and I felt insulted I knew exactly where I was going.

"Yes I know I gave him the right address." Nessie laughed a little in the beginning. I was still feeling hit in my pride.

"I know where I am going we're about five minutes from your house Ness." I added to defend myself. I hated that Rachel and Becks would try to make a scene about it.

Nessie

I was a bit nervous of having Jacob in my house. Josue had gone to deal with one of his clients and I was in the house with Anthony. One of the things that I was looking forward to was to see Rach and Becks I was always close to them and they accepted me like a sister would. I knew they would watch Jacob closely and made sure Anthony was in good hands always. I thought that was a good thing though.

I was nervous that I made sure I cleaned the house like crazy. That was something I always did when I was nervous. Anthony thought I was being silly and he couldn't help, but laugh at me for it. He spent most of his day watching Thomas the train anyway that was my son's obsession. Most of the things in his room were Thomas. I personally thought that show was really boring, but he just stares at it mindlessly. I think it has to do with the different color trains and the way they move.

The bell rang and I was more nervous. I made sure I looked good as I checked my hair in the hallway mirror and my clothes. I was wearing a tan sweater and some jeans with some ugg boots. I was dressed casually with my hair down.

When I opened the door I smiled to be polite. Jacob had a bag with him so I knew he had bought some things for Anthony. I smiled he was actually owning up.

"Umm Hi. I bought the big box of the diapers you asked for. Rachel told me you said to get size 3t-4t so that's what I got." He looked a little nervous as well and I smiled.

"Come inside guys. I think it might start raining soon." I added. They walked in, but Jacob handed the bag to Rach and went back out to his car. I was guessing he went to get the box of diapers. I was happy I didn't think he would be taking it this way at all.

Material things kind of don't make up for the time, but I am glad he will be there for Anthony now. I just hope he sticks to his promises. I just pray that he doesn't back out at all, that would just hurt my heart some more if he did.

We walked into the living room and Anthony was sitting on the floor still watching TV. Rachel sat down on the couch and so did Rebecca. Anthony looked up at them with a small confused look on his face. He isn't used to strangers much.

"Aren't you the cutest thing ever?" Rebecca smiled at him. I just leaned against the frame of the opening of the living room. I was smiling I admired at how Anthony looked at his Aunts that he has never met. "I am your Aunt Rebecca and this is your Aunt Rachel." They smiled at him. Anthony still had that confused look on his face and he looked back at me.

That's when I noticed Jacob was standing behind me and he was so close I could feel his breath on the back of my neck. It sent chills through my body. I turned around to look at him. His lips now turned up into a smile.

"So where do you want me to put this?" Jacob asked. It took me a second to get myself out of the daze and to remember what the heck he said.

"Umm for now you can put it in the kitchen." I didn't know what I was thinking of right now. Anthony got up from the couch and walked over to me. He was acting shy again and I knew he didn't know how to handle meeting his Aunts now. He has never met them before. Anthony wrapped his legs and tiny arms around my leg and placed his face in the side of my leg to hide his face. "Don't be shy Anthony they won't hurt you they're your daddy's sisters." I smiled at him and patted the top of his little head.

"My daddy?" he asked a little confused. I nodded my head and with that Jacob came back in view. Anthony looked at Jacob and smiled he let go of my leg and stood up and looked at Jacob with a smile. I have never seen Anthony take to another person the way he looked at Jacob.

Anthony reached his arms up and clapped his fingers to his palms and it looked like he wanted Jacob to pick him up. Again something Anthony doesn't normally do with people he doesn't know. Jacob smiled at my son and lifted him up. I couldn't help, but smile at the scene that was playing. Jacob looked really good holding our son.

"Hi there little man." Jacob tickled Anthony's stomach and Anthony started giggling.

"Come watch twomas the twain with me." Anthony demanded. I giggled silently it was too cute.

"What?" Jacob asked.

"Thomas the train." I translated Anthony to Jacob. It was nice to see them together. I could definitely get used to seeing this more often.

"Alright little man let's go watch some Thomas."He smiled at my son and tickled his stomach.

They went and watched TV while the girls came with me in the kitchen. I had a feeling I would be interrogated real soon. Not to mention it would be double teamed and that was something I would never get used to the way they can manipulate people. They do the whole role of good cop bad cop.

"Ok so Renesmee why didn't you tell us, that kind of hurt." Rach had the look of resentment on her face. I didn't want to be guilted this way. I looked away before I responded.

"I thought we talked about this. You know I didn't end on good terms with your brother and I was afraid. The only reason I didn't tell you guys was because it would eventually get to him." I sighed after that sentence. I really didn't want to talk about these things; they would eventually get me upset later. "Can we please change the subject I'd rather not talk about the past. As is it is the past." They both nodded and I am guessing they were going to start something different to say and that was good.

"So let's talk about your boyfriend." Becks added. I rolled my eyes a bit I knew that would be another one of the questions they would ask.

"He's a sweet heart, he treats me good and he treats my son good. Not many men are willing to take a woman that has kids. He is a great male figure for Anthony and he respects that relationship. I have a feeling Jacob doesn't approve so much of him though." I said as I began to chew my lip.

"You're right in that aspect Jacob hates you're boyfriend. Something about him not wanting another man to take his place?" Rachel shrugged. I didn't think Jake would be jealous of Josue for that reason. Nobody would take Jake's place I wouldn't let it happen.

Jacob is actually turning out to be a nice guy. My son loves him already and that's a great thing to see. I would like to see Jake change though and maybe I am right he might have change. He might actually be more mature now then when I last dealt with him. I just pray I am not proven wrong about this.

A couple weeks had went by and I finally gained enough trust with Jacob to let my son stay with him a whole weekend.

I was going to pick up my son from Jacob's house. Anthony spent the weekend with his father. Of course I was opposed to the idea at first, but in the end I finally agreed. I took my range rover to Jacob's house driving smoothly through the streets to Forks. I pulled up to Jacob's house and parked in his driveway. I got out of the car and rang the doorbell and on three rings Jacob came to answer the door. He was wearing a white robe. I analyzed him completely he was looking real sexy. He still had a bit of sleep on his face and he was exposing is bare chest.

I had to admit Jacob was still a very attractive man. He made me moist in my panties when he smiled at me. He licked his bottom lip seductively.

"Good morning sunshine." he smiled wider exposing his perfect white teeth. His smile still made my heart skip a beat to this day.

I swallowed a lump that was forming in my throat and pushed passed him into his house. Everything in the house was quiet. I was impressed to see Jacob's bachelor pad was changed a little bit. The living room had toddler toys scattered around and I am thinking that is due to my son playing recently.

I was surprised though when I entered the house and it was quiet as if no one else were there. I shrugged it off and went towards the stairs for the rooms upstairs towards my son's room. Jacob actually took the being a father thing pretty well. He was happy to be able to have a kid with me. I thought it was one of his ways of trying to get in my pants again.

"You know I don't like how you just walk into my house and don't even greet me back. You could at least say hi." his voice sounded cocky as usual. I frowned at his eagerness.

"Hi." I said as I walked to my son's room and opened the door slowly. What I saw was my son in his crib with his thumb sliding out of his mouth. I had to admit this is the sight I love to see every morning before he wakes up.

I walked closer to the crib and place my elbows on the rim of the railing. I peeked down at the beautiful creation that I made with the egoistical bastard that was standing behind me. Also that Anthony looks like his father minus the fact that he is a bit lighter then Jake and he has my ears and eyes. Everything else belongs to Jacob.

I felt two strong arms wrap around me. I had to admit a felt a bit startled, but then I liked the idea of having his warm arms wrapped around me like old times. I still couldn't believe almost four years had passed without seeing Jacob. I gripped Jacob's forearm and turned on my heel to look at him. I pulled away and started walking out of my son's room.

I wasn't going to wake him up just yet he would be up soon enough. I am just surprised he wasn't awake just yet. Jake and I were in the hallway just staring awkwardly at each other.

"You know I must admit we have a beautiful son together." he smiled at me. I crossed my arms and leaned against the wall.

"Yea I know." I stared at the floor so I could avoid eye contact with him. He walked closer over to me and he still towered over me as always he lifted my chin so I could look up at him. When I stared into his brown eyes I was lost in them. I held back a breath that wanted to escape more moan like then a sigh. He pulled his lips to mine and kissed me. When his lips first tapped mines I felt a million tingles and sparks run through me like electrical currents.

Everything I was trying to forget and leave in the past came back at me at all force. I felt like a swooned teenage girl again, something I haven't felt in years. I knew he felt the same way because all of a sudden I felt him smile against my lips.

Instead of pulling away he gripped my waist and held me firmly in his grasp and planted a deeper passionate kiss. I didn't have the brain thoughts to pull away and slap him. I was still in the bliss that I was in four years ago. This time I moved my arms to the back of his neck and gripped his short cropped hair in my finger tips. I enforced more aggressively the kiss.

He pushed me against the burgundy wall of the hallway. I could feel his full blown erection against my stomach through the robe. I yearned for the contact of having him be with me again, having him inside of me. He pulled away from me and said the one thing that pushed me over the edge.

"I really missed you mama." him calling me mama again sent me more over the edge to want him again. I stuck my hand inside his robe and into his boxer and grabbed hold of his rock hard member. I stroked it twice and that made him moan and then let out a growl.

He picked me up put me on his shoulder and brought me to his room. He laid me down on his king size bed and my curls splayed all over the red silk sheets. He came on top of me and kissed me passionately again. His tongue danced on my lower lip as I parted my lips and massaged my tongue with his. His tongue tasted so amazing and his touch made me even wetter between my legs. I must have been dripping at the moment from the excitement that was building.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck I kissed him just like old times. He let out a moan into my mouth. He gripped my hips and pulled me closer to him. I have never wanted someone so badly the way I wanted him.

I seriously don't know what was going through my brain at the moment. He moved his lips from my lips to my neck and trailed down leaving open mouth kisses all the way till he hit my breast.

I squirmed at the contact. He lowered my shirt down a little on one of my breast the other hand went to knead my other breast with his hand. I moaned. I knew everything I was doing was wrong, but it felt oh so right.

He took my shirt off and then went back to gain attention on my breast. He took my left breast in his warm hand and then brought his tongue to it. I was all for foreplay, but I really just wanted him. He always wants to please me when we have sex and that's what I remember. He would always eat me out and we would please each other, but this was different. I didn't want any of it I just wanted to fuck him. I know it is wrong of my part since I have a boyfriend and all.

Jacob and I are the past and it shouldn't be this way now. I pushed him off me and flipped so I was on top of him. I moved my lips to him and kissed him with my eyes closed. I brought the robe off his shoulders and I could feel his dick poking me. I pulled away from his lips and ran my hands down his chiseled chest. I made my way to the hem of his boxers and pulled them down.

I was going to take off my jeans but he stopped me. He moved his hands directly to my hips. He moved one hand and grabbed my ass.

"Let me tell you something before we do this." he said as he continued to massage my ass and rubbed my hip with the other. "I still care about you." I shut him up and went to kiss him. I unbuttoned my jeans as I continued to kiss him. I got the damn jeans off and went back to his lips. He gripped my ass through my lace boy shorts. He stuck a finger between my folds and rubbed against my sensitive area.

I still had no clue why I was able to give into him so easily. I was probably just another fuck for him. The only difference was that I was the mother of his son. It changes things when you involve your past into your present. Only that Jacob is the past, present and future for my son.

"Lift up." Jacob directed me as I lifted up my hips and he slid the moistened panties off my hips.

He guided the tip of his member to my entrance. I nearly came at the contact. I moaned when he put the head in.

"Shh.. I won't hurt you mama." he soothed me as he pushed in a little more. I had to admit he was a lot bigger from what I remember. It was a little painful with him entering. When he fully pushed himself through and he began to pull out slowly, I adjusted to his size as if my body were made perfectly for it. Like the perfect matched key for a lock.

He lifted my hips up as he began to guide them back down. I threw my head back and bit my bottom lip. I don't know why I missed him so much at this point.

"Fuck! I missed your pussy!" he let out a groan as he brought me back to him.

"Shut up!" I yelled at him as I placed my hands on his chest and began to push him deeper in me by grinding my hips into him.

"Fuck!" he groaned again. "How the fuck you get so good at this shit?" he asked as I saw his eyes roll back. The feeling was amazing as I felt my orgasm build at the pit of my stomach. When I finally released he did as well and I collapsed on top of him. I had sweat on my forehead and so did he. He ran his hand over my forehead to wipe it off he then kissed my forehead.

I then realized what I just did was completely wrong. I got off him as quick as I could and I started looking for my clothes. I had to get out of here and make sure something like this never happened again.

"I have to go." I said as I scrambled to look for my clothes. I put on my bra and my shirt. I couldn't find my panties so I just threw my jeans on. "This was wrong." I pointed between the two of us. He had this smile on his face as if he planned this.

"You have to at least wait until Anthony wakes up. You just can't leave like this all in a hurry." He tried to persuade me to stay. I didn't care if I woke my son up I just couldn't stay here any longer.

"No I have to go." As soon as all my clothes were on again I went into my son's nursery. Thank god his eyes were fluttering open. I would just have to take him as is. I picked him up from the crib without him even noticing it was me. Once he felt my warmth he relaxed and began to fall asleep again.

I picked up his bag from the rocking chair and put it on my free shoulder. Jacob came in the room with his robe on. I didn't really want to see him because the guilt would hit me soon.

"Come on Nessie don't leave like this. It wasn't wrong that was something that was beautiful." He was still trying to convince me to stay. I couldn't do it so I just walked past him and went down the stairs to the front door and the car.

He followed as well. I opened the back seat door and place Anthony in his car seat. Jacob still followed. "Jacob you have no idea how uncomfortable I feel right now. I have to go." He didn't say anything after that. Once I strapped Anthony in the car and secured the seat belt I went to the driver's seat and started driving home.

I don't know what made me do it in the first place. I know it was one of the most amazing experiences I have had so far. He has been my first and only. It had been amazing and I wouldn't take that experience back for anything in the world. I just knew the guilt would hit me later full blown.

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