August 5th, Thursday 10:04 p.m., the study, pretending to read the Good Earth
So today, I found out that I got into the varsity volleyball team. Go us!
Yeah. But OH MY GOD. GUESS WHAT ELSE I FOUND OUT TODAY.
Hinata. Likes. Naruto.
Naruto, of all people! Like, I'm glad that Hinata doesn't like Sasuke or Sai or anything like that, but Naruto?! And also, Ten Ten might like Neji… Actually, I'm pretty sure she does. I'm still in shock as I write this and I shall describe in great detail what happened today, because not only was today shocking, it was shockingly interesting.
Today I decide to wear a band t-shirt because I fell asleep last night listening to Boys Like Girls on my iPod. I put on a yellow, blue, and pink Boys Like Girls t-shirt and a faded pair of black jeans with a black belt that has different kinds of bottle caps all over it. Then I slide a skinny Hello Kitty headband into my hair, put in Nightmare Before Christmas heart earrings, and clasp a strawberry pendant necklace around my neck. Downstairs, I put on black and white checkered Vans and I'm ready to go.
Skateboarding to school is fun because I meet this guy Kiba on the way there. I've only known him for a few months because he moved to this area at the beginning of this summer. Kiba skateboards too and it's pretty cool because he brings his dog everywhere, even when he skateboards, and his dog is just so small and adorable. Kiba calls him Akamaru. He says he's had Akamaru ever since they were both babies and I think that's cute.
So we get to school and I say bye to him when he gets to his locker. I guess we're friends now, so that's good.
I don't bother going to my locker; I go straight to homeroom with my messenger bag because I'm already a bit late. When I walk in, it's just the same as any other day: Sasuke writing in his notebook about God knows what, Naruto being hyper and loud, Sai talking to his group of friends, Shikamaru looking out at the window at the clouds, Kakashi reading his perverted Icha Icha Paradise books…
I slip into my seat beside Sasuke, unnoticed. That is, until he looks up from his notebook at me. But all Sasuke does is glance up at me and then go back to writing. I find it slightly annoying because he doesn't even say hi to me (not like I expected much from him anyway) and I really, really want to know what he's writing about. So I decide to bother him in a fashionable manner.
"Hello, Sasuke." I say.
He looks up at me again and sorta smiles. "Hi."
"Whatcha writin' about?" I ask, leaning rightward in my chair to get a better look at his notebook.
"Stuff." He says. Can he be anymore vague?
"Can I see?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because."
"Hm, fine." I say. Sasuke's so stubborn, I decide to give up… for the time being. He's got me interested in what he's writing about, though. Really interested.
"Oi, Sakura-chan!" Naruto suddenly yells. I jerk my head in his direction and he grins widely. "I know what he's writing about."
"Shut up, dobe." Sasuke says in a bored tone.
"Teme's writing poems!"
Poems?, I think. He writes poems? The Uchiha Sasuke writes poems?
If it weren't for Sasuke's extremely acrimonious glare that could make anyone piss their panties off, I would've laughed. So instead of laughing, I ask in the most friendly, un-scared tone I can conjure at that moment, "Can I read some?"
Sasuke gives me a look that I'm not able to decipher, but then he goes, "Later."
Hah, later. Which could mean tomorrow or in a billion years, but I still get to read them. I win.
So then my boring morning classes go by and lunch time comes. All my friends are at our table and today, I decide to take a break from dieting and stuff myself with pepperoni pizza, unlike Ino, who's eating an extremely small salad. Everyone else is eating pizza with me. But then, Naruto comes bouncing along and sits at our table. Sasuke and all his other friends (aka Shikamaru, Neji, and Gaara) are standing behind Naruto, looking at him as if he had grown another dick.
"Why… are you sitting here?" They ask Naruto. Everyone at our table's probably wondering the same thing.
"Because we haven't sat with these people yet and Sakura-chan and Ten Ten-chan and Temari-chan and Ino-chan and Hinata-chan are really nice!"
Hinata blushes when he says her name.
Sasuke sighs and sits down next to Naruto, who's sitting next to Hinata. And then Shikamaru, Neji, and Gaara sit down as well. I guess they already know that Naruto's even more stubborn than Sasuke. Then I look around the cafeteria and see that every single fangirl of Sasuke is glaring daggers at our table. Oh well.
At first, it's kind of awkward at our table, but then some of us have a conversation and the guys make some comments, resulting in a major piss fight between Ino and Shikamaru. It's really amusing watching them. It goes something like this:
Ino: Oh my GAWD YOU'RE SO LAZY.
Shikamaru: Meh… Women are so troublesome.
Ino: Oh my Gawd! SEXIST!
Shikamaru: You're so troublesome.
Ino: Oh my Gawd! I AM NOT!
Shikamaru: …So loud and troublesome.
Ino: Oh my Gawd! Shut up, you lazy-ass!
And so on. It really is quite amusing. Another thing that is quite amusing is Hinata's face changing colors depending on Naruto's closeness. The closer he is to her, the redder she turns. Ten Ten and Neji are in a really deep conversation about fighting, since that's probably the only thing they have in common. I hear them talking about special weapons and techniques they can use with them in combat and a bunch of other stuff I don't understand. Gaara is whispering some crap to Temari and she's whispering stuff back. Gaara sorta creeps me out, but he's Temari's brother, so I'm okay with him.
So overall, lunch is really weird, but fun and a big difference for all of us. The only thing that's probably the same is the fact that Sasuke doesn't talk much. He just eats his lunch.
After lunch, the group splits back into the usual two groups, and me, Ino, Ten Ten, and Temari corner Hinata at her locker.
"Hinataaa! What's up with you and Naruto?"
"N-Naruto-k-kun…?" She looks down at her feet and twiddles her index fingers.
"You like him, don't you?" I say.
"Uh, um…" She still stares at her feet and blushes.
"Ah HAH!" Ten Ten and Temari say. Then Temari winks at her. "Don't worry, we won't tell anyone."
"A-Alright…"
By now, I think Hinata might faint, so I change the topic to Ten Ten and Neji.
"Well what about you, Ten Ten? Getting' a bit cozy with Neji-kun eh?"
"What?! We were just talking and stuff…"
"Hm? Do I see a blush?" I say teasingly. Temari and Ino giggle. Hinata smiles a bit, but she's still blushing over Naruto.
I poke Ten Ten's cheek. "Yeah, I see a blush."
Ten Ten swipes my finger away. "You do not. And I don't like Neji!"
"Yeah, whatevs." Then the warning bell rings, so we all have to go.
I say bye to them and go off to my next class. But then I bump into Sasuke. Like, crash into him. And because of that, all my stuff goes flying all around the floor and I trip over all my shit and I go falling to the ground.
Cept I don't reach the ground 'cause I have this really strong arm wrapped around my waist that's holding me up.
I swear, when he touched me, my heart gave in from its fangirl rebellion and did a totally weird flop in my chest. And that's just great. Not.
Then he helps me get all my stuff together after he helps me up.
"Thanks," I say when all my stuff's in my arms again. He smirks at me.
"No problem. Just watch where you're going next time."
"Hah, me?" I retort. "I think it's you that should watch where you're going. You always come out of nowhere."
"Hn." He says. "Whatever."
"Well, bye."
"Bye."
And that is an example of how much fangirl-ness I have left inside of me. Maybe a lot, maybe not a lot, but it's still there and I really need to get rid of it, because it's tearing at my heart every moment I look at him, knowing that nothing is possible with him because he's just too perfect.
Oh wait…
He's not perfect…
He's a god.
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Author's Note: Blehhh……… Did you like it? I'm deciding to update quickly for this fanfic, so my chapters will be short. But that makes sense because it's a diary, right?
Well yeah… Writing this was kinda fun, actually. And I love dressing my characters up (cough SAKURA cough). It's just so fun choosing outfits for them to wear every single chapter. I guess it's because I go to a school with a uniform, but still.
Hope you enjoyed itttt
xoxotia