The next day we all went home from Tamaki's house, and even though I knew that I was supposed to be excited about the concert, for some reason I just could not get my head out of that whole thought that I was having about me supposedly wanting more from Hikaru. The whole day I just stayed in bed wondering why I was all of a sudden having these strange thoughts and as well as what they meant…

I heard the door opening, I placed the covers over my head because I didn't want to see that bright light. "Kaoru get up now its 5pm man how much longer can you sleep?"

"mmm" I groaned

"Kaoru get up it's Christmas eve and aren't you unfortunately supposed to be going to this concert with your "friend" huh?" Hikaru asked with irritation.

I took the covers off my head "yeah I am and I'm getting up." I said as I was lifting myself up

"Oh yeah Tamaki said that you left your bag at his house, do you want me to get it for you? I was supposed to hang out with everyone anyway but I'm leaving at around 9 though." Hikaru stated.

"No it's fine the concert starts at 7:30 I'll just pick it up on my way there." I said as I stretched and grabbed my towel.

"I'm going to go and take a quick shower."

"Okay." He said

A few minutes passed and I was done taking a shower I came out with a towel on, it wasn't uncommon for either Hikaru or I to get out the shower with a towel on, but we usually placed our boxers on under the towel.

I looked around and it didn't seem like HIkaru was in the room. I shrugged my shoulders and started to get ready.

I placed on my clothes, and then grabbed my house keys, cellphone, and wallet.

I walked out the room and headed down the stairs.

As I was walking down the stairs I looked around and still didn't see Hikaru.

'hmm where is he?' I thought, I didn't really have time to look for him because I had to go to Tamaki's and get my bag then make it on time for the concert.

A maid opened the door for me, I walked outside and walked into the limo.

I grabbed my cell and texted Hikaru

To: Hikaru

From: Kaoru

Hey I'm leaving now okay; I'll see you later.

Send

A few minutes passed and I still didn't get a text from Hikaru

I sighed

I don't know why but for some reason I've been thinking about Hikaru a lot since what happened the other night.

I looked down at my phone and sighed 'Why am I feeling this way?' I thought

I just don't understand these feelings that I have right now.

I opened my phone and saw (No messages) in the middle of the screen.

Why am I feeling a bit angry and sad that he hasn't texted me yet?

I gripped my phone…answer damn it!

"Master Kaoru?"

I sighed 'maybe I should just…stop freaking out'

"Master Kaoru"

'But what takes someone so long to text back!'

"master Kaoru!"

I looked up "uh um yeah?"

"We are at Master Tamaki's."

I looked out the window, "Oh we are."

Kinichi got out the limo and opened the door for me

"Kinichi I told you that you don't have to do that for me, I got it okay" I said with a smile

"Yes master." He said with a small bow.

I walked up to Tamaki's mansion, and a maid opened the door for me.

"Hello master Kaoru, Tamaki informed me that you would be coming today, he is upstairs with some of the club members."

"Okay thank you." I said as I began to walk upstairs.

I was walking towards Tamaki's room to get my bag before the concert with Tatsu but before I opened the door I heard Hunny senpai talking.

"I wonder when Hika-chan's going to tell Kao-Chan how he really feels."

I paused...what is he talking about?

"I believe that Hikaru's afraid to tell Kaoru the truth because he feels that Kaoru might hate him if he knew the truth." Haruhi said.

…What is she talking about?

"But how could Kaoru hate Hikaru for loving him?" Tamaki asked…

…w…what….