Pleasing Jay took toil on Kane physically and mentally well being. He stands in front of the mirror and examined the cuts and bruises on his body. Kane then turn away as tears filled his eyes. He couldn't bring himself look at in the mirror for than minute. He feels ashamed of the cuts and bruises made on his body.

Nowadays, Jayden become a little rougher with him than he was before. Kane tries to please him the best way he can but nothing works. He punches and kicks him more often. As if he wasn't good enough for him. He also punishes him for things he did wrong and when he didn't do anything at all. After awhile, it didn't matter what he did. Jayden got off of his pain.

As he tries to hold himself together, Jay bangs on the bathroom angrily. "Hey hurry up in there. For a fag, you sure take a long time," he sneered. His heart winces after the comment came out of his mouth. He then hears the phone and Jay picks the phone. He mumbles something on the phone and quickly hangs up. "Look, I'm going out for a minute. Stay in the room and wait for me. I'll be back in ten minutes. You better do as I say and wear my favorite outfit … or else. Understand?"

"Yes, babe" he replied.

"Good boy, I'll be back" he said before leaving out the door. Kane slides down and sob to himself. There was never a day that Jay calls him beautiful or tells him "I love you".

"Sometimes, I wonder why I keep around a dirty slut like you"

"You're MY bitch and my BITCH only"

"You need to start passing up that baconators before you end up looking like Fat Albert"

"No wonder Lita cheated on your ass. No one wants to fuck around with an ugly monster like you. She could carrying around your ugly looking baby"

"You're nothing more to me than a good fuck"

The last comment he made about his relationship with Lita hurts the most. "Maybe he was right. Maybe Lita was better off without me" he thought. After a minute, he pulls himself together and picks himself off the floor. He turns on the water in the sink and wipe his face. He grabs the foundation on the counter and carefully places it on his face before getting dressed. He looks at the mirror and signed. It didn't cover it all completely, but it would do for now. He came out wearing a black shirt, tight fitted jeans, a lacy thong, and suede shoes. He feels really uncomfortable wearing a thong, but as he remembered, he doesn't have say on what he wears or what he does.

When he opens the door, he is met by Jay's grizzly eyes. "It's was about time you came out" he said as gazed at his body. He motions him to turn around. Kane did as he was told and stand in front of him. He walks around him and stand by behind him as he wraps his arms around his waist. He rubbed his body against his chest as he smell the cologne that graces his tender skin. Then Jayden slides his hand between his legs. He shudders as he gropes him tenderly. "Ralph Lauren?"

He quickly nodded, fearing that what he would do if he says yes. "I like it," He looks back at him, bewildered. "You look very beautiful, so tasty," he mumbles as he presses himself against him. Kane shuddered in disgusted, but carefully not show his true feelings.

"Now, I want to listen to me clearly. When quarter to one, I want you come back and get undressed. Ok?"

"Yes, babe"

"Good. You've been so good to me lately. If you keep this up, maybe I might be a little gentler with you, alright?"

Kane nods. Jayden turns away as a smirk slowly appears on his face. He left the hotel with Kane beside his side, trained and in his full control.

Xxx

The club was packed and full of drunken bastards. Kane looks around the club as he sits with CM Punk and the rest of the new Nexus. Many of the wrestlers from the main roster were there. Then he spotted Rachael dancing with Evan borne. He watches the couple soberly grinding on the dance floor. "Hey, are you listening me?" He turn around and is met by Jayden's angry eyes. "Here, take this and go buy yourself a drink. I'm going to have some fun with Kelly Kelly," he said coldly. He takes the money and went to the bar, more than happy to get away from him.

He sat on the stool and ordered some vodka. He watches Rachael dancing with another guy, this time Randy Orton. He misses hanging with the Big Show and Rachael. It hasn't been the same since he move out her house to live with Jayden. Looking back all those years he been with him, he now regrets it. Now he has to tell her that he can't see her anymore.

He gulfed down one drink after other, trying numb the pain in his heart. The problems with Jay, the loneliness, the annoying tingling in his arm, all of it.

He rolled up his sleeves and look at some of the old cuts and new ones he made recently.

"Hey, you didn't return any of my calls the other day" He jumped, spilling the vodka all over his shirt.

"Wow, I really need to stop scaring you," she said, grabbing some napkins to wipe the spill drink on the floor. "It's ok. It was an accident," he sobered, quickly rolled down his sleeves. He asked the bartender to bring another glass of vodka.

"I was trying to call you to see we could catch up some time and if you could rsvp for the cookout. Taker wants a count who coming," she said, taking out her phone. "I don't think I could go," he said.

"Why not? Its right after Summerslam and most of the wrestlers are coming. You could bring that friend, Jayden.

She looks back up and finds tears rolling down his face. She was taken aback by his actions.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

"I can't see you anymore." She was taken aback by his actions.

"What?"

"I can't see you anymore,"

"What are you talking about? We're friends not lover-"

"No, I mean…we can't be friends anymore." He said soberly. Rachael looks at him, confused.

"What do you mean we can't be friends? We haven't seen each other for over two years,"

"And they were better that way. I'm sorry; I never wanted to end this way," he said, his voice choke up with tears in his eyes.

She was taken aback by his comments. She couldn't believe that this was happening. Now she feels her eyes swelling with tears

"I'm … sorry," He whispered before trotted away in shame. Rachael stared as he left her with tears in his eyes. Big Show walks over to her and wipes her tears from her face. He held her tightly 'till she stops crying.

"Why would he do this?" she whimpered. Seen her like this is killing him, making him want to go after and beat the crap out of him. But he knew the real reason why he did what he did. The real reason behind his actions.

"I really don't know" he replied, looking back at the path that their friend went through.