"I love you too" I whispered back
Paul POV
I woke up to someone saying my name over and over again and nudging me. I groaned and rolled over onto my front and tried to ignore the peron annoying me. Since when was my bed so hard?
"Paul" Charlie said. Why was Charlie in my room? Oh, yeah, I wasn't in my room, I was on Bella's living-room floor.
I rolled back over on to my back and rubbed my face.
"Hello, Chief, fancy seeing you here" I joked and sat up, still rubbing my eyes.
"How did you get in, you didn't break another one of my windows did you?" He asked looking around.
"No, Bella let me in last night, when I knocked the front door. You didn't hear me?" I lied
"No, I guess I didn't. How did it go last night?"
"Well, I need to go on trial, for abusing him" I said
"You need to go on trial because you punched a guy who nearly raped my daughter? I'll be back in a couple hours!" Charlie shouted already in the hall.
"Charlie is that really a good idea?" I asked standing up and walking over to him.
"Take Bella over to Billy and Jake, I don't want her here" Charlie ordered and slammed the door, waking Bella up.
"Paul?" She said from the living-room.
"Hey" I said and walked back into the room
"Where's Charlie?" She asked, rubbing her eyes
"I told him I had to go to trial and he kind of shouted and left the house telling me to take you to Bily and Jakes' because he doesn't want you here" I told her.
"Great, he's going to get fired" She said and put her head in her hands, "This is bad"
"Come on, you can come to my house until it get's a bit later and then we will go to Jakes' house. I have a feeling Sam will want to talk to me" I said.
She stood up and walked up the stairs and stood outside her bedroom door.
"Paul, can you get me clothes? I don't want to go in there" She asked
"Yeah, it's fine, don't worry about it" I said and walked into her room which hadn't changed a bit. I felt sick looking at it. What would of happened if I hadn't shown up? That thought had been swimming around my head all night, I had barely gotten any sleep.
I quickly picked Bella clothes, trying to avoid looking at the room too much. I walked back out into the hall, closing the door and handing her the clothes.
"Thanks" She said and walked into the bathroom. I leaned against her bedroom door and closed my eyes. I kept seeing Bella on the floor, covered in glass, tears running down her face all because of him, I felt sick and angry just thinking about what he would of done to her.
"You ok?" Bella asked, I hadn't realised she had came out.
"Yeah, just thinkin'" I told her.
"What about?" She asked
"Last night" I told her honestly, there was no point lying to her, she knew when I was lying.
"Me too" She whispered. I pulled her to me and wrapped my arms around her waist and she buried her head in the crook of my neck.
"It's going to be ok" I whispered
"What if it's not? I still need to go to school and you still need to go to that trial." She said
"We'll deal with it when it comes, right now I just want to spend time with you" Because I might not see you for a while when I'm in prison. I thought.
We walked down the stairs and out the door. I helped Bella into my car and got in after her. The drive to my house was silent but it wasn't awkward. I just kept thinking about last night and the trial and everything else.
I pulled into my drive and there was Sam standing at my door looking pissed.
"Bella, don't say anything unless he says anything to you, he's pissed" I told her, I knew he could hear me but I didn't really care.
"Ok?" She replied and got out. I quickly got out and as soon as I got close enough he started shouting.
"What the fuck is wrong with you? You could get sent to prison for what you did! I told you not to do anything stupid but you had to go and do somethin' didn't you?" Sam shouted, I could see Bella open her mouth to say something but I quickly cut her off.
"Sam, I didn't do anything stupid-!" I tried to defend myself but he wasn't having any of it
"Don't give me that bull shit Paul! You just had to go and pick a fight with him for no reason!"
"He was going to rape me!" Bella shouted
"Excuse me?"
"That's why Paul has to go to a trial. He fought Edward because Edward was about to rape me! Do you honestly think he would do that without a reason?" Bella shouted, now I was trying to think who was more pissed, Sam or Bella? Sam wasn't pissed anymore, he looked sorry for shouting at me and sorry for Bella.
"Paul, i-"
"Save it, Sam" I cut him off and walked into my house. Bella was still outside but I could hear what they were saying.
"Bella what happened?" Sam asked her
"You would know if you hadn't just assumed that Paul just went and beat him up for no reason. You really are an ass Sam" Bella told him and walked in and slammed the door. She walked up to me.
"Sorry" She said
"For, what?"
"You told me to not say anything and I did. I just didn't like him assuming that you would go around doing that for no reason. It pissed me off"
"Yeah, I could see that" I said laughing. I pulled her into my arms and rested y forehead against hers. She wrapped her arms around my neck and closed her eyes. If I go to prison, I'll die, there is no way I'm going to be able to survive without her.
"What time is it?" She asked
"Half nine" I replied
"It feels like it midnight"
"I know" I agreed and closed my eyes, just enjoying the feel of her being in my arms.
"Paul, open the door!" Sam shouted banging on the door. I couldn't help the growl that escaped.
"Paul, it's ok" Bella whispered
"I just want to be alone, with you" I told her honestly, making her smile
"Open the door, Paul!" Sam shouted again. Bella let go of my neck and turned around but I kept my arms on her waist.
"Paul are you going to let me go?" She asked, laughing
"Nope" I replied, smiling
"Alright then" She said. She started walking, I followed behind her, not letting go. She opened the door and looked at Quil, Sam and Jacob.
"What?" I asked
"There's…um, someone….at the line that….want's to talk to you…and Bella" Quil said reluctantly. I let out the loudest growl, even Sam looked scared. Bella went even paler than normal and went stiff in my arms.
"I'm going to fucking kill them" I snarled, let go of Bella and started walking the short distance to the invisible line that seperates us.
"Get Bella" I heard Sam say as he ran after me.
I saw Edward and the rest of his family at the line standing. Edward looked bored and the rest looked annoyed, scared and pissed.
I turned around and saw Bella trying to get out of Jakes arms when she saw Edward.
"Jake, let me go!" Bella shouted, still trying to get out of his arms
"Bella, I can't" He told her, I knew he wanted her as far from them as possible but she had to be here otherwise I would end up killing one of them but that wouldn't stop me hurting them a little.
"Paul I just want to say-" I cut him off by punching him in the jaw, making him fall. He wouldn't normally of fallen, it was just because I caught him off guard.
"What the fuck?" Edward shouted standing up.
"What the hell possessed you to even think about touching her you fucking bastard?" I was about to hurt him again but sam and Qui held me back.
"Let me go!" I heard Bella shout, reminding me that she was here. Hearing her voice calmed me slightly, even though she was shouting, but it didn't calm me down enough to not be extremely pissed off.
"Why did you do it? Why did you touch her?" I screamed at him, he looked like he was about to start laughing when his sister punched him in the jaw. We all looked at her shocked that his sister would do that.
"You know what happened to me! You know all about this and you nearly done it to her? You said you spoke to her and Paul lost it! You fucking liar!" The blonde girl, Rosalie?, screamed at him. She was about to hit him again but Emmett came over picked her up and walked her over to the side and started speaking to her too low for us to hear.
"Why did you lie to us?" Alice asked
"Felt like it" He said. Everyone in his family looked at him. I looked down and saw he was close enough so I kicked him in the nuts…with werewolf force.
"FUCK!" He shouted. Sam and Quil were trying to hold in laughter and so were his family but Bella was still struggling to get out of Jacobs hold.
"Jake, let me fucking go!" She shouted at him
"Bella, you're the only reason Paul's not phasing and ripping him apart right now so would you just stop!" Jacob shouted back at her
" Jacob, do you honestly think anyone would miss him? Really?" Bella asked, still trying to get out of his arms.
"No I don't, but if he does, then Paul could get seriously hurt and do you want that?" Jacob asked, I knew it was low but he wouldn't of said it unless he absolutely had to.
"Bella, why are you doing this, you're mine!" Edward shouted at her. I lunged for him, I could feel Sam and Quil straining to keep a hold of me but I didn't care. I hated the thought of someone else taking Bella, my wolf was about to make an appearance if he didn't shut up.
"I'm not anybody's!" Bella shouted back. I stopped growling and looked at her. I felt like I had just been punched in the stomach. Bella looked back at me, she seemed sick at her choice of words.
"Paul, i-" She started but I just shook my head, I could feel Sam and Quil loosen their grip so I shook their arms off and turned and walked in the opposite direction.
"Paul!" I heard Bella shout but I just shook my head again and continued walking. "Jacob let me go" I heard Bella say but I zoned out after that.
I didn't actually know where I was walking I just wanted to get away from there. I ended up on the cliffs, I went cliff diving a lot because quite frankly it was fun. I sat down, letting my legs dangle off the edge. I heard someone walking up behind me but I just ignored them. Bella sat down next to me, letting her legs hang off the edge as well. I didn't look at her, I just looked down at the waves as they crashed against the rocks at the bottom. I would of probably dived but I was a little bit nervous because the waves were that big and everything.
"You wanna jump?" Bella asked breaking the silence.
"No" I replied. I saw Bella shrug her shoulders and stand up.
"Suit yourself" She said. She pulled off her trainers and hoodie and stepped to the edge
"What're you doing?" I asked
"Jumping" She said before she dropped down.
Bella POV
"You wanna jump?" I asked breaking the silence, it was killing me and quite frankly I wanted to do it again ever since I done it the last time.
"No" Paul replied. I wanted to do it but I didn't really want to do it without him.
"Suit yourself" I replied. I stood up and pulled my trainers off and my hoodie. I stood at the edge and looked at the black waves crashing into the rocks.
"What're you doing?" Paul asked
"Jumping" I replied, smiling before letting myself fall.
As soon as I hit the water my breath was knocked out of me, it was that cold. I quickly pulled my self to the surface gasping for air. I went on my back and just let my self float. I looked up and saw Paul standing at the cliff, looking a cross between wanting to jump in, scared and angry.
"You comin' in or what?" I shouted up at him. He looked down at me.
"What the fuck are you doing?" He shouted, yup he was pissed
"Currently, I am chillin', what about you?" I asked, grinning. I knew he was angry but I couldn't help but act smart.
"You're such a fucking bitch Bella!" He shouted at me. Ok that was un-called for.
"Alright then!" I shouted back. I held my breath and went under. I looked around me at nothing imp articular, I just liked the feeling of being alone, no one could hear me or see me. I had to re-surface as my lungs were beginning to burn and my head hurt.
I looked back up and saw Paul was no longer there. I closed my eyes and just let myself float. I opened my eyes when I heard a splash from behind me. I turned around and saw Edward grinning at me.
"Fancy seeing you here" Edward greeted.
"What do you want? Haven't you done enough already?" I asked and started to swim away from him but keeping my head above the water.
"I wanted to finish what we started last night" Edward replied. I felt my blood run cold and it wasn't from the water.
"No" I said and started to swim faster.
"I know you want it Bella" Edward said, grabbing the collar of my top and pulling me back, I crashed against hiss chest so hard, I lost my breath. He ran his nose along my neck.
"It a shame. You smell like dog now" Edward said, "We should change that" Edward told me and started kissing my neck and my jaw. I felt his hands everywhere on me. I felt the bile rise in my throat.
"You want this Bella" Edward told me. I felt his hand leave a sick trail from my stomach to my centre. I felt sick at the thought of him actually doing this to me.
That day Edward raped me. He tried to tell me he loved me but I couldn't hear it. The only thing I heard was what Paul had told me before he left, "You're suck a fucking bitch Bella!".
When Edward had had enough of his torture he dragged me out of the water and sat me on the beach.
"I'll see you at school tomorrow. We should do this again sometime" He told me and was gone.
I didn't cry, I couldn't. I walked back up to the cliffs and pulled my trainers and hoodie back on. It was like I was a zombie again, I didn't actually know what I was doing my body was just functioning on it's own. I couldn't cry because I was numb. That's what I was numb.
I walked back down and realised I didn't have my truck it was still at home. I pulled out my phone, which was dry as it was in my hoodie and called a taxi.
"Bella!" I heard Paul shout. I turned my head slightly and saw him running towards me.
"Bella, what's wrong?" Paul asked, when he was standing right in front of me. The taxi pulled up behind him.
"I gotta go" I told him and got in the taxi.
"Bella?" Paul asked but the guy was already driving away.
I told him my address and seemed to mould into the seat. I paid the driver the money and walked into my house. Charlie still wasn't back, must be at Billy's. I thought. I walked up the stairs and into my room. I lay down on my bed which was still covered in glass. I stared at the ceiling.
I can't believe he done that to me. He raped me and he didn't even care. Paul didn't care, he hated me. I closed my eyes but I just saw the angry ones that belonged to Paul or the possessive ones that belonged to Edward. I wish I wasn't numb, at least that way I would know how I felt. There was a loud knock on the front door but I didn't answer it, I just kept my eyes closed and tried to sleep, at least that way I could forget for a while. The knocking didn't stop but that didn't make me open my eyes. I felt the bed shift under me. I opened my eyes and saw Paul sitting on my bed looking at me with sad eyes.
"Bella, what's wrong?" He asked. I didn't want to tell him, if I ded then it would just become more real. I didn't want that, I felt like I couldn't speak.
"Bella, what happened?" I closed my eyes and was met with Pauls sad eyes. I could feel tears running down my cheeks but I didn't feel sad.
"Bella, please, talk to me, please, Bella" Paul begged
"Paul…" I whispered
"Yeah?" He asked
"I'm numb" I told him. I felt him sigh at the bottom of my bed.
"Bella, what happened when I left?"
"Can't feel"
"What happened Bella? Tell me what happened when I left" Paul begged, I knew I had to tell him or it would just make things worse.
"He didn't stop" I whispered and I broke. I didn't feel numb anymore. I felt hurt, sadness and a whole lot of pain.
"What?" Paul asked, I could hear the cry in his voice without having to open my eyes to check.
"He didn't stop! You left and he didn't stop! He told me he loved me and that we should finish where we left off last night…. He didn't stop!" I cried. I curled into a ball and cried
"He… he raped you?" Paul asked
"Yes" I whispered
"I'll be back soon" Paul said and stood up, he was about to climb out my window when I shouted him.
"Paul, don't leave. Please don't leave me again" I begged. He looked torn between staying with me and whatever it was he wanted to go.
"Bella, I need to do something" He told me, I could hear the pain in his voice.
"What do you need to do?" I asked
"Kill Edward Cullen" He told me. I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see him leave again, I didn't want to hear him say goodbye, I just wanted him.
"I love you" I heard him say. I didn't say anything. I lay there curled up in my ball silently crying.
I suddenly remembered something Jake had told me earlier, you're the only reason he isn't phasing and ripping him apart, do you honestly think anyone would miss him?, No but if he does he could get seriously hurt.
If Paul got in a fight with Edward then there was a good change Paul was going to get hurt. I ran down the stairs, luckily without falling.
"Bella, what're you doing?" Charlie asked walking into the hall
"I need to go to La Push, I'll be back soon" I told Charlie and ran out of the house, grabbing my car keys.
I quickly jumped in my truck, I had the engine on before I had my door closed. I drove way over the speed limit to La Push. I quickly got out of my truck when I got to Jakes house. I banged on the door and Sam answered.
"What is it Bella?"
"Paul, he's going to kill Edward" I told him
"What? Why?"
"He raped me" I said, I saw anger flash across his face.
"JAKE, EMBRY!" Sam boomed and ran out of the house and phased into a giant wolf. Jake and Enbry came out of the house, in time to see Sam's black wolf run into the woods.
"What's going on?" Embry asked
"Paul's going to kill Edward because he raped me" I told them,
"Go with Sam, me and Bella will drive, ok?" Jake said and Embry was already gone.
"Come on" Jacob said dragging me to his car, he was taking me into his car as it was faster than my truck.
"Get in" He ordered and jumped into the other side. I quickly got in and Jake started the engine. I knew we were going fast but we still had a long way to get to the Cullen's house.
"Jake hurry" I said. Jacob looked at me and I felt a giant stab into my side. I clutched my side and cried out in pain.
"Bella, what's wrong?" Jake asked, speeding up. Pauls grinning face flashed across my face but it was replaced by him glaring down at me from the cliffs.
"Paul" I gasped out as another pain shot through my side.
"Bella, it's ok, we're nearly there, it's gonna be ok" Jake told me. I felt sick, it felt like all the blood was being drained from me and all my bones were being crushed. Jacob stopped the car and ran out. I looked out of the window and saw Sam, Embry and Jake, in wolf form growling at Edward who was standing on the opposite side of a limp Paul.
"Paul" I gasped. I felt like I couldn't walk, like all the blood had been drained from me. No, no, no, he wouldn't. I got out of the truck and stared at Paul. I could see the bite mark, that Edward had done to him. I fell to my knees in pain, it felt my entire body was being set alight. I looked around and saw everyone was staring at me.
"What did you do to him?" I screamed at Edward.
"Changed him" Edward said smiling, "Can you feel it Bella? Can you feel the pain I felt? That's the pain I felt when I left you" Edward told me. I screamed as it felt like someone had set a bonfire off in every single one of my nerves.
"Is she being changed?" Jacob asked, I didn't realise he wasn't wolf anymore.
"No but she might have to be" Edward said. I felt tears fall from my eyes as more pain filled me. I looked at Paul, he looked like he was sleeping, like he wasn't in any pain at all.
"Make it stop1 Make it stop!" I screamed at Edward
"Will you love me?"
"What?"
"If I stop this, will you choose me?" Edward asked
"Yes, just stop it! He doesn't deserve this!" I screamed at him. I was willing to be with Edward if it stopped Paul from changing into something he would hate forever, I wouldn't wish that on him.
I watched as Edward knelt down and placed his mouth over the bite mark that was already there. I felt as the fire slowly started to die down. I watched as Paul started to wake up. He looked at me and smiled slightly, until he saw Edward.
"She's mine now, ask her yourself" Edward said
"Bella, what's he talking about?" Paul croaked out.
"He was going to change you, I couldn't let him" I croaked out, I hadn't realised my throat hurt like that.
"What does he mean you're his?"
"I said if he stopped you from changing he could have me"
"What?" Paul asked, I could see the hurt in his eyes, what had I done?
"I'm his" I whispered
A/N So I managed to do another chapter so I think I should be able to do another one before I leave on Sunday. Songs for this chapter
All Time Low- Guts
All Time Low- Time Bomb
Bo Bruce- Running Up That Hill
Scouting For Girls- Love how it hurts
Ed Sheeran- Give me Love
Biffy Clyro- Bubbles
The Script- Together We Cry
Professor Green feat Haydon- Forever Falling
The Killers- Somebody Told Me