I woke up to the feeling of fingers running through my hair. I sighed and snuggled impossibly closer into James' chest.
'NAWW!'
My eyes shot open and looked straight across the room to see Carlos sitting on my computer chair, obviously he had been chatting with James or something. I hid my face in James' chest as I felt my cheeks heat up.
'What are you doing in here Carlos?' I groaned, well half muffled.
'Talking to James.' I was right… fancy that.
'And you choose to talk to him while where in bed and while I was asleep?' I asked him turning my head to the side to look at him.
'Well… yeah. I wanted to talk to James about some of the songs we are doing at the moment. I wanted to sing but he wouldn't let me talk above a whisper.'
'That's because I didn't want you waking Kendall up, he needed his sleep.' I could here the smirk in his voice but I choose to ignore it.
'Awesome. Well now do you want to leave our room so I can get changed.'
'Naw but babe I haven't finished talking to Carlos yet.'
'James can't you go finish the conversation in the lounge?'
'Nope I want to finish it here.'
I glared up at him then got out of bed and started moving towards my closet, noticing that there was only a dull ache today.
'Fine I'll go to the bathroom to get changed.'
'Sounds like a good idea.'
'Jerk.' I mumbled as I picked out my clothes and moved towards the door.
'What was the Kendall?'
'Nothing.' I walked out the door and slammed it shut behind me. I walked to the bathroom and quickly got dressed chucking my clothes in the hamper and moving into the kitchen to get something to eat. I noticed Logan had just finished making pancakes and had set them on the table.
'Morning Kendall.'
I looked over to him and just nodded before sitting down next to him and quickly saying thanks.
'Before I call Carlos and James what's wrong? You look upset and a bit angry.
I sighed and just let everything out.
'It's James! He's treating me like crap! I'm not something that he can just order around. I thought I meant more to him then that. I understand that he's dominant and everything but I still have feelings and a fricken reputation. I hate it that I give in to him so easy! I can't help it, it just feel right but I wish he didn't take advantage of it you know.'
I finished saying everything then broke down crying. I hated that when it came to James I was such a girl. I risked looking at Logan who looked sympathetic then stood up and yelled for James and Carlos to come eat. They both rushed out and sat down. James looked at me and his smile vanished, he immediately reached over to me but I flinched away.
'Don't touch me James.'
'Kendall…'
'Just don't.'
I got up and walked to my room slamming the door behind me. I lied face down on my bed and started crying into my pillow.
The door opened then shut and then I felt the bed dip down and a hand started rubbing my back.
'Kendall what's wrong?'
I moved away from him but he picked me up. I struggled to get free of his grasp but he wasn't having it. He pulled me to his chest and I molded myself into it. I grasped his shirt and just cried.
'I heard what you said to Logan before.'
I froze. He was not meant to hear that.
'I-I'm really sorry Kendall. I just…well yeah.'
I sniffed and pulled back looking him in the eyes. I melted.
'It's ok James'
Again I give in to James fricken Diamond.
James smiled. 'Come on let's go back and finish eating.'
James led the way out of our bedroom and into the kitchen. When Logan saw our hands he glared at me as much to say 'Why the fuck did you give into him!' I shrank back behind James and hid my head in his shoulder. I felt James look up and probably glare at Logan.
James tried to push me towards me seat next to Logan but I wouldn't let go of his arm.
'Kendall come on you have to sit down and eat.' He whined at me. It was quite amusing actually.
I shook my head into his shoulder. 'I don't want to sit next to Logan. He's going to tell me off.'
I heard everything go silent and then I felt three pairs of eyes on me. Oh crap. I just released that I just acted submissive… and pathetic for that matter in front of my best friends and apparently it had shocked them. I tried to push myself even further into James' side from embarrassment. Truth was I don't like being dominant and being in charge all the time. I liked to be able to just relax and have someone else take over for a change and with James I can do that, no with James I had to do that it just feels right. It's just going to shock everyone for a while. But that was different. What I had just said made me sound like a baby and Kendall Knight did NOT act like a baby.
'Kendall can I please talk to you.' Logan looked straight at me, waiting for me to answer him.
I looked at James and silently pleaded with him to get me out of talking with Logan.
'I think you should talk with Logan. But not right now. Right now I want you to sit down and finish eating because breakfast is an important part of your day.'
I looked at him. 'What are you, my mother?'
He glared at me and I quickly shuffled to my seat and started eating my pancakes. I could feel his gaze on me. I risked looking up and he caught my eyes. I quickly looked down and went back to eating.
Once I was finished I picked my plate up and put it in the dishwasher. I then started walking to my room to get my things ready to go to Rouque Records. I said thanks to Logan and kept walking. I put my duffle bag on my bed and threw a pair of trackies and a black wife beater into it as well as a pair of runners then zipped it up. I turned around and nearly walked straight into James. He grabbed my arms to stop me from falling backwards. I went to move away but he wouldn't let go of me. I looked up at him and watched him lean in and catch my lips in a possessive kiss. I immediately returned the kiss not wanting to get into more trouble then I'm probably already in. Crap I really am submissive! I seem to be letting James take over more and more each minute! He ended the kiss and looked at me in the eyes.
'What is with you and the snide comments this morning?'
I looked down.
'I have no idea what your talking about James.'
'Bullshit you don't! Kendall you called me a jerk earlier a..'
'That's because you where being one!' I protested.
'Kendall whether I am being am or not is beside the point. The point is that you're being rude to me and I'm not having it. I expect you to be respectful. Got it?'
I couldn't help but look up and meet his eyes.
I smirked at him.
'Nope'
My smirk faded straight from my face as I took in the look of his face and the look in his eyes. He bent towards me and whispered in my ear.
'You better smarten your act real quick Kendall or your ass is going to be very sore real quick.'
He let go of me and walked out grabbing both his and my duffle bags. I stood there too much in shock to move.
Did James just threaten me?
AN: So what do you guys think about James? What should Kendall do?
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