Chapter 4:

Author's notes: This one seems a little different to my the last ones. I find its a little funnier but no less juicer. It made me laugh while writing it, so I hope it draws a few for the readers as well. Let me know if it does!

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Gilbert pouted, good natured considering the problem had reappeared.

"I'm...sorry!"

"You know that that's the problem!" Prussia chastised teasingly.

However this made Canada turn in their bed and burry his face in his hands in mortification. They were back to square 1 in seems. Even with foreplay, a normal bedsession was not cutting it for the prudish purple eyed man-toy of his.

(-giggle mantoy!-)

Prussia chewed his lower lip a bit in frustration. His impotence had reared its ugly head again. The last week had been very fun though! Especially with Ludwig gone on business. Matthew had very much fulfilled him sexually. Invigorated by his ability to gain an erection and had happilly pounded into his lover. Prussia was very willing to bottom for him, however it became clear to the blonde that he was indulging him and was not naturally an uke.

He loved his fair haired Matthew and so he kissed the other's back at the junction of his shoulder and left him to fret about it, as he always did. There was nothing he could do to cajole or comfort the blonde when the problem was such a viscious circle. Padding to take a cold shower and calm himself a bit, Gilbert pondered on the problem furthur. So... Canada could get an erection when he felt needed as a seme and he himself roleplayed as an Uke. Unfortunately, the blonde himself did not act, did not instigate by himself or do anything that would usually be within the baggage and prerogative of one. However when the roles were reversed, it seemed the younger country could not get comfortable, relax or enjoy his sexuality. Over thinking absolutely everything and stiffing any kind of response from his own body.

"Scheiße that's cold!" The albino swore.

However it did the trick and he felt himself temporarily transform into a girl, since his family jewels decided to hide quite literally into their jewelry box to avoid the cold water. The Prussian didn't intend to take a full shower, only enough to kill his sexual appetite. Once he turned off the spray of cold water and started to towel himself he heard a stifled sob from the other room.

He hurried to his love's side.

"Birdie... Birdie, its ok..." He embraced the other man, who trembled in his arms.

"NO! It's not ok! Why can't this be normal? Like everyone else. Why do you even stay with me when its obvious I can't do or be what you want me to?"

"..." Gilbert hated this situation as much as Matthew did.

He obviously loved the gentle blonde not for the sex he could provide. Sex though for him, was... something he needed though. He would go un-awesomely insane if he didn't regularly masturbate or fool around. However when he'd gotten into this relationship he'd been very patient with Matthew and had accepted the other's problems as well as pace.

He'd cajoled the other non-stop and it didn't seem to be sinking into the Canadian nation representative that he really... couldn't care less. He would just masturbate if he needed to, however the blonde really trully wanted to have a sexlife with him despite it all.

"You know it hurts me too Birdie. But not because of the reasons you think. You vhant this with me, I know you do. Who vhouldn't, I'm awesome!" He chuckled trying to make the conversation a bit lighter. "You're trying to hard but maybe... maybe Mattie, you should just take it easy und not worry to much about it for a while. It's not like I'll die."

"But... but..." The purple doe eyes lifted up to his. Tears streaking down his face, the albino gently whiped them away.

"Nein... No worrying. If you don't feel like it, you don't feel like it und I won't push at all. Don't ever feel like you owe it to me just because we're a couple Birdie. It's not how it works."

Prussia kissed his boyfriends forehead and rocked the other lovingly. Sadness lingered in both their hearts though but at least Matthew wasn't crying anymore, somewhat placated.

'I need to back off of this anyways, the pressure on him isn't helping.' Gilbert thought.

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They had recently moved in together and the first 2 months were fairly nice... There was one exception: having your sexually impotent boyfriend living with youwas very awkward when you took care of 'business' and he kept walking in on it. Especially when said boyfriend would react so cutely in his embarassment! Gilbert and him had made a mutual agreement that he'd keep taking care of himself and Matthew would approach him whenever he'd feel comfortable or able to engage him sexually.

Well one of these times was now:

"Mmmnnhaaah Ahh Matt..." He threw his head up, his mouth parted as he felt his orgasm approach.

"Yes?"

Red eyes snapped open just in time to see the blonde in the reflection of the bathroom mirror, opening the door to the bathroom where he was currently propped on the counter shagging himself.

"Mein GUTT! MATT!"

Too late! He jizzed.

Spilling himself on the tile floor, Prussia pressed his unoccupied hand on his mouth and splayed it completely embarrassed and mortified at the scene he must be presenting to Matthew. His jeans bunched down around his knees and his blue shirt ridden up under his armpits. However the orgasm was especially intense because of the embarrassment of the situation and he groaned as he finished the last few throbbing spirts of ejaculate escaping. The blonde in the mirror blushed furiously red. His whole body stiffened and then he turned around, closing the washroom door behind him politely. Saying nothing.

"Gottverdammt!" It wasn't like he was an exhibitionist.

Matthew had said he'd be going to visit his brother tonight! Apparently he'd forgotten something since he'd swung back home after his meeting today. It was why Prussia hadn't bothered closing the bathroom door when he'd started to pleasure himself.

This actually had happened quite a few other times:

On the couch as he watched porn extremely late at night, knowing Matthew was a fairly deep sleeper and not expecting the blonde to wake up for an unexpected midnight bathroom break.

Again, when he'd told the other he was going to take a nap during the weekend... which wasn't exactly the truth. Mattew had decided to join him only to find him thrusting in a pillow whispering his name.

Once, he had even used some of his toys and been caught with a dildo stuck in his ass while taking a bath by the other.

Gilber sighed, cleaning the bathroom floor and washing his hands. He really needed to learn to lock the bathroom door! Each an every time was embarrassingly awkward. However the Canadian had never...ever... decided to pick up or participate. He simply turned around and left usually. Blushing everytime he looked at him for a day or two, then everything went back to normal.

"S...sorry Mattie."

He heard the other rummage around the house still, packing a bag he'd apparently forgotten to bring with him before making the decision to leave to visit his brother. It almost sounded like he'd ran to the house. At least... it seemed like it, since he was panting.

Nothing could be farther than the truth. The slender Canadian padded up to him, still flushed from his earlier blush and looked him up and then down. Then grabbed his shirt and kissed him. Hard...with tongue and everything!

'Oh surprise surprise!' Gilbert thought briefly.

The lithe Canadian pushed him over, tripping over something and making them both fall rather harshly on the ground. Obviously, Prussia was the one landing on his ass, however this didn't seem to be daunting the other as he kept trying to suck out his tonsils... or something! Then there was this really annoying and hard thing that kept picking him in the stomach. Was that? Noooooo it couldn't be! The blonde finally pulled back for air and arched over him. Pressing a very stiff and defined erection into his lower stomach.

"Gil... I need you!" His boyfriend begged, holding onto his neck and burying his face

Oh dear lord it was and he was very much inclined to oblige. Regardless of the fact that he'd just come fairly recently, his own body began to react slowly to the erotic rarity of his lover actually having an erection.

He sighed longingly. Man he was such a pathetic sucker...

"Gil?"

"Birdie I love you!"

Trip to his brother's place forgotten, Matthew Williams was thoroughly loved that evening. This time, he was on the receiving end and enjoyed every moment of it. The albino pulled every trick in the book, and seeing as how he owned a whole basement of journals that dated from the 12 century and onwards. Those books were filled alphabetically and starting by 'adultery to zoophilia' ... that last one he had a lock on! -cough-

Matthew was particularly receptive once he let himself go. Also... very vocal. He wasn't going to complain and neither was he going to just let his boyfriend off the hook easilly. He drew it out (obviously) and at the end of it. They were sogging breathless messes on the carpeted living room with himself deeply imbedded in the blonde and Prussia knew he had carpet burns on his knees from thrusting so harshly.

"That was... amazing."

"Why thank you. But... don't you mean awesome?"

The blonde underneath him laughed which caused his bowels to clench on his lover's still sheathed and sensitive genitals. Prussia shivered fully satisfied and feeling particularly smug at the moment.

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By the way I made fan art of this story on deviant art, so if you want to check it out:

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