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"Rocky, wake up. We are in Japan.", I heard Cece softly saying and I opened my eyes and saw her sitting next to me, smiling at me sweetly.

I was confused, because she was acting like nothing ever happend between us, but I was glad for that. She was looking excitely out of the window and I opened my mouth, when I saw that she was right.

We were really in Japan.

I saw many big buildings out there and my brain was still too sleepy to get the fact that we were really there, in that country. Not in Chicago, or even in the US - we were on the other side of world.

"Who´s gonna be there first?", Flynn screamed and jumped from his seat, Henry was right behind him.

"Of course it will be me!", my bro shouted and also run in their direction.

I giggled, when I saw both of our moms rolling their eyes. Yep - boys, they will never grow up. I mean, Ty it´s like 18 now, and he is still acting like...like that.

But what, he is my brother and I still love him.

"We should go too, Rockstar.", Cece said and grabbed my hand.

When we stepped out of the plane, I felt that we were both frozen.

We just stood there, on the biggest aiport I ever saw and we were looking all around us. It was like two girls from some village just came to New York - that´s how I felt in that moment.

I realized she was still holding my hand and squeezing it from excitment and I blushed a little.

"Oh my GOD, this is just unbelievable!", she screamed at the whole airport and I just slowly nodded in agreement.

Flynn, Henry and Ty were running around the whole airport and talking about that they will visit some otaku shops and buy stuff with Naruto and Bleach.

"Oh Gosh, look at this Georgia. This is just...wow.", my mom said as she walked from the plane together with Ceces mom.

"Mom, can we make a little visit around the shops?", Cece pleased as she turned to her mom, who gave her a death glare, but then she smiled at her.

"We need to get to our apartment first, then you can. But you have to take a guide or something, this city is just...too big for two little girls like you.", she said and looked at the top of the building in front of us.

Cece sighed and nodded, then turned to me.

"Pf, we are 16, gosh! Do you know Tokyo good, right? You are smarter than some stupid guide.", she said and I nodded, then looked away from her.

She gave me an actual compliment. Wow.

Yep, I knew the streets of Japan pretty good, because I was studying about it a lot last time. I wanted to be prepared for everything, I wanted to know everything about every single street in this city.

Maybe I didn´t know every single street, but I knew almost all streets with clothes Cece would like to buy and that was all I needed now.

"Okay guys, the cabs are here.", my mom said.

Me, Cece and Ty sat in one cab and our moms, together with Flynn and Henry were in the second one.

When we finally got to our apartment, some japanese guy, who supposed to take care of us during the whole trip, showed us our rooms.

Moms had one room together with two beds, Ty had a room with Flynn and Henry with three beds, and Cece and I had one room with...one bed.

I looked up to the tall guy, who looked little nervous now, because it was probably a mistake, that we had only one bed...It was a king bed and I started to feel pretty bad.

"Um, sorry but we don´t have more rooms with more beds. I hope you don´t mind.", he said and carefuly looked at us both.

I looked at Cece, who just shrugged and said "Whatever".

"Okay, can I do something else for you?", he asked and we both shooked our heads. So he just left us alone there.

Cece let her bags fall on the floor and she jumped on the bed and lied there, looking to the ceiling and smiling.

"Where do you want to go first?", she asked and lied on her side now, curiously looking at me. I sat up on the bed and noticed how soft it was...

I tried to push every dirty though about Cece away from my head, but it was pretty hard.

"Um, well there are hundreeds of shops here.", I said and she smirked, sighed happily and lied back on her back.

"This is the best day ever. This city is just so big and beautiful and I don´t even know where should we go first!", she said and I giggled.

She was so cute when she was excited about something like now. Cece was so full of energy...

"But we should get unpacked first.", I said and she rolled her eyes.

"Come on, Rocky. We are here to have some fun. But fine, I think I can do that, but then we will go out, okay?", she said and I nodded, then grabbing my bag and started upacking my stuff.

After a while, when I was almost unpacked, and Cece too, something fall on the floor, when I grabbed my T-shirts from the bag.

Cece took it and when I saw what it was, I frozed.

It was my "Book of Thoughs". That´s how I called it. It was something like a diary, but not exactly a diary. I had many poems and songs and things like that written in there.

And almost all of them were about my love for Cece, or my terrible feelings I had when I knew she will never be mine.

"What is this, Rock?", she asked and slowly opened the book and I sighed. I knew there was no way to took it back from her.

"Just some poems and songs I wrote.", I said and she let out a little "oh" and started reading something somewhere in the middle of the book.

I just prayed that it wont be something that would make her angry.

"Sometimes I wish that the rain could wash away all those things hiden deep inside of me. All those feelings, all the pain - I just want to stop feel them, to get them out of my head. I want to become...numb. Why do I even have them? Sometimes I ask myself, if God has some plans with my unnecessary existence ... But there is also another side of this - everything has a good and a bad side and this isn´t an exeption. There is a light, somewhere in the middle of the darkness that´s all around me. I can´t see that light good, but I know that it is really there. Is it hope, what I feel? Maybe. All I know is, that love is the answer, and that there is always some hope. I know, that I will...

"Touch that light one day.", I finished instead of her and she looked at me with her mouth opened.

I remembered that one. I wrote it half year ago and it was also about her. She was the light and everything else was the darkness.

"Wow, Rocky...why didn´t you tell me that you are a writer?", she asked and she looked little hurted that I didn´t tell her.

"It was my...little secret.", I sighed and sat up on the bed, she sat right next to me and slowly put the book on the bed.

"What was it about?", she asked more in whisper, and I felt shivers all over my body. That question came from nowhere and I was afraid to tell her the truth.

But I didn´t want to lie to her again. She deserved to have a honest friend.

"About you.", I whispered and looked down, waiting for her to answer.