"Bella?" Rose called from the other side of the door and I just curled up under my blankets, preparing to just lay here until I was numb and all the pain was washed washed away "Are you awake" she called again but I didn't answer her. I hadn't slept most of the night and I was seriously tired from crying my eyes out as well, and now all I wanted to do was sleep.

There was a commotion on the other side of the door and it sounded like rose was arguing about something with either Alice or Emmet, I couldn't really tell, five minutes later my door creaked open and I heard someone walk towards my bed and sit down next to me. I could tell it was Rose because the bed didn't dip as much as it would have if Emmet was sitting there. I turned around so that I was laying on my back and staring up at the blank celling, it reminded me about my life.

"Are you ok" she asked and I looked at her, my eyes were probably blood shot and puffy.

"Not really" I answered her and then sat up bringing my knees to my chest. "I keep thinking about it, about him" I felt more tears wanting to come and I pushed them down, I didn't feel like crying anymore, I didn't feel like hurting. I just wanted the pain to go away and every memory I had of Mike to go away with it. "What did I do wrong" I asked as I looked into her eyes and found that they were sad and angry.

"You didn't do anything wrong Bella, you were the best thing to ever happen to him and he gave you up so he is the wrong one not you" she said and climbed into the bed with me, she put her arm around my shoulder's and rested my head on her. We stayed like that for a moment longer while I just thought about what she said. Up until now I had been blaming myself for Mike cheating on me, saying that I hadn't tried hard enough or I didn't love him enough but I didn't stop to think that maybe it was all his fault. Maybe he was the one that didn't love me enough but it still felt like I had done something wrong.

"It still hurts" she squeezed my shoulders and I took a deep breath, I wondered when I had gotten so insecure. I was stronger than this I was better. But here I was blaming myself for a failed relationship and crying in my best friends arms.

"Who wants food" Emmet walked in a second later with a tray full of food and what smelled like hot chocolate. He had a huge grin on his face that was so familiar and comforting it made me smile as well. As long as I had these people in my life I would be fine, I don't know what I would do without them. He walked over to the bed and set the tray over my lap and I laughed at the amount of food that was on it. It was enough to fed the three of us. "so we have toast and fruit, some doughnuts, eggs scrambled, the way you like them, theres yoghurt and strawberries and then finally and nice big cup of hot chocolate with a hand full of marshmallows to top" he sounded so excited as he went on with his list that I could help but smile at him.

"Emmet I said get her something to eat not the whole kitchen." Rose sighed and I chuckled which made her laugh. Sometimes her husband was like a big excited man child, but I think thats what she loved about him the most.

"I didn't know what she felt like" Emmet smiled and stole a doughnut from the tray before getting out of the room when Rose tried t hit him. I looked down at the tray and felt like a pig just looking at it.

"Is Alice still here" I asked and looked at Rose who was laughing at the door where Emmet had just disappeared through.

"Yes, she's down stairs"

"Have you guys eaten yet" I asked her and she smiled. We called Alice up to the room and made a nest of blankets and pillows on the floor and set the tray in the middle of us and turned the tv on. We stayed like that for most of the day while Emmet brought us food and whatever we needed. He didn't mind being a slave for the day and he took his duties very seriously. At one point he come up to the room so much I told him to just stay so he made himself comfortable between myself and rose and Alice sat on my other side.

"Rose?" I asked when we had grown bored of the tv and where just lying on the floor in comfortable silence. Rose had her head resting on Emmets stomach and I had my head on Roses stomach and Alice layed beside me with a pillow under her head, it felt like college all over again, when we would get together in someones dorm room and just chill on a Friday night.

"mmm"

"Have you sent notifications out that the wedding is cancelled" I asked and she went tense for a second but relaxed.

"I did them last night, I also cancelled with the planner and she will be notifying the florist venue and caterer that everything is to be cancelled" my heart broke a little bit more but at the same time I felt relived that everything was taken care of and I wouldn't have to do it myself. I wonder what everyone was saying, if they were saying anything at all, the only one I had to tell personally was my dad but I took care of that this morning when I called him after we ate. To say he was pissed off was an understatement, he was ready to get his gun and hunt Mikes ass down, he actually gave the phone to my step mother while he searched for his gun and car keys. I would have laughed if he wasn't being so serious. Sue had to calm him down and when he did he apologised to both of us.

"Well at least that's done" I said and looked up at the celling.

"Bella?" Rose asked and I looked up at her. She looked kind of nervous.

"Yes"

"We were thinking..." she was cut off by Emmet before she could finish what she wanted to say.

"They were thinking I was just dragged into it" he said and Rose glared up at him.

"WE. Were thinking that maybe you should get out of town for a while"

"Why?" I looked at them confused, why would I need to get out of town.

"Well we thought that you would like to get out of town for a while, until the whole wedding drama dies down" I pushed my self off of Rose so that I was sitting in front of them. Wedding drama?

"Why would I want to get out of town because of the wedding" they looked at each other and then back at me but before any of them could answer the door bell rang and emmet was the first one up.

"I'll go get that" and he rushed out of the room. I turned my attention to Alice and Rose who were just sitting there looking at me.

"We thought it would be good for you to take a vacation, get your head around the whole thing and help you move on a little" Alice said finally "we thought it would be fun"

"Fun? Guys my wedding was cancelled its not like I just found out that I have cancer." I looked at them seriously " sure its going to hurt for a while but I can get on with my life as I move on as well, I don't need to put everything on hold just because of one man"

"We were just thinking that it would be good for you" Rose said defensively and glared at me

"Good for me, how would running away from my problems be good for me" before either of them could answer me we heard a loud bang coming from down stairs. Like emmet had fallen to the floor or dropped something. We then heard loud grunting and what sounded like muffled swearing. "what the hell" I looked at Rose and Alice and then got up from the floor and went to go see what Emmet was up to, what we saw was a shock and a half.

Emmet had Mike in a head lock and Mike was trying to bring his elbow up into emmet's Groin. "Stop!" I shouted at them but they didn't, Emmet was trying to move Mike out of the front door but he was trying very hard to stay inside. I rushed down stairs and was about to jump on them when Rose held me back and I was reduced to just screaming at them. "stop" but they still wouldn't or Mike wouldn't, I could tell Emmet was trying to pull away but Mike just kept going for him.

"Mike! Stop" I eventually shouted and he looked up at me and stopped struggling with Emmet, who then let mike fall to the floor so that he was staring up at me. "what the hell is going on"

"He wouldn't let me in" Mike glared at Emmet and he met the glare with his own.

"My house asshole, my rules" Emmet said but he didn't move away from Mike and towards Rose like I knew he wanted to, he probably stayed there incase Mike tried anything else. Mike got to his feet and started to reach for me but when I took a step back he stopped and his eyes filled with hurt.

"I just want to talk to you" he said in a soft voice and Rose looked at me, I nodded slightly and looked at Emmet. This was going to have to happen wether I liked it or not and I had to be alone, I couldn't have Rose piping up in the middle of the conversation about what an asshole he is or what a huge mistake he had made because all that would result in is a huge argument and I wasn't in the mood for that shit.

"Ok" I said and Emmet frowned at me "I'll be fine" I smiled at him and he nodded his head and walked over to Rose.

"We'll wait in the kitchen" he said and grabbed Rose's hand but she stopped him and looked at me.

"i'm not leaving her alone" I gave Emmet a look and he could see that I wanted to do this alone and he nodded his head and smiled at me.

"She'll be fine. Come on lets go" he started to lead her away into the kitchen and Alice followed behind them, giving me an encouraging smile as she went. I turned to Mike who was standing awkwardly in the hallway, the area around his right eye was a little red and I wondered if Emmet had punched him, if so it was going to bruise in about an hour and I don't know how I felt about that. It was like I wanted to see him hurt but at he same time I didn't want to see him in pain. My heart was ripping me in two and I hated it.

I walked into the lounge and took a seat on the single couch so he wouldn't get the idea of sitting next to me, because I knew he would. He took the seat in front of me instead and it made us look at each other. It looked like he hadn't slept in a while or showered but i'm pretty sure I didn't look any better, his blue eyes were sad but hopeful and it made me want to cry. He had looked at me so many times with those blue eyes of his, I had fallen in love with them and the man that they belonged to, I used to see the future we had together when I looked into his eyes, but now all I saw when I looked into them was him with the red head.

"I'm so sorry Bella" he said after a while of silence and I was forced to look at him again. "what I did was wrong and stupid, and it was a moment of weakness, but that doesn't mean you had to call off our wedding"

"Yes it did" I frowned at him, there were no trace on his face that he was joking about what he just said. "you cheated on me Mike"

"I know but we could have moved past that, Bella I love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I don't want to let one stupid mistake get in the way of that" I couldn't believe what he was saying. He wanted me to forgive him and to turn the other check, to forget about what he had done.

"Its all ready in the way, this isn't some fight that can be fixed over couples therapy. You betrayed me, two days before our wedding. We were going to spend the rest of our lives together, build a family together."

"And that is still possible"

"No it's not" I could feel the tears start to fall down my face again "you gave that up when you got into bed with the wrong woman. I love you Mike I do, but when I look at you I see her and I don't want that, I don't want a relationship where I see you with another woman every day even when she's not there, when I look at you I'm supposed to be seeing our future together and I don't" I was struggling to keep my voice level now and the image in front of me was becoming blurry because of all the crying.

"So thats it then, your going to give up on a three year relationship because of one mistake" he asked and I had to take a deep breath before answering him.

"Yes" I said simply and he nodded his head and got up from where he was seated. I closed my eyes as he walked past me and I tired to keep the tears back. There was a small part of me that wanted to turn around and tell him not to leave, to tell him to hold me in his arms until the pain went away but how dose someone take that hurt away when they are the one that caused it in the first place.

"I'm always going to love you Bella" he said from right behind me and a few minutes later I heard the door open and shut. I opened my eyes after that I let out the breath I was holding and I just couldn't stop crying, it was becoming hard to breath, to make sense of what was going on around me. I felt strong arms wrap around my body and lift me up so that I was sitting on Emmets lap.

"It hurts so much" I cried into his shoulder and he held me closer, like a big brother would do to his little sister who just hurt herself on the play ground, only this wasn't a scraped knee and it would take more than a plaster to fix me up.

"I know it does" he whispered in my ear "but your going to get through this and we will be here with you every step of the way" I finally calmed down after a few minutes and my crying stopped, I thought about what Rose and Alice had said about going away and how it might help me to move on, and maybe they were right.

"Emmet"

"Yes sis"

"Take me away from this place"