Austin's POV
I had been up all night thinking about what Ally had said to me. Another baby? I was trying to consider an offer for a world tour and she springs this on me. Saying no to Ally kills me but surely watching Trish get ready was going to have that effect on her. Even if she did only find out about Trish that night. I mean I had just gotten used to the idea before we had the miscarriage but I don't know if I just felt that way because it was going to happen or was I really ready for this kind of commitment. I had a phone call from Jimmy at eleven asking me to come down to the office as he needed an answer about the world tour. The world tour I hadn't even told my girlfriend about yet…
'Jimmy I just don't know if I'm able for this kind of commitment yet?'
'Well Austin I don't know how much longer I can ignore the demands from your fans about a world tour.'
'I know Jimmy, it's just that I'm worried about having to leave Ally for too long.'
'Why what's wrong with Ally that you can't leave her for too long?'
'Oh god nothing's wrong, I just feel like I haven't been there as much as I should be recently and I want to change that.'
'Well world tour yes or no?' My world froze.
'Can Ally come on the tour.'
'If she really really has to, yes.'
'Alright, yes I'll l go on the tour.'
I was waiting to meet Ally, Trish and Dez at the park. I needed to talk to them about this and especially Ally. This would affect her life more than it would affect mine.'
'Ally, I need to speak to you.'
'Me too Austin, it's important. Have you thought about my question lastninght?' Trish and Dez hadn't come over yet.
'Ally maybe it's just too soon, I don't think either of us are ready to have a baby yet.' Ally faced fell and I put my hand out to her, suddenly she collapsed at my feet and vicious sobs racked her back. 'ALLY WHAT'S WRONG?' I was terrified, there had only been one other time I had seen Ally be this upset and it killed me. She just looked at me and then ran off. I shouted after her but she kept running, I went to follow her and Trish pulled me back.
'What did you say to her Austin?'
'I told her I didn't think that we were ready to have a baby for a while.'
'Oh my god Austin, Ally is pregnant. She only asked you that question because she wanted to see if you would be happy about the news.' My heart just collapsed everywhere, I had told my girlfriend, the absolute love of my life that I wasn't ready to have a baby while she was pregnant. I am a monster. I whipped out my phone and dialed her number. And again, And again, nothing. I ran over and jumped into my car. I drove straight to the one place I knew that I would find her. Sonic boom. I jumped out of my car and ran to the door, it was unlocked. 'Oh god, ALLY.' I was screaming for her, when I opened the door to the practice room, all my worst fears came true. A thin girl was curled up on her floor, a mass of matted hair covered her face. Ally was out cold.