Hi ya here's chapter 4 :) sorry it's short
I ripped the door off its hinges running in to be electrocuted. I was thrown against the wall making the room shake and the remaining book shelves fall with a loud bang. Books flew everywhere their old pages flapping in the wind but I didn't see that. All I saw was her. Her small arms wrapped around her legs pulling herself in to a tiny ball. She was shaking as dry sobs racked her body. Her eyes were wide open almost glowing. She flinched as I slowly stood up cringing deeper into her little ball hiding her face. "Bella?" I called timidly. Another sobbed echoed around the room. My eyes softened all insecurities gone. "Bella, Bells don't cry. Please, please don't cry." I said my eyes getting prickled with tears I could never shed. "I swear I won't hurt you. I wont let anyone hurt you ever again you hear me never!" I pushed against the invisible shield around her sharp stabs of pain going threw me. The shield crackled growling with resistance. Her wide terrified eyes shot up at my face. Her long brown hair was sprawled down past her shoulders cascading down her face. She just stared as I shoved through landing on my knees inches away from her face. Pain stilled tickled my skin as I lifted one finger to brush a strand of mahogany brown away from her heart shaped face. A small sob blew past her lips. "Don't cry baby please don't cry. Your okay nothing is going to hurt you." I hesitantly pulled her into my arms. More sobs came as she finally gave up. The shield disappeared as she lost control. I pulled her closer and leaned my head against the wall closing my eyes. "It wasn't supposed to happen like this! I wasn't supposed to wake up! Who am I? What am I?!" she screamed into my chest. Her voice was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. I just gripped her tighter trying to stop her from breaking. "You're Bella. You're my sweet, beautiful Bella." She kept clawing at her chest until I held her smooth hands still with one of my equally cold ones. "What is this pain? It's ripping at my chest! Why won't it stop? Please, please make it stop!" What could I do how could I make it stop? How could I stop someone else's pain when I could barely contain my own? So I said the only thing I could say. "I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry."
We stayed there a while, Cassidy leaning against the door frame and I against the wall stoking her hair humming the song (I will follow you into the Dark-Death Cab for Cutie) I composed for Amy over and over. She looked up at my face and stroked my cheek. My eyes fluttered open. I finally got a good look at her beautiful eyes. They were oxen black with small streaks of butter scotch yellow almost brown. Her face looked calculating then happy. A small shy smile spread across her face. "You have really pretty eyes." She sang. Cassidy smirked as I chuckled. "So do you beautiful." She hid her face in my chest. If she could blush she would have been beat red. Cassidy laughed as my smile grew. Amy, I think I'm going to be okay.