Okay so thanks to everyone that reviewed I really do enjoy reading your opinions. To everyone that reads my other story MY HEART INSISTS I am sorry for not updating but I am having a sort of writers block with that story so I am thinking about where I want it to go. But I will update within the next week or so, so be expecting a new chapter the latest the 25th okay. Okay so on with this story, oh also delicious made me think of something he/she commented on that fact that many of these stories more than likely tend to use the excuse of "I left so you could be a better guardian" BS, but any ways if you guys think of a good excuse or any excuse please write to me because I think I will have a hard time with the excuse. And with no further delay here is the fourth chapter.

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RPOV

Last night had been for lack of better words Crazy. I think over all I got around 3, 4 hours of sleep. I went to sleep at around 4am [I know pretty early right, well I was tired], then woke up around 4:45am (I am sorry if I ever get the times mixed up it is really hard to think about 'their' schedules so bare with me) Sofia kept waking up hungry so I had to feed her, then I would stay up burping her and trying to get her to sleep. Minutes later I would have to get up to change her dipper. When I asked Christian or the rest of the guardians to help me out they said something among the line of 'sorry that's were my love ends' cowards! I didn't bother Alexei or Tasha oh no, no one even saw them for the rest of the night, or wake up with Sofie's cries for that matter. Lissa helped me out a couple of times but she was tired also.

But Dimitri wow he was always there. Around 7:23 am he worked out a way for me to get a little more sleep he aid I would feed her since I was breast feeding and he would burp her put her to sleep and change her dipper. All though that did sound wonderful I couldn't let him stay up all night, so I told him I would feed, burp and put to sleep and he would change her.

I was so thankful he really did act like her father I mean he was but he didn't know it I can't imagine how he will be once I tell him, which I am planning on doing pretty soon, I don't know. Another thing since Sofia was sleeping in bassinet in my room, I offered Dimitri to stay with me we actually slept in the same bed it felt so good although we didn't cuddle or spoon. I didn't want him getting up from his although it was only a room away if he was going to help me with Sofia then the least I could do was offer him to sleep in here with me. Well at least that is what I told my self.

I am currently in the kitchen making breakfast, everyone is still asleep. I am making chocolate chip pancakes, bacon, sausages, egg, hush brown, toast, and I have some fruit. Lissa woke up first "morning" she said with her pj's still on "morning" I responded.

"Want me to help you setting the table?" she said a she got a piece of papaya.

"Yes please, do you know if any one else is up?"

"Yeah, Christian is freshening up, I just saw Aiden, Amanda, and Andres they said they were going to go do a quick inspection and then they would be back, I also say Alexei and Tasha" she said giving me a wicked wink.

"Lissa I don't want to lose my appetite again" I moaned

"Yeah well you are going to have to see them at the table, so will Christian. Hey I haven't seen Dimitri I saw his door open but he wasn't in there?" god what is she going to think

"Yeah well last night he was really helpful and for like the first two hours he kept getting up going to my room to help me and then back to his so I uh…"

"So you what?" she said trying to search my face I could sense she already knew she just wanted me to confirm her thoughts.

"Oh you know what I did, yes I let him sleep in the room with me, but we didn't do anything. Not like he still wants me." she rolled her eyes

"Come on Rose I know you can see it as well as anyone else, He still loves you he probably has a good reason for leaving the way he did, and imagine how happy he will be when you tell him Sofie's his he already loves her to pieces. He lights up when ever you or Sofia are around him"

"You don't know that no one knows how he will react and that is what terrifies me here are so many ways for him to react. I just don't want to go through the heartache again."

"Come on Rose you and I know that if you don't act fast he just might leave again when Tasha leaves" wow that hurt

"I know but what if I tell him and he leaves"

"You and everyone knows that Dimitri is not like that fine maybe at first he will be a little mad that you didn't tell him but he will come to reason" god I hate it when she is right

"Okay lissa I will tell him just give me time okay" she came over and gave me hug then we got back to getting breakfast ready. Slowly everyone came down to eat.

"Wow Rose this looks so good who knew you could cook, and I am so hungry" Tasha said taking a seat next to Alexei.

"Oh god please don't remind us" Christian murmured

"Remind you of what Christian?" asked Tasha as she poured some OJ

"About you physical activities last night what you thought we couldn't hear you guys, I don't need to lose my appetite again AUNT Tasha" he said emphasis on the aunt part.

Tasha and Alexei turned beat red, their faces and Christian's reaction was hilarious Lissa, Aiden, Amanda, Andres and I had a hard time not laughing. I mean Alexei was my cousin but Tasha was the woman who raised Christian practically like his mother.

No one said anything so lissa like always started conversation.

"So I was thinking in leaving for the Cabin on Friday so that means we have almost three days to get ready we already took most of the stuff so yeah, I also came up with new sleeping arrangements." we all started talking I didn't know if I should let Dimitri sleep or go wake him. I decided on the later, so I excused my self from the table.

I walked up to my room where I found one of the most beautiful sights ever. Dimitri was asleep in the middle of the bed with Sofia sleeping on his chest. Sofia was covered with her own blankets along with the covers of the bed and a fleece blanket. I quietly crept to my bag where I had my camera and took a picture. Dimitri didn't wake up for the mighty guardian he was he was also a deep sleeper. I sat down next to him and gently picked up Sofia I carried her to her room and placed her on her bed turned on all the monitors and went back to the room. I sat next to Dimitri he looked so peaceful asleep, I couldn't help t I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek next to his mouth okay, okay I did kiss the corner of it. Any ways then I gently brushed back the strings of hair that had fallen in front of his face and caress his face. Unconsciously he leaned into my hand then he did something that really caught me off guard, he mumbled my name a couple of times.

"Roza, Roza, I Love you Roza, you and our daughter" What did he just say no he couldn't know. I was shocked maybe he was just dreaming and if so 'a dream is a wish your heart makes' maybe I should tell him, no I will wait a little longer see if he knows.

Sofia's speaker went off and she was crying causing Dimitri to wake up I still had my hand on his cheek. Shit!

"Sorry I just came to wake you up so you could go eat breakfast." I said getting up to go get my daughter.

"Okay thanks"

I went for Sofia fed her and then changed her dipper and clothes I put her in white with pink and yellow flower creeper and put some socks on her then I put on a matching sleep and play things the ones that look like footy pj's a beanie and some baby glove mittens things. We walked down stairs were almost everyone was finishing up eating. The girls all went crazy about how Sofia looked. I notice Dimitri smile when we entered. We finished eating while the girls took turns in taking care of eating.

"Well since we leave in like three days I have to buy some things." Dimitri said as he put on his jacket he kissed Sofia's forehead and then left. how I wish he would give me a kiss. Tasha and Alexei said they would clean up breakfast. Christian said he was going to take a shower while lissa and I watched TV. An hour later Dimitri arrived, "Rose come here I wan to show you something" I was curious so I followed him upstairs careful not to wake Sofia. We got to his room and he put all the bags he bought on the bed I put Sofia on the bed also.

He started too take out everything he bought almost everything was for Sofia. There were blankets, clothes toy teddy bears a lot of stuff.

"Dimitri you shouldn't have wasted your money she already has a lot of stuff" I said as I picked up some of the clothes.

"Don't be silly I wanted to, look I also bought this" he took out a cute newborn carrier

"That way when we go out I can put her under my jacket much better." he said as he strapped on the carrier, he looked so happy.

"Thank you Dimitri for everything" I said as I threw my arms around his neck. God it felt so good when he hugged me back. I kind of snuggled into the crook of his neck and took a deep breath I felt at home in his arms. I also noticed one of his hands intertwined itself with my hair and he took a deep breath as he buried his face in my hair

"You're Welcome" he mumbled. A knock interrupted our moment, "Sorry but lissa said it would be better if we left tomorrow something about a surprise you had Rose" Christian looked kinda embarrassed that he interrupted us.

"Okay I will go start packing; do you know around what time we are leaving?"

"Yeah she said early probably when the sun is still out because it will take us sometime to get there"

"Okay I will go pack" I was going to get Sofia but Dimitri stopped me.

"I'll take care of her" I left went to my room I got started packing; my stuff then I went to Sofia's room and started packing her stuff. When I was finished I went to Dimitri's room, he was watching TV with Sofia in his arms, and he had apparently finished packing he had also packed all the stuff he bought for Sofia.

"Hey I came to get her I am going to take her a bath right now I think in the morning it would be to cold." I said as I took Sofia from his arms.

"Hey you want o help me?" I asked him

"Are you kidding I would love to" he jumped up from the bed as we headed into Sofia's room.

We pulled out her tub and filled it with a little bit of water. We got the shampoo and wash things. Sofia was wide awake while we took her a shower. Dimitri had run into my room and gotten the camera. At the end of the shower I think we were more we than Sofie. We then went into her room and took out some new sleep and play we took care of her umbilical cord that had not fallen yet. When she was finished I fed her while rocking in the chair, I loved how she would rest he tiny hand on top of my boob. Dimitri stayed with us the entire time. When she fell asleep we put her in her crib and we went to go change. We then went down to eat dinner. I had just finished eating dinner when Sofia started crying, Lissa said she would go get her.

"Rose I think it's her I want my mommy cry because she won't stop" said lissa as he handed her to me. And she was right as soon as she was in my hands she fell right back to sleep.

"Okay so do you guys have all the stuff ready we are leaving early tomorrow, I am going to call every one to see if they are ready" Lissa walked out to the living room and started calling away.

"I am going to make sure I have everything I need for Sofia, night you guys" I walked up to my room I laid Sofia in her bassinet and then I made sure I had everything from her baby first aid kit to socks. The only thing I needed to pack was the bassinet. I had already packed her bath tub and everything.

"Are you all set" came that beautiful Russian voice

"Yeah I just need her bassinet but I don't whether to pack it right now or let her sleep in it tonight."

"Pack it to night that way you won't be in such a hurry tomorrow just let her sleep in your bed"

"Yeah knowing my self I will have a hard time waking up." I took Sofia out her bassinet packed it. And took all the stuff down stairs. Andres and Aiden were howling stuff into the cars.

"Rose don't for get to get the breast pump and make some bottles for is you have to sleep because of the headache thing" Lissa yelled can you say embarrassing. But I was thankful for the reminder.

The night was pretty much the same, Dimitri once again ended up sleeping with Sofia and I. The only difference was that when I woke up in the morning I was on my side Dimitri was hugging me from behind with one hand around my waist and me hugging Sofia to me.

Okay there it is thanks to everyone who reviewed. Please keep reviewing I really do appreciate. I will try to post the picks of the room and crib on my profile. So check between today and tomorrow. When do you guys want Dimitri and rose to discuss the whole Sofia dilemma?