Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing and all the characters. The only one
that is mine is Catherine.
Type: deathfic
Rating:13 PG
Paring: 02+?
Author: Catherine Bulot
Email: deadlynekos@hotmail.com
Shinnigami's old love. part 4 (goodbye my love)
Catherine was alone once again.
" Why does Duo seems to be worry about what I'm saying to. what's his name again? Oh yeah! Heero." she whispered in the silence.
She got up and put on a shirt and a skirt. She was glaring at her reflection in the mirror when she realized something:
" Hey! I haven't say to Duo what 'I' wanted to talk about!" She said to her reflection. " They knew all they wanted to know but I couldn't ask a single question! Well that's it! I'm going to talk to Duo!"
She left the room and took the direction of Duo's room. She knocked. but no answer. She knew Duo was in his room so howcome he didn't answer?
" Duo?"
Duo didn't answer. Catherine entered the room and saw the young pilot on the bed, knees under his chin. He seemed to be thinking very hard and his eyes were focus. Catherine could tell that something was wrong. She approached the bed with a extreme cautious. She sat on the bed, next to him, causing Duo to jump of surprise.
" Waaa! Catherine!!! What are you doing here?" He yelled causing Catherine to jump too.
" Duo? What's wrong. You seems to be worry about something." she said calmly.
" I. I. was thinking about. man! It would be so simple to lie."
" But you never lie, do you?"
" I may run and I may hide but I never tell a lie!" He declared with a heroic voice.
" That's why I love you so much!." Catherine said with a gentle smile.
Duo looked at her, eyes wide open.
" Catherine. I. I. think we really need to talk."
" Again?!' she asked. "But hey, it's my turn!" she continued with a concerned face. " I got question too, you know!"
" Wha--?"
" Shut up and answer my questions! It's my turn to talk!"
Duo stayed quiet, shocked.
" Good!" she said with a big evil smile. He never saw such thing on her face! Then, he realized it was only an illusion 'cause her face had retrieved its normal look.
" Who was that guy?" She continued.
" You mean Heero?" said Duo.
"Hai. He's a gundam pilot too isn't he?"
" Well. humm. yeah." Answered Duo looking at his feet.
" Why can't you look at me?" Catherine said as she made him look up to her.
" It's just that. I have change since we last saw each other." Duo sadly said.
" What do you mean by 'change'?" Catherine said starting to worry. "You're still Duo Maxwell. You're a gundam pilot. You are the great Shinnigami!"
" That's the problem, Catherine!" yelled the young pilot. "Shinnigami can't have a . a."
"A lover.?"
"I'm sorry." he said looking down at his feet again
"Duo. do you realize what you just said?"
The purple-eyed boy looked up to his friend, ready to face her sad look that she would probably have on her face. But when he looked, she was still smiling. But this time, it was a real smile. He didn't understand!
" Duo? Do you remember the last time we've seen each other?" She softly asked.
"Almost" he replied with a guilty look.
" Well I do. And you know what? You said the exact same thing." She got closer to him, putting her hand on Duo's cheek.
" And you know what happen next?"
She got even closer. Her mouth close to Duo's. He closed his eyes. He remembered too well what happen the last time! He felt her kiss and he moaned. When he opened his eyes again, Catherine's face was still close to his. He felt something warm on his cheek. He touched it and he looked at Catherine.
" I never saw you crying before." she softly said. " And I'm not sure I want to know what is it like to see you crying. what's wrong my love?"
"."
Duo looked at her eyes. So green. so full of pain.what would happen if he would leave by herself again? What would she do? Would se find him again and they would have to start over? Is it what HE really wanted.?
" . is there something wrong with me?" she asked. " I'm not pretty enough for you?"
" Of course not!" he quickly replied.
" Good then." she said kissing him again.
They laid on the bed, kissing each other. Duo knew he shouldn't but he was the one who left her alone back in the past. He couldn't refuse to pay her back (not that he hated that either!). She would be so sad if he had rejected her. Catherine started to kiss his chin then his neck. The young boy couldn't help moaning at her soft touch. The next minutes were only made of kisses and moaning. It has been such a long time since they have felt each other's body. They were enjoying every moment of it. The young woman continued her way down Duo's chest.
" Oh Duo." she whispered.
" Catherine. I." he moaned.
"What is it Duo.?" She asked sitting on his stomach and staring at his eyes.
" I just can't do this."
"What are you saying?"
" I. I'm not sure this is correct. You know it's not possible between us." He said trying to set up.
" Duo."
"Catherine. I don't how to say that." he said not even looking at her.
"."
"I'm sorry."
The young woman fell on Duo's chest.
" Catherine! Please. Catherine?" The young pilot said. But she was not moving. He could hear her breathing getting louder and irregular. She couldn't breath properly. "Catherine, what's wrong!?"
He lifted her, thinking that maybe she was doing asthma or that she was sick. But when he looked at her, he knew it was worst: There was blood all over her shirt.
Catherine was not looking at him. She was looking at the mirror where she could see her and... As the purple-eyed boy followed her eyes, he could see it as well: A young boy was standing there, smoke still coming out of the gun he was pointing at Catherine's back.
" Heero." Duo whispered, completely lost.
The young woman fell off the bed and laid on the floor, hardly breathing.
" God. . I never. expected. to die. like that!" she hardly said out of breath.
" Catherine.!" Duo yelled understanding the whole scene. He rushed to her side. " Catherine. no."
" Duo. tell me. did. did I do . something wrong.?"
"Catherine." He said shocked.
"How about you?" she continued looking up to Heero.
" . Heero. How could you?!" The Deathscythe's pilot asked still looking at the young girl's' bloody chest. " Are you trying to kill her or what?"
" Well. I think, he succeeded!" The dying woman said with a painful smile. " Duo. don't worry about me."
" How could you.?" he said to her. " You knew it was gonna happen! You knew you were gonna die if you found me. so why?"
" Duo. You. you know, I haven't fell happiness in years. since I became a. orphan." she stopped, taking her breath back. " But let me tell you. that the last days. were the happiest days I've ever lived."
" Catherine! Don't say that! I'll get a doctor!"
" Who said that. Shinnigami couldn't have. a lover?"
" I did." answered the young pilot with a guilty look.
" You said it before. I'll say it again. for you: . There is no God. there is only Shinnigami. Do you know why? Because. God never did any--.thing for me. but you did." she said putting her hand on Duo's cheek. " I'll wait for you. I'll wait for the God of Death to come back. to me."
"Catherine. no."
" As for you." she continued looking up at Heero again. ". Je ne t'en veux pas. s'il te plait. prends soin de lui pour moi."**
" Hai." Heero nodded
" . thanks." she said closing her eyes. Then she opened them again and looked at her friend. " I'm sorry. I have to leave. you will probably not see me for a long time. so don't look for me. don't try to find me."
" How can you do that to me?!" Duo yelled feeling tears falling for his eyes again. " How can you do what I didn't do back in the past. saying you good bye. saying that I'm sorry to leave you alone when you need me. HOW DARE YOU?!!" He yelled even louder.
"."
" Catherine.?"
"."
" Catherine answer me!"
"Duo. it's over. she's gone." Heero softly said. There were nothing left of the cold voice he used to have. His voice was now soft and calm.
" She. she did it. she left me." Duo said still staring at Catherine's dead body.
After a while, he stood up.
" Lets go."
After packing up Duo's stuff, the two pilots got out of the room. Duo was the last one to get out. Before he closed the door, he looked at Catherine for the last time and said:
" You knew that everybody who gets close to me die. You have been brave and strong. Wufei can keep his 'weak stuff' for other women. may your rest be peaceful 'cause. You really deserve to be Shinnigami's old love."
~ OWARI~
Author note: Wow! I can't believe it's over. and that she's dead. and how about the "hot" part? Hehehe ^.^ Anyhow, I want to know if you liked it or not! Please tell me you liked it.
I know it can look strange and maybe you're confuse so I think I'm gonna give some explication about the story. (about this chapter at least!)
1- the first question you may ask is: What the heck did Catherine say to Heero??? (**) Answer: She said: " I'm not mad at you. Please. take care of him for me." TA DAAAA ! ! ! hehehe! 2- Why did she say it in French (because it IS French)? Well because she only wanted him to understand. She knew Duo wouldn't because he don't understand French (remember the song?) but she was sure that Heero would.
3- Why did Heero killed her. Good question! Heero ! Why did you kill her? Heero: She knew too much. Author: Are you sure that's all? Heero: Hai. Author: I'm not sure this is the only reason but since I don't want him to shout me again, I won't insist. +.+
If you have any other questions, send me an e-mail! Deadlynekos@hotmail.com
By the way, if some of you are not use to the Japan's vocabulary.
Baka- moron Shinnigami- God of Death Hai- yes Onna(s)- woman/girl Nani- "What?" Owari- The End
Shinnigami's old love. part 4 (goodbye my love)
Catherine was alone once again.
" Why does Duo seems to be worry about what I'm saying to. what's his name again? Oh yeah! Heero." she whispered in the silence.
She got up and put on a shirt and a skirt. She was glaring at her reflection in the mirror when she realized something:
" Hey! I haven't say to Duo what 'I' wanted to talk about!" She said to her reflection. " They knew all they wanted to know but I couldn't ask a single question! Well that's it! I'm going to talk to Duo!"
She left the room and took the direction of Duo's room. She knocked. but no answer. She knew Duo was in his room so howcome he didn't answer?
" Duo?"
Duo didn't answer. Catherine entered the room and saw the young pilot on the bed, knees under his chin. He seemed to be thinking very hard and his eyes were focus. Catherine could tell that something was wrong. She approached the bed with a extreme cautious. She sat on the bed, next to him, causing Duo to jump of surprise.
" Waaa! Catherine!!! What are you doing here?" He yelled causing Catherine to jump too.
" Duo? What's wrong. You seems to be worry about something." she said calmly.
" I. I. was thinking about. man! It would be so simple to lie."
" But you never lie, do you?"
" I may run and I may hide but I never tell a lie!" He declared with a heroic voice.
" That's why I love you so much!." Catherine said with a gentle smile.
Duo looked at her, eyes wide open.
" Catherine. I. I. think we really need to talk."
" Again?!' she asked. "But hey, it's my turn!" she continued with a concerned face. " I got question too, you know!"
" Wha--?"
" Shut up and answer my questions! It's my turn to talk!"
Duo stayed quiet, shocked.
" Good!" she said with a big evil smile. He never saw such thing on her face! Then, he realized it was only an illusion 'cause her face had retrieved its normal look.
" Who was that guy?" She continued.
" You mean Heero?" said Duo.
"Hai. He's a gundam pilot too isn't he?"
" Well. humm. yeah." Answered Duo looking at his feet.
" Why can't you look at me?" Catherine said as she made him look up to her.
" It's just that. I have change since we last saw each other." Duo sadly said.
" What do you mean by 'change'?" Catherine said starting to worry. "You're still Duo Maxwell. You're a gundam pilot. You are the great Shinnigami!"
" That's the problem, Catherine!" yelled the young pilot. "Shinnigami can't have a . a."
"A lover.?"
"I'm sorry." he said looking down at his feet again
"Duo. do you realize what you just said?"
The purple-eyed boy looked up to his friend, ready to face her sad look that she would probably have on her face. But when he looked, she was still smiling. But this time, it was a real smile. He didn't understand!
" Duo? Do you remember the last time we've seen each other?" She softly asked.
"Almost" he replied with a guilty look.
" Well I do. And you know what? You said the exact same thing." She got closer to him, putting her hand on Duo's cheek.
" And you know what happen next?"
She got even closer. Her mouth close to Duo's. He closed his eyes. He remembered too well what happen the last time! He felt her kiss and he moaned. When he opened his eyes again, Catherine's face was still close to his. He felt something warm on his cheek. He touched it and he looked at Catherine.
" I never saw you crying before." she softly said. " And I'm not sure I want to know what is it like to see you crying. what's wrong my love?"
"."
Duo looked at her eyes. So green. so full of pain.what would happen if he would leave by herself again? What would she do? Would se find him again and they would have to start over? Is it what HE really wanted.?
" . is there something wrong with me?" she asked. " I'm not pretty enough for you?"
" Of course not!" he quickly replied.
" Good then." she said kissing him again.
They laid on the bed, kissing each other. Duo knew he shouldn't but he was the one who left her alone back in the past. He couldn't refuse to pay her back (not that he hated that either!). She would be so sad if he had rejected her. Catherine started to kiss his chin then his neck. The young boy couldn't help moaning at her soft touch. The next minutes were only made of kisses and moaning. It has been such a long time since they have felt each other's body. They were enjoying every moment of it. The young woman continued her way down Duo's chest.
" Oh Duo." she whispered.
" Catherine. I." he moaned.
"What is it Duo.?" She asked sitting on his stomach and staring at his eyes.
" I just can't do this."
"What are you saying?"
" I. I'm not sure this is correct. You know it's not possible between us." He said trying to set up.
" Duo."
"Catherine. I don't how to say that." he said not even looking at her.
"."
"I'm sorry."
The young woman fell on Duo's chest.
" Catherine! Please. Catherine?" The young pilot said. But she was not moving. He could hear her breathing getting louder and irregular. She couldn't breath properly. "Catherine, what's wrong!?"
He lifted her, thinking that maybe she was doing asthma or that she was sick. But when he looked at her, he knew it was worst: There was blood all over her shirt.
Catherine was not looking at him. She was looking at the mirror where she could see her and... As the purple-eyed boy followed her eyes, he could see it as well: A young boy was standing there, smoke still coming out of the gun he was pointing at Catherine's back.
" Heero." Duo whispered, completely lost.
The young woman fell off the bed and laid on the floor, hardly breathing.
" God. . I never. expected. to die. like that!" she hardly said out of breath.
" Catherine.!" Duo yelled understanding the whole scene. He rushed to her side. " Catherine. no."
" Duo. tell me. did. did I do . something wrong.?"
"Catherine." He said shocked.
"How about you?" she continued looking up to Heero.
" . Heero. How could you?!" The Deathscythe's pilot asked still looking at the young girl's' bloody chest. " Are you trying to kill her or what?"
" Well. I think, he succeeded!" The dying woman said with a painful smile. " Duo. don't worry about me."
" How could you.?" he said to her. " You knew it was gonna happen! You knew you were gonna die if you found me. so why?"
" Duo. You. you know, I haven't fell happiness in years. since I became a. orphan." she stopped, taking her breath back. " But let me tell you. that the last days. were the happiest days I've ever lived."
" Catherine! Don't say that! I'll get a doctor!"
" Who said that. Shinnigami couldn't have. a lover?"
" I did." answered the young pilot with a guilty look.
" You said it before. I'll say it again. for you: . There is no God. there is only Shinnigami. Do you know why? Because. God never did any--.thing for me. but you did." she said putting her hand on Duo's cheek. " I'll wait for you. I'll wait for the God of Death to come back. to me."
"Catherine. no."
" As for you." she continued looking up at Heero again. ". Je ne t'en veux pas. s'il te plait. prends soin de lui pour moi."**
" Hai." Heero nodded
" . thanks." she said closing her eyes. Then she opened them again and looked at her friend. " I'm sorry. I have to leave. you will probably not see me for a long time. so don't look for me. don't try to find me."
" How can you do that to me?!" Duo yelled feeling tears falling for his eyes again. " How can you do what I didn't do back in the past. saying you good bye. saying that I'm sorry to leave you alone when you need me. HOW DARE YOU?!!" He yelled even louder.
"."
" Catherine.?"
"."
" Catherine answer me!"
"Duo. it's over. she's gone." Heero softly said. There were nothing left of the cold voice he used to have. His voice was now soft and calm.
" She. she did it. she left me." Duo said still staring at Catherine's dead body.
After a while, he stood up.
" Lets go."
After packing up Duo's stuff, the two pilots got out of the room. Duo was the last one to get out. Before he closed the door, he looked at Catherine for the last time and said:
" You knew that everybody who gets close to me die. You have been brave and strong. Wufei can keep his 'weak stuff' for other women. may your rest be peaceful 'cause. You really deserve to be Shinnigami's old love."
~ OWARI~
Author note: Wow! I can't believe it's over. and that she's dead. and how about the "hot" part? Hehehe ^.^ Anyhow, I want to know if you liked it or not! Please tell me you liked it.
I know it can look strange and maybe you're confuse so I think I'm gonna give some explication about the story. (about this chapter at least!)
1- the first question you may ask is: What the heck did Catherine say to Heero??? (**) Answer: She said: " I'm not mad at you. Please. take care of him for me." TA DAAAA ! ! ! hehehe! 2- Why did she say it in French (because it IS French)? Well because she only wanted him to understand. She knew Duo wouldn't because he don't understand French (remember the song?) but she was sure that Heero would.
3- Why did Heero killed her. Good question! Heero ! Why did you kill her? Heero: She knew too much. Author: Are you sure that's all? Heero: Hai. Author: I'm not sure this is the only reason but since I don't want him to shout me again, I won't insist. +.+
If you have any other questions, send me an e-mail! Deadlynekos@hotmail.com
By the way, if some of you are not use to the Japan's vocabulary.
Baka- moron Shinnigami- God of Death Hai- yes Onna(s)- woman/girl Nani- "What?" Owari- The End