Trapped With Love

~ Chapter Four~

~ Breadcrumbs Of A Torn , Forgotten Past ~

By Inuyashas Youkai

Soon coming to watch along the sides , alerted them of her presence , by Shippo, Miroku , Sango , and Kirara , all looked on at what was before them in awe. Not only how beautiful Kagome was a Inu hanyou, but that of how they saw react to her as a intended hanyou mate, it was too surreal , as it was oddly welcome to observe . Even so that while a certain youkai's brows were even raised when it was obviously noted by the demons in the group of a certain smell of death , and one that Kagome had gave a rather interesting reaction to her announcing the presence of a past haunt for the young miko, now hanyou..

Kikyo

'I know Sesshomeru , I know Kikyo's here, and I can tell Kagome knows , even though she hasn't noticed yet , cause she hasn't figured out her scent .. I won't leave my mate , not this time ' Inuyashas voice flowed within that of his brother's mind , and at his nod , the hanyou continued with enacting on his claim.

Just after that was said , it happened ... For Kagome picked up on the foul scent..

"Ew ! What smell 's like dog shit again this time mixing with rotten soil .." Kagome called while shielding her nose with her Haori , much simaular to that of her Lord Sesshomeru.

"Kagome ..What have this Sesshomeru told you about using your nose ..?"

" That it's used for more than sniffing things that are too be thrown away like dog shit .."

But as the hanyou now stood in front of her slighty, only a few paces away , the hanyouess also rememebered something else that her lord had said , though at the time Sesshomeru had long forgotten , because at the time didn't think it would be a arising issue ..

Boy was he ever wrong , to undestimate the hanyouess, in remembering..

Then ...Kagome finished her sentence in a pained whisper, as Inuyasha 's voice spoken his hello , introducing himself to that of his intended..

" Thrown away like my lords relation , threw away Kagome, because he couldn't see me like Sesshomeru did.."the hanyouess's voice lingered quietly over the forced silence .

Then .. without thinking about what she had just said , the hanyou said

" Kagome... Here these are for you , my name is Inuyasha, I'am Sesshomeru's .."

"I 'am sorry my Lord . I gotta go ...!"

And with that Kagome ran into the trees, with the knowing screams following her..

"Kagome ! "

"What the hell did you tell her ya bastard.."?"

After for a moment appearing shocked , the same stoic expression came once again on his face , as he then turned towards that of his brother with a smirk.

" I only told her the truth when she asked for it .. It was her alone that put the two together, after she gained the knowledge of what happened to her when she was well enough to handle that knowledge .."

"What exactly did you say ?"

"This Sesshomeru was teaching her to learn the follow her nose , in anything other than shit, and while she had another name for it I told her that it was all the same because neither should be touched , both should be tossed .. Then she asked if it was the same when that of the one that left her alone , and I answered it in the ojnly way I knew ... the truth that you dont know yet how to see your intended.."

" You bastard ! " Inuyasha walked from them to where he knew his intended to be., and ignoring that of the others calling for him..

Upon coming to the sight of his intended curled about on the hut's floor , and currently snuggling with that of her old sleeping bag, and then slowly kneeling next to her , before he spoke.

Although it was her voice that interupted his.

"Inuyasha , is it ?"

"Yes ... "

"The one who knew me before I forgot everything?"

"Yes.."

" May , I ask you a question?"

" Yes ..Of course , and I will answer you , But some might be hard to undertand because you don't remember ..."

" I think what I want to ask is pretty simple .."

"Alright then ...Ask "

" What's wrong with me?"

" What ? "

"I don't your deaf , actually I think you heard me fine ..If you don't wanna answer it then just say so .. Don't lie!" Kagome corrected before raising herself on her haunches to leave , before Inuyasha yanked her back to prevent her from leaving ..

"Please Don't .. I don't think I could handle it again.. I will answer , and yes I heard you just I was shocked that you would ask that question , because there's nothing wrong with you! Why would I chase you as a intended ..."

"It wasn't always this way , Inuyasha .. Even though I may not remember things I still feel them , and the feelings tell me this ..."

"Your right it hasn't been always this way.. "

"Why ..? Why did you leave me alone , Inuyasha , to die , and then now in the next breath you want to claim me as a mate ,as if I held some meaning for you , all lies ,and for what? I don't know ..."

" Kagome..." Inuyasha sighed painfully remembering what it was that had only started it all..

"Kagome ... Back then I made a mistake , one that made you go away when I lost you , and there isn't a day that I don't think of the day that you died with regret.. It's because of that day , Kagome that not only had I lost my best friend , I had also lost my intended lifemate , and I could never expect you to ever understand the pain I have , because of my mistake ..I still intend to carry out with my claim , but I wait until you are ready ."Inuyasha painfully hissed through his words , as he needed to say , wanting to make her understand..

~ Silence ~

" May I ask about what you are thinking about Kagome ..?" the hanyou asked curiously..

" Umm... Really ? You want to know ..?"

" Yes , I wouldn't have asked if I didn't ?"

" Could we not talk about this ? I mean , do I have to chose now ? I came here being promised that I would have fun , learning how to track scents , and I wanna learn but this it's not fun, it's sad .. I don't want to feel sad Inuyasha , I wanna be happy.."

"Take all the time you need Kagome, just know that when your ready, I will be waiting , and that I will accept that only If I could have a hug .. ? I haven't seen you in so long , and I ... I missed you.."

Without words his answer came in the form of his simple request being answered in the action that the hanyou asked for ..

A hug from his hanyouess..

" Kagome , always remember .. No matter what you do , just know that I chose you , and it's always been you , even though you were made to feel otherwise by my stupidity .. I love you... There's no one else , but you for me .. I only ask that one day that you would grant me the chance to prove it too you.. K ?" Inuyasha mutter from within the embrace..

" Uh huh .. I will try.. "

"That's all ask for you to remember that or try , at least ...Come on ya ready ? So what has he showed you so far about scents ? "

"Just started actually .."

"Oh Hell .. Alright we better get started I think we are starting from scratch .."

" Yep ! "

" Wait ! "

"Yea ? What is it ?"

Though her answer went unswered with exception of the passionate kiss he planted , reaking havoc on her lips , as her body was now pinned against the hut wall...When they parted , Kagome had place a look or curiosity , and confusion as she now looked speechless at the male hanyou still holding her, with his forhead against hers..

"Nothing's wrong Kagome, just do you know how long I've wanted to do that !"

"Nope !"

"Seems like forever , Kagome ! Lets go find Sesshomeru !"

Why is it that I wanna believe him, but everytime I think about it , this pain comes , and I almost feel scared to be near him somehow .. I wonder why .. Could It be because ofthis mistake , the one he was talking about earlier?

TBC...