A/N: Just wanted to say, neither of us think cheating is okay. Unfortunately it does happen though. And we wanted to make this as real as possible. Sorry if that upsets anyone. But this is a story. Here is chapter four. Been looking forward to this since we started. Sebastian takes Kurt out on a date! :)
Kurt woke up the next morning completely exhausted. Blaine was still asleep next to him so Kurt decided to get up and make him breakfast.
Blaine got up later, and walked downstairs, seeing Kurt in the kitchen. "Awwe, babe, you didn't have to make breakfast.."
Kurt gave a small smile. "I wanted to do something for you."
"You're perfect.." Blaine said, walking over and kissing his cheek.
Kurt gave a small sigh. "Not even close. But thank you."
"You're perfect for me.." Blaine said softly.
Kurt made a plate for Blaine and set it on the table. "You're sweet. Want some juice?"
"Please.." Blaine said happily.
Kurt poured him a glass before sitting down next to him.
"Are you not eating?" Blaine asked, taking a bite of his eggs.
Kurt shook his head. "I'm not hungry."
Blaine nodded, grabbing Kurt's hand as he ate. They spent a bit more time together before Kurt went back to house smiling as he saw Sebastian called.
He answered happily.
"Hello there."
"Hi Kurt!" Sebastian said happily. Then he seemed to realize how enthusiastic that sounded and toned it down. "H-How are you?"
Kurt giggled. "I'm pretty good now. You?"
"Now? You weren't before?" Sebastian asked.
Kurt sighed. "I just...had a crazy night...Not something I wanna talk about on the phone..."
"It's okay babe.." Sebastian said softly.
Kurt's heart sped up as a huge smile spread across his face. "How are you?"
"Pretty good actually..Well now that I'm talking to you.." Sebastian said sweetly.
"You're making me blush.." Kurt said shyly.
"I wish I could see it.." Sebastian said quietly.
"I'm sure you will tonight," Kurt said, smiling. "You still want to go to dinner, right...?"
"Of course, as long as you still want to.."
"For sure. Where am I meeting you?"
"I was actually wondering if I could pick you up.." Sebastian said timidly.
"Really?" Kurt asked. "I'd love that.."
"O-okay..Sounds good.." Sebastian said happily.
"When should I be ready?"
"Six.." Sebastian said, obviously nervous about tonight.
Kurt opened his closet. "I have no idea what to wear."
"You'll look amazing no matter what.."
Kurt felt the heat rise to his cheeks again. "Thank you, Sebastian."
"You're welcome Kurt.." Sebastian said smiling lightly.
"I have to go. You have no idea how long it takes me to get ready," Kurt giggled. "I'll see you at six."
"I'll see you tonight Kurt..I have no doubt you'll look amazing.."
"Thank you," Kurt said, blushing. "Bye beautiful..."
"Bye Kurt..." Sebastian said softly.
Kurt hung up and smiled happily. Sebastian called him babe. It sent chills through Kurt. He stared into his closet. What did he want to wear?
He sifted through the clothes, picking out some tight black jeans with a white button up, a black and yellow cardigan with a yellow tie, he also slipped on his black and white buckle-up boots.
Kurt finished his hair and smiled happily at his appearance. He put on his favorite cologne and sat on his bed, waiting nervously.
A little later he got a text from Sebastian.
"I'm here "
Kurt darted upstairs, butterflies in his stomach. He couldn't remember the last time he was this nervous.
Finn looked up as Kurt walked into the living room.
"Where are you going all dressed up? Date with Blaine?"
"Just going out for dinner. Be home later!" He called as he walked outside.
Sebastian gripped the steering wheel as he saw Kurt walk out. Oh wow..He looked gorgeous..
Kurt took a deep breath as he walked to the car and slowly slipped in.
"Hey," he said nervously.
"Hey..You look amazing.." Sebastian said breathlessly.
Kurt's heart pounded in his chest as he blushed. "Thank you.."
"You ready?" Sebastian asked swallowing.
Kurt nodded. "Where are we going?"
"You'll see.." Sebastian chuckled.
Kurt looked up at Sebastian. Why did he laugh? He was a little more nervous now.
He drove for a while in comfortable silence before pulling into a very elegant looking restaurant.
"Sebastian..." Kurt whispered, his eyes wide with awe.
"Yes?" He asked, smiling as he parked.
"I've never been here...Are you sure...?" Kurt started, looking down. "That it isn't too much...?"
"Kurt..Don't worry about anything tonight..Okay?" He smiled.
Kurt finally looked up at Sebastian. "A-Are you sure?"
"Tonight is about me, showing you I want this to work.." He said softly, looking into Kurt's gorgeous eyes..
"Just know, you don't have to use money to impress me," Kurt said as a smile appeared on his face. "Buuuttt...we are already here and I have wanted to come here..."
Sebastian chuckled, straightening his tie before. Getting out, opening Kurt's door, and holding out his arm. "Shall we?"
Kurt blushed as he took Sebastian's hand. He looked over, for the first time seeing what he was wearing. "Oh my God...You're so..beautiful..."
Sebastian smiled bashfully as he looked down. He was wearing some tight grey slacks, a black vest atop a white button up, sleeves rolled up, and a dark blue tie.
Kurt's smile grew. "Your blush...It's like the perfect pink.."
"Kurt.." Sebastian giggled as they started walking.
Kurt squeezed his hand, smiling. "I can't help it.."
Sebastian just smiled, letting Kurt link arms with him as they walked inside. He walked up to the hostess. "Reservations for Smyth.."
The hostess smiled at the two and led them to their table, assuring them that their waiter would be with them momentarily. Kurt looked around the room before looking into Sebastian's beautiful green eyes.
"This is so amazing..."
Sebastian grinned. "I'm glad you like it Kurt.."
Kurt bounced slightly from all the excitement, instantly hating himself for seeming like such a dork in front of Sebastian.
Sebastian watched Kurt as his smile grew wider. Kurt was so adorable..
"So after this..I was wondering if I could take you somewhere else.."
Kurt looked around then back at Sebastian. "There's more?" He asked, smiling.
"It's a surprise.." Sebastian nodded.
Kurt's eyes widened with delight. "You amaze me.."
Sebastian looked down smiling. "It's not much..But I just want to share it with you..."
"You'd be surprised what one person's not much could be to someone else," Kurt said softly.
Sebastian nodded, smiling lightly as their waiter came and they ordered their drinks.
She returned with their drinks and asked what they'd like to order. Sebastian looked at Kurt, letting him go first.
"I'll just have the house salad," He said carefully.
"Kurt..Are you sure that's all you want?" He asked, reaching across the table to hold his hand.
Kurt looked down and blushed. "I...I've never really gotten anything else at restaurants.."
"Get something else..Treat yourself.." Sebastian smiled.
"Tonight's all about surprises right?" Kurt asked, a little nervous. He always got a salad. "Order for me.."
Sebastian smiled, "We would both like the chicken Alfredo.."
The waiter wrote it down and walked back to the kitchen. Kurt smiled up at Sebastian, giving a small sigh of relief. "I was so scared you were going to make me eat a burger or something."
"Oh no..We'll save that for another time.." He said jokingly.
Kurt rolled his eyes playfully. "It won't happen unless I'm making it and it's a veggie burger."
"I like that you take care of yourself Kurt..." Sebastian said softly.
Kurt looked up, shocked. "Really? Most people get annoyed with me..."
"It's just because you care about how you look.." Sebastian said. "I think you look amazing."
Kurt fluttered his eyelashes bashfully. "Thank you..."
"You're welcome.."Sebastian said sweetly.
"Can I ask you something?" Kurt said carefully.
"Of course.." Sebastian nodded, smiling that crooked smile.
"Well...You don't have to tell me..." Kurt said. "But I was just wondering...Tonight is so different. You called me babe..Picked me up for dinner, walked in holding my hand...You took my hand when I ordered a salad...And you keep saying you think I look amazing...Trust me, I'm not complaining one bit. But what made you be so comfortable so quick?"
"I'm just..Trying to show you I want to work too..That you're not just a joke to me..And trust me..I'm working very hard..." Sebastian said quietly.
"I know," Kurt said softly. "It means a lot to me that you're trying. I'm sorry for the way that came out yesterday...I never thought I would say this to anyone, especially you...I just, I get insecure at times. And I mean, you're Sebastian Smythe. Before the other night...You intimidated the hell out of me..."
"I did? You didn't seem fazed when we were throwing insults back and forth.." Sebastian said smirking lightly.
"You were after Blaine. I couldn't back down. But yes. You intimidated me. And..." Kurt blushed looking down. "I hated myself for it at the time, but I thought you were incredibly sexy...So I kept trying to think of you as a meerkat..."
Sebastian chuckled. "I really thought your...bitchiness..Just the little looks you'd shoot..It really turned me on.." Sebastian said smiling.
Kurt lifted an eyebrow. "Really? So...how far into that conversation did you decide about that nights events?"
"About right after I sat down..." Sebastian said smoothly.
Kurt blushed. "Was 'friendly competition' just an excuse?"
"Well my intentions weren't completely on that track..But I'm glad things happened the way he did.." Sebastian said sincerely.
Kurt gave a small smile. "So am I.."
Sebastian grinned, squeezing his hand. "So..How was your time at Blaine's?" He asked timidly.
"It was...interesting..." Kurt said, looking down. "I umm...feinted..."
"What happened?" Sebastian said, his features immediately becoming concerned.
Kurt was scared to tell Sebastian. But he didn't want to lie to him too. "He uhh...tried to give me a...promise ring..."
Sebastian quickly looked to Kurt's hand, trying not to give a sigh of relief as he didn't see a ring.
"I guess I just like freaked out and I don't know..."
"Kurt...If you want to get more serious with Blaine.." Sebastian started.
"I couldn't accept it...It wouldn't be right..." Kurt said before looking up at Sebastian. "I have to know if it's you I want to be with...It wouldn't be right to accept it then leave him...It would be too much..."
Sebastian nodded. "Thank you for being honest with me.."
"I'll always be honest with you," Kurt said softly.
Sebastian gave a smile. He was really jealous of Blaine. Not in the way he used to be jealous of Kurt, but in the way that Blaine could call Kurt his.
Kurt looked down. He didn't know what to do. Last week, he would've accepted that ring in a heartbeat. But now, he didn't understand. Even laying with Blaine, a huge part of him wished it was Sebastian.
"Well thank you for coming to dinner with me.." Sebastian said smiling.
"Thank you for bringing me. This has been one of the most amazing nights..." Kurt said happily.
"It only just started.." Sebastian laughed lightly.
Kurt shook his head, smiling.
The food came out and Sebastian smiled at Kurt as he took a bite. "Better than a salad?"
Kurt blushed. "Definitely! Just have to do extra yoga in the morning."
"You do yoga?" Sebastian asked, taking a bite of his food.
Kurt nodded. "I love it."
Sebastian blushed lightly as his thoughts wandered.
Kurt looked up, confused by his blush. "What are you thinking about?"
"Umm..Just how I hope tonight goes well.." Sebastian said.
Kurt took Sebastian's hand, squeezing lightly. "Well, I think it's been nothing but amazing so far.."
Sebastian grinned, looking into Kurt's eyes. "It has.." Dinner was amazing, the food and atmosphere..Kurt hoped it would never end. But it did as Sebastian paid and they started out to his car.
"So do I get any hint to where we're going?" "Kurt asked as he slid into the car.
"Nope..Just sit back and enjoy the ride.." Sebastian smiled.
Kurt giggled, "Alright. You know...Usually, I am so not this trusting."
"Really?" Sebastian asked as they started driving.
"I don't know..I just like knowing where I'm going and what I'm doing.." Kurt said. "But I don't feel like I need to know with you."
Sebastian smiled. "Good.."
Kurt sat back and relaxed, slowly starting to hum.
Sebastian listened to the soothing sound, smiling to himself as he drove. "You have a beautiful voice Kurt.."
Kurt blushed, not realizing he was humming. "Th-Thank you.."
Sebastian smiled, "You're welcome.."
They drove for a while Sebastian taking back roads until he pulled into a large clearing surrounded by trees.
Kurt looked around. "What is this place?"
"Just a place I used to come.." Sebastian said softly as he got out, sitting on the hood of the car and laying back against the windshield, smiling and gesturing for Kurt to do the same.
Kurt climbed up and laid beside him. "It's so beautiful...It fits you.."
Sebastian blushed, looking up at the sky. Kurt did the same, gasping at the sight, there were so many stars.
"Did you come here when you left my house the other night?" Kurt asked, his voice barely a whisper.
"Yeah..I haven't come in a while..the other night was the first time in a long time.." Sebastian said quietly.
"How did you find this?"
Sebastian sighed softly. "I don't want you to take this the wrong way..But..My first boyfriend brought me here..I didn't bring you here because of that..It's really just a place I come to think now.." Sebastian whispered.
Kurt shook his head. "I think it's sweet that you'd share this with me. What was he like?"
"I..I really don't want to think about him right now if..If that's okay.." Sebastian said. It was a sore subject for him considering his first boyfriend was his last.
Kurt turned towards Sebastian. "I understand."
Sebastian dis the same, facing Kurt as he grabbed his hands. "Thank you.."
Kurt smiled. "Like I said, you don't have to do /anything/ you aren't ready for. I was serious when I said I would wait."
Sebastian nodded, looking down before back up into Kurt's eyes. "I really do appreciate it Kurt..."
Kurt gave his hands a light squeeze. "I'm glad to do it."
Sebastian's heart fluttered as he looked down again.
Kurt smiled. "You have no idea how gorgeous you are.."
Sebastian let out a nervous laugh."I..Th-Thank you..I.." he said giving another small laugh.
"I don't understand. Before the other night, you seemed like you knew how amazingly beautiful you are...But every time I say it, you get all lost for words.." Kurt said softly.
"Because there's a difference between someone telling you you're gorgeous because you want to have sex with them, and because you care about them.." Sebastian said.
Kurt nodded. "I didn't think about that.."
Sebastian nodded again. "I..No one makes me feel like you do Kurt..." He said, barely a whisper.
"It feels so good to hear that.." Kurt said quietly before sighing. "So...There's something about me that I want to tell you...You're probably going to laugh. No one really understands it..."
"What is it?" Sebastian asked.
"I'm a huge dork..." Kurt giggled.
"How so?"
"I sing show tunes in the shower. I absolutely love Disney movies and still watch them all the time...Scary movies make me paranoid and I get jumpy for days...All kinds of things.."
"That's adorable.." Sebastian grinned.
Kurt's heart fluttered. "Really?"
Sebastian nodded. "It makes you you..."
Kurt blushed fiercely. "Thank you.."
"Y-you're beautiful Kurt..."
A tear fell from Kurt's eye. "Thank you, Sebastian.."
Sebastian wiped the tear with his thumb, cupping his cheek. "W-why are you crying?"
Kurt looked up into Sebastian's eyes. "You make me feel so special.."
"You are.."Sebastian whispered.
Kurt nuzzled into Sebastian's hand, kissing his palm. "You're so amazing.."
Sebastian turned Kurt's head, looking into his eyes as his heart sped up.
Kurt's breathing hitched as he looked back into those beautiful green orbs.
Sebastian slowly leaned in, pressing his lips to Kurt's.
Kurt had hoped for this sing Sebastian asked him to dinner. His heart sped up as he got lost in the kiss.
Sebastian inhaled sharply, pulling Kurt closer as their lips moved together.
Kurt whimpered, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's neck.
This was so amazing, Kurt's lips felt so soft and perfect and he couldn't get enough of this amazing feeling flowing through him.
Kurt's body tingled with excitement. It was different...thrilling even...He pressed his body to Sebastian's, melting against him.
Sebastian pulled away panting a bit. "Kurt..."
Kurt whined a little at the loss. "Yeah..?"
"That..." Sebastian smiled.
"Huh?" Kurt asked, unable to think straight.
"Amazing..." he whispered, leaning in to kiss him again.
Kurt moaned in agreement, not wanting to stop this feeling.
Sebastian moaned softly, brushing his tongue over Kurt's bottom lip.
Kurt gasped, parting his lips to let Sebastian slip in.
Sebastian whined as their tongues massaged each other, tangling in the passionate kiss.
Kurt brought his hands up, twining them in Sebastian's hair.
Sebastian groaned, pulling away again and panting softly.
"Sebastian..." Kurt moaned, licking his lips to still taste his kiss.
Sebastian rested his forehead against Kurt's. "Oh my god..."
Kurt opened his eyes, looking up at Sebastian. "You're so good at that.."
"It may be hard to believe...But I haven't really had a lot of practice.."
Kurt bit his lip, imagining what he'd be like with practice. "Still...That was...breathtaking..."
"It was..." Sebastian smiled, giving Kurt another small, chaste kiss.
Kurt sighed. "This...Tonight...is so perfect, Sebastian.."
Sebastian nodded in agreement, pulling Kurt into his arms and sighing softly.
"Last night...All I thought about was what it would be like to lay in your arms.."
Sebastian blushed. "R-really?"
"Yeah," Kurt said softly. "And it's even better than I imagined."
Sebastian smiled, laying on his back so Kurt's head was on his chest.
Kurt sighed. "I like listening to your heart...It's relaxing.."
Sebastian looked down at Kurt, pushing a hair behind his ear. "Thank you for tonight Kurt.."
Kurt smiled. "I should be thanking you."
"No..This has been just as amazing for me.." Sebastian said sweetly.
"You're amazing," Kurt whispered.
"You're..You're perfect.."
Kurt chuckled. "Nowhere near it.."
"I think you are Kurt..." Sebastian said sincerely.
Kurt looked up before leaving a light kiss on Sebastian's chest. "Thank you..For everything.."
Sebastian got chills at the touch.
"You're welcome Kurt..."
"I don't want tonight to end..."
"Neither do I Kurt..." Sebastian whispered. "This..Just being here..It's perfect.."
"It is.." Kurt sighed happily. "I've never had someone do all this for me.."
"You deserve everything.."
Kurt sighed. "I don't know about that.."
Sebastian sighed softly. "Well I think you do..."
Kurt scooted up, nuzzling into Sebastian's neck. "You have no idea how you make me feel.."
Sebastian gasped softly as he felt Kurt's breath against his neck. "If it's anywhere near the way I feel, I might know.."
Kurt smiled. "I really hope so."
Sebastian took a deep breath. "Don't take this the wrong way..But you terrify me..Not in a bad way..but still.."
Kurt swallowed loudly, looking down. "Do you want me to move?"
"No..No..." Sebastian said, pulling Kurt closer. "I just..I haven't felt like this in so long..The fact that it's been this short of a time, and I already do..It just..It scares me..but it's a good scared..It's a wonderful scared because I love the way you make me feel Kurt..It's just been so long since someone has been able to do this to me..To give me this feeling.."
Kurt's smiled returned. "Sebastian, you make me feel...God, I can't even describe it. But it's like I'm the only person around. You're so amazing...And make me feel so wanted..."
Sebastian smiled lightly. "I..I think I want to tell you..About my first boyfriend..As long as you don't mind.." he said, barely a whisper as his smile faded.
Kurt nodded. "I don't mind at all.."
Sebastian let out a sigh before starting. "Well..I was a sophomore..And I had just come out..People didn't like it to much...But that's a different story..But..His name was Bryan...He was two years older than me..And..He was a lot like the way I was when you first met me.."
Kurt gave a small nod, closing his eyes as he listened.
"He was cute..Older..Just..Everything any girl in my grade would want, but he was gay..Obviously..Well..I went out with a couple of friends to a party and he was there..He was talking and flirting with me..I didn't really know how to take it..I just caqme out..I was sixteen..And this gorgeous guy was hitting on me.."
"I don't blame him...You're beautiful..." Kurt whispered.
"No..Not back then..I was lanky and awkward.." He giggled. "But..He got me drinks and he kept talking to me and..I liked it..I wasn't used to that type of attention..So of course I was going to like him..We hung out after that..He'd take me out, we'd go to the movies, all that..But for some reason, when he was with his friends..He would completely ignore me.."
Kurt's eyebrows knitted together, not understanding why someone would do that.
"But me, bring the shy little lovesick puppy I was, I shrugged it off. I assumed he was too busy..I just ignored it because I liked him, and I didn't want him to stop liking me..Well one weekend, he took me out, and we parked back in the woods somewhere and he started kissing me..It was my first kiss and it was sloppy and rough and needy and his tongue was in my mouth..But I went along with it because I assumed that that's how it was supposed to be.." Sebastian said quietly.
Kurt squeezed his eyes shut. He had a feeling of what happened next, hoping he was wrong.
"Well then he told me to get in the back seat..And I did..And he got on top of me and kept kissing me..I started to get really nervous when he started grinding on me and I told him I wasn't ready for this and then he told me to relax..He told me..He loved me..And he said If I loved him..I would do this with him.." Sebastian said, his voice growing quieter.
Kurt finally understood. Understood why Sebastian was how he was. He didn't trust because of some asshole. He bit down on his lip, trying to hold back his anger. He hated that someone would do that to anyone. But even more that it happened to Sebastian.
"So..Of course I did..Because I thought I was in love with him..And it was rough..And he barely prepped me..He didn't let me get used to the stretch..He just..Fucked me.."Sebastian said, his voice wavering as he closed his eyes at the memory.
God, Kurt felt like an idiot for the other night. For just slamming into him like that. It had to have reminded him of his first time. Kurt brought his hand up to cup Sebastian's cheek. "Sebastian...I'm so sorry..."
"No..No..It's okay Kurt.." Sebastian said quietly. "I promise.."
Kurt nodded and Sebastian continued.
"But..After he came..We just kind of laid there..I didn't even get hard because it hurt so badly..He Told me he loved me again and took me home..I cried myself to sleep because I was just in so much pain..And I convinced myself I did something wrong..I thought sex was supposed to be this beautiful, mutual, loving thing.."
"It is..." Kurt whispered. "You just haven't had the right person to show you.."
Sebastian nodded, rubbing up and down Kurt's back. "I didn't know that then..But after that..He didn't even look at me..He completely ignored me..After a while I confronted him about it outside of school in front of his friends. Well..Apparently..His friends didn't know he was gay..And he called me a 'lying little fag..'..And I kept asking him why he was doing this to me and his friends told me to go..And I wouldn't..I was heartbroken..I wanted to know why he was saying these things..But then I pushed him..And that..That was a mistake.." Sebastian said softly.
Kurt pulled Sebastian as close as he could. He needed him to know how much he meant to Kurt. That he didn't deserve all of that. He deserved love...Real love...
"Two of them grabbed me..And they took me behind a building..And beat the shit out of me..And he just watched..They..."Sebastian stopped, holding back tears. "I know you didn't see it because I covered it up..But..They..They broke a bottle...And..They carved the word..'Fag'..On my back..Under my right shoulder..Then they just left me there..." He said as the silent tears finally came.
Kurt scooted up, bringing Sebastian's head to his chest as he cradled him. "I'm so sorry, Sebastian...You didn't deserve that. God, I wish I knew who it was..." Kurt practically growled with anger before lifting Sebastian's face so he could see him. "You are amazing, Sebastian. You mean so much to me...I swear, nothing like that will ever happen again..I won't let it..."
Sebastian nodded, sniffing as he buried his face in Kurt's chest. "That's just why I never let anyone in..I-I couldn't..I couldn't let anyone hurt me like that again..My self-esteem was completely gone..So I just..Had sex with anyone that wanted it..But I never bottomed..Not after Bryan..I couldn't..I really don't want you to feel bad but you were the only other..I saqid I don't usually bottom..But I never did..Not since then.."
Kurt felt his tears threatening to spill but he held them back. "I'm so sorry for what he did...What I did...I...I don't deserve you...I can't even imagine how you've managed all that...Sebastian...I'm so sorry.."
"You didn't do anything Kurt..I don't regret what we did...Not at all.." Sebastian said. "And please don't say you don't deserve me..You deserve everything Kurt..And I'm far from that, but god dammit...I will try for you..." Sebastian said, taking Kurt's face in his hands.
Kurt let the tears come finally. "I...I want to tell you something...I've wanted to tell you all night...But I don't want to scare you more..."
"What is it?" Sebastian asked softly.
Kurt looked into Sebastian's eyes. "I...I'm falling for you...I never expected this to happen...But it's the most amazing and terrifying thing...But Sebastian, I am falling so hard for you.."
Sebastian gasped, staring at Kurt. "Kurt...I..." he whispered.
Kurt shook his head. "You don't have to say anything. I just want you to know how I feel."
Sebastian's eyebrows kneaded together as he took Kurt's face in his hands again, leaning in to kiss him. Soft and sweet..Just like his first kiss should have been.
Kurt brought his hands around Sebastian's neck, rubbing softly, letting him know this was real. This was what love was supposed to be like.
Sebastian sighed softly, placing his hands on Kurt's shoulders as the tears rolled down his cheeks.
Kurt pulled back. "A-are you okay? I don't want to push you into anything..."
"I'm perfect Kurt..I just..Thank you..Thank you for being here..Thank you for everything you've done for me.." Sebastian said quietly.
Kurt gave a small smile. "I have a question for you...But I only want you to say yes if you want to. You don't have to, okay?"
"Okay.." Sebastian said softly.
"I was just...wondering..." Kurt said quietly, shaking with nerves. "If you'd...stay the night...I just feel so close to you and I want to hold you...But of course, you don't have to."
"Kurt...I..I would love to..." Sebastian said softly.
Kurt let out a relieved breath. "Really? It...It would mean so much to me..." He said, a smiled spread across his face.
"How would we though? With Finn and your parents? "
"I'd ask my dad. Tell him I'd sleep on the couch in my room so he let you stay down there. And as for Finn...I can take care of that," Kurt said reassuringly.
Sebastian nodded, smiling wide.
Kurt leaned in, kissing Sebastian. "Thank you for opening up to me. Tonight has seriously been the best date I have ever had..."
Sebastian smiled, unable to stop himself from kissing Kurt again. "Me too Kurt..."
"I want you to know...I'm planning on figuring out everything within the next few days. I know what it's like with Blaine. And everything is so different. I think I know what I want. But I need this night with you. Just to be sure..." Kurt said softly.
Sebastian nodded. "I understand.."
"Thank you," Kurt said quietly. "What's your favorite dessert?"
"Hmm..I don't really have one..why?" Sebastian said as they got off of the hood.
"I thought maybe we could go get something you'd like and watch a Disney movie..." Kurt said, blushing.
Sebastian smiled. "How about we just get some ice cream?" He said, wrapping his arms around Kurt's waist.
"You like reeses ice cream? I usually don't eat ice cream, but I'm willing to make an exception for tonight," Kurt giggled.
"Oh my god..It's my favorite.." Sebastian grinned.
Kurt leaned down, kissing Sebastian. "You're perfect."
Sebastian blushed. "Come on..let's go.." he smiled.
Kurt giggled as they got into the car. They drove to a store and got the ice cream before driving back to Kurt's house.
Kurt was nervous as the car stopped. "Do you mind just waiting a minute? I have to do some convincing.."
Sebastian nodded. "I'll see you when you come out.." He said nervously.
Kurt took a deep breath before getting out and finding everyone in the living room. Of course Finn had to be there.
"Hey dad? I umm...I wanna ask you something..."
"Sure kid.." He said, pausing the TV.
"Umm...Can I have...a friend stay the night?" Kurt asked carefully.
"Who? Is it that kid that came by the other night?" Burt asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Yes. He just really needs a friend and I want to help him," Kurt said softly.
"Kurt I don't think that's a good idea.." Burt said warily.
"Dad, I'll even sleep on the couch in my room. Please. We were talking tonight and he finally started to open up. Remember what I've been through? He's been through so much worse. He just needs someone to talk to..." Kurt said, trying not to let his smile show when he started speaking again. "We'll leave the door open. It's nothing like that. And I will let you cheat and leave out vegetables one night this week and I'll make breakfast in the morning for the whole family and even let you have bacon. Please dad?"
"Kurt, I agree with your dad-" Finn started.
"Now hold on Finn.." Burt said. "Make it two nights and you've got yourself a deal.."
"Finn, remember what I said the other night? Please trust me...He really does need someone to talk to.." Kurt said before pursing his lips and looking at his father. "Two nights and breakfast in the morning."
Finn looked down, mumbling something.
"Deal.."Burt smiled.
"Thanks dad!" Kurt said before skipping outside and to Sebastian's door. "Come on in!"
"R-Really?" Sebastian stammered.
Kurt smiled. "It took some sacrificing but it's worth it."
Sebastian grinned, getting out of the car and walking inside with Kurt.
Kurt fixed them each a bowl of ice cream and walked into the living room again. "We got ice cream. Finn please don't devour it."
Finn nodded, keeping his eyes trained on Sebastian.
"Finn." Kurt said icily, rolling his eyes.
Sebastian shifted under Finn's gaze. "I-I'm sorry about the other night Finn.."
Finn opened his mouth to say something but saw Kurt's stare and gave up with a sigh. "It's okay, dude."
Sebastian nodded, smiling weakly as Kurt led them downstairs.
Kurt sighed when they got downstairs. "Sorry about Finn.."
"It's okay. It's not like he has a reason to trust me.."
"He'll learn to," Kurt smiled.
Sebastian smiled back, sitting down on the couch. "So what movie do you wanna watch?
""Little mermaid?" Kurt asked smiling. "It's one of my favorites!"
"You're adorable.." Sebastian smiled.
Kurt giggled, jumping up and humming the songs he knew all too well as he put the movie in and jumped back into bed.
Sebastian smiled, walking over to the bed and sitting next to Kurt as the movie started.
Kurt leaned in, cuddling with Sebastian as they ate their ice cream. Kurt was lost in the movie by the time Part Of Your World came on and he started singing.
Sebastian looked over at Kurt, smiling as he watched him sing.
Kurt really got into the song, dancing as he sang. When the song was over, he looked back at Sebastian and blushed. "I...I told you...I'm a bit of a dork..."
"I think it's adorable.." Sebastian grinned, kissing Kurt's blush.
That made him blush more. "Thank you.." he said softly, hiding his face against Sebastian's chest.
"Hey..No hiding.." Sebastian smiled, placing his hand on Kurt's cheek..
Kurt couldn't help the big smile the appeared on his face. "You're so amazing.."
Sebastian brushed a hair off of Kurt's face. "And you're beautiful."
Kurt batted his long, thick lashes at Sebastian. "Thank you."
Sebastian's heart fluttered. "You're welcome.."
They watched the rest of the movie before Sebastian turned to Kurt. "Can I take a shower?" He asked softly.
"Of course," Kurt smiled before getting a towel for him and showing him where everything was.
Sebastian nodded his thanks before walking into the bathroom and taking a nice hot shower. When He got out he realized he didn't have any clean clothes so he walked out of the shower and into Kurt's room, towel hanging low around his waist. "Hey Kurt? Can I borrow some sweats?" He asked pushing his damp hair out of his eyes.
Kurt sucked in a deep breath. Fuck, Sebastian looked sexy as hell. He had to behave though. "Uhh...What? Yeah...Hold on..." He stammered, getting up to find a pair long enough.
Sebastian nodded, holding the towel up as Kurt searched for the clothes.
Kurt found a pair and handed them to Sebastian, his eyes raking up and down the taller boy's body.
Sebastian didn't seem to notice the gaze and turned to walk back into the bathroom. That's when Kurt saw it. The three jagged, angry, reddish letters on Sebastian's back.
"Oh my God..." Kurt gasped, not able to take his eyes off the scars. "Sebastian..."
Sebastian quickly turned around, knowing exactly what Kurt saw. "Oh..I-Im sorry.."
"No...Don't be. It's just different to actually see it..." Kurt said quietly. "I have this cream...It will help it heal. Do you want some?"
"It..It'll make it go away?" Sebastian asked, his eyes lighting up with a bit of hope.
"It will take a couple weeks, but yes." Kurt said, walking to his vanity mirror and pulling out the cream. He handed it to Sebastian. "Twice a day and it will go away."
Sebastian looked at the cream like it was the most amazing gift he'd ever received. "Kurt.."
Kurt gave a small smile. "Take it. If I need some, I can get more. Here, you want me to put some on for you?"
Sebastian handed Kurt the tube, nodding. "Thank you...You have no idea how much this means..."
"I'm happy to help. I don't know why I didn't think of it earlier," Kurt said, taking a little and carefully rubbing it over the letters.
Sebastian smiled weakly as he held back tears. This had plagued him for over for two years..And Kurt was giving him something to make it go away..
Kurt wrapped his arms around Sebastian's waist and softly pressed a kiss over the scars. "I'll be gone soon, beautiful.."
A tear rolled down Sebastian's cheek. "Thank you so much..."
Kurt walked around to see his face. "You're welcome," he said sweetly, wiping the tear away.
Sebastian smiled. "You're amazing.."
Kurt smiled. "So are you baby.."
Sebastian grinned, blushing at the name. "I-I should go change.."
That's when Kurt remembered he only had a towel on. His eyes drifted down his chest to his abs and where the towel hung low. "Yeah.."
Sebastian blushed more, nodding before going into the bathroom to change.
Kurt changed quickly before climbing in to bed and pulling the covers up before Sebastian could come back out.
Sebastian came out. "So..Should I lay on the couch until your family goes to bed?"
"Nope," Kurt said softly, patting the spot next to him.
"Are you sure?" Sebastian asked, walking over to the bed nevertheless.
"Yeah. If dad does come down, I'll hear him before he gets to the door and then run and jump onto the couch," Kurt smiled.
Sebastian giggled. "Alright.." he said, laying down next to Kurt.
Kurt scooted close, pulling Sebastian in and wrapping his arms around him. "Thank you for tonight.."
"Thank you, Kurt.." Sebastian said, nuzzling under Kurt's jaw.
Kurt kissed the top of Sebastian's head. "You're so perfect.."
Sebastian giggled. "Kurt..I'm really not.."
"Why do you think that?" Kurt asked softly.
"Because..You know some of the things that are wrong with me..I'm far from perfect..."
"What if I think you're perfect for me?" Kurt asked quietly.
Sebastian looked up at Kurt. "I feel the same way about you Kurt..."
Kurt's breathing sped up as did his heart. He cupped Sebastian's cheek. "Can I kiss you?"
Sebastian gave a small nod, inhaling sharply.
Kurt leaned down, pressing his lips to Sebastian's.
Sebastian's eyes fluttered closed, making a small noise of approval as his hands rested on Kurt's waist.
Kurt's hands found their way down Sebastian's chest to his abs, lightly tracing little patterns over the muscles.
Sebastian gasped lightly, pushing his stomach closer to Kurt's hands.
Kurt smiled against Sebastian's lips, inhaling the feel, taste, everything that was Sebastian.
Sebastian moaned softly, breathing out Kurt's name against his lips.
Kurt licked across his bottom lip, asking for entrance as he pressed his chest to Sebastian's.
Sebastian allowed Kurt inside, whimpering lightly at the taste of him.
Kurt moaned, his hands sliding around to explore the muscles of Sebastian's back.
Sebastian's back arched slightly. He wasn't used to these soft touches, but they didn't scare him anymore..They were from Kurt..And he trusted him..
Kurt pulled back, panting as he moaned Sebastian's name and leaning his head back.
Sebastian pressed his lips to Kurt's neck, kissing down the beautiful pale skin.
Kurt gasped, his hands finding Sebastian's hair and pulling lightly as the amazing feeling spread through him.
"Kurt.." Sebastian whimpered, pulling him closer as he nipped at his neck.
"Ohmygod..." Kurt moaned, rolling his body slightly.
"Kurt..Touch me..Please?" Sebastian whispered, looking up at him.
"A-are you sure?" Kurt asked, looking into Sebastian's eyes.
"Yes..I...I need you.." Sebastian said softly, pressing a kiss to his collar bone.
Kurt nodded, rolling on top of him. "What do you want baby?"
"Y-your hand..." Sebastian said, grabbing Kurt's hand and kissing his palm.
Kurt smiled softly, pressing his lips to Sebastian's as his hand traveled down and below the fabric.
Sebastian gasped. Yes, he'd been touched there before, too many times to count, but just something about it being with Kurt made it so much better.
Kurt wrapped his fingers around him, pumping slowly. He kissed Sebastian, his lips full of love and passion.
Sebastian's lips quivered as Kurt slowly started to pump him. "K-Kurt...Ohmygod..."
Kurt used his free hand to cup Sebastian's cheek. "Shh, baby, we have to be quiet.."
"I know..I'm sorry..You just..Ah..You feel so amazing ..." Sebastian whimpered.
Kurt kissed his temple. "I know...Just focus on me..." he whispered, speeding his movements a little.
Sebastian nodded, his breath coming out in short gasps as he clung to Kurt.
Kurt watched Sebastian's face as he added more pressure. "You're so beautiful, Sebastian..."
Sebastian opened his eyes, looking up at Kurt. "Kurt..oh.." he breathed out quietly before letting out a sharp gasp as Kurt ran his thumb right under the head.
Kurt smiled sweetly, trying to ignore the bulge in his own sweats as he sped up.
Sebastian pressed his open mouth to Kurt's neck as he let out broken moans, reaching down in between them to palm at Kurt's crotch.
Kurt gasped. "Ohhh...Sebastian..."
Sebastian kissed Kurt's neck as he reached into his bottoms and stroking him at the same pace Kurt was giving.
Kurt's breathing faltered, his hips rocking into Sebastian's hand. "Ohmygod...Baby..."
Sebastian kissed up to Kurt's ear, panting heavily into it as he tightened his fist around Kurt's length, twisting his wrist and running his thumb over the slit occasionally.
Kurt gasped, speeding up his own hand. "Fuck...oh god...Sebastian..."
Sebastian let out a broken whimper, biting Kurt's ear lightly to keep quiet as he sped up to match his pace.
Kurt panted harshly. Sebastian breathing in his ear and biting him made him creep closer to the edge a little faster.
"Kurt.." Sebastian moaned against his ear. "Aahh.."
Kurt whimpered. "Oh god...baby...I'm almost there..."
"Me..Me too..C-cum with me Kurt.." Sebastian panted.
Kurt's free hand found Sebastian's, squeezing as his breathing sped up and he came hard over Sebastian's hand.
Sebastian tossed his head back in ecstasy as he reached his peak with Kurt, cumming hard.
They stroked each other lazily as they rode through their orgasms together.
Sebastian looked up at Kurt with sated eyes, smiling at him.
Kurt breathed out heavily and smiled back. He reached over to his bedside table and grabbed a couple Kleenex, handing some to Sebastian before cleaning himself up. Kurt threw them away and cuddled close. "That was...amazing..."
"It was..." Sebastian smiled, kissing Kurt softly.
"I can't see how tonight could've been any better. Thank you..."
Sebastian rested his head on Kurt's chest, sighing happily. "Thank you, Kurt.."
Kurt hummed happily, running his fingers through Sebastian's hair.
"This..This feels nice..." Sebastian said quietly. "I've never had this before..I like it.."
"Me too," Kurt whispered. "I'm glad to be the one to give it to you."
Sebastian smiled listening to Kurt's soothing heartbeat. "Can we just..Stay like this..Forever?"
"I would say yes but I promised dad I would make breakfast for everyone," Kurt giggled.
"Well..A few hours is fine with me.." Sebastian said sweetly, kissing Kurt's chest sweetly.
Kurt smiled. "And it doesn't have to be the last time."
"That's the best part.." Sebastian grinned, wrapping his arms around Kurt's waist.
Kurt made a small nose of approval. "What kind of food do you eat in the morning?"
"Any food.." Sebastian giggled. "I'm really not that picky.."
Kurt smiled. "Then you'll love breakfast at the Hummel-Hudson house."
Sebastian nodded, nuzzling into Kurt's chest and sighing happily.
Kurt kissed the top of his head. "Good night, baby.."
Sebastian blushed, burying his face in Kurt's chest. "Good night.."
A/N: How is everyone liking the more vulnerable Sebastian? We love him. I loved doing the date scenes. We're seeing them fall harder for each other. But Kurt still has Blaine to worry about. :/ In the next chapter, we'll see how Kurt handles it. Reviews please :)