Chapter 4

"How do I explain?" I mummered to myself. ** "how do I explain without frightening you?" by Edward cullen in twilight**

"Anyway you can." Edward told me.

I looked up at him for a moment, "Hm.. Well, where do I start? Mind reading? The fight? What Rosalie and Emmett meant? Why I am so different like cold?"

He looked at me for a moment and then thought about what he wanted to know the most, "Emmett and Rosalie?" he asked.

"Well… you see… Rosalie and Emmett… it wasn't really their fault… they couldn't help but try to kill you…. See… we are a little bit um… super fast you could call it? I was so panicked because you couldn't fight them off… they are super strong too… When they said 'What Carlisle built for us' they meant, 'he changed us from what we ARE'." I said hesitantly.

"What you are?" Edward asked.

"All in good time." I said, "I guess I have to tell you, for any of the to make any sense…" I said, another tear came down my cheek.

He wiped it away, "Its all right, you can tell me."

"Um… You see we are kind of …. Vampires?" he froze. "NO NO! Listen! Have I killed you yet!?" I tried to stop his thoughts in their tracks. It worked

"I'm listening." He said, he seemed to relax a little bit.

I sat up and sat in front of him with my legs crossed. "See, we are GOOD vampires. We don't hunt… humans. We have replaced our diet with animals. That's why my eyes are black or hazel. Right now they are black." I said.

"Why?" He asked.

I looked away. "Because I havent hunted in a while, it is worse to not hurt someone when we havent." **Edward HAD hunted before chapter 13 lol**

Edward stared, "Is it hard for you now?"

"Worse than anyone." I mummered, "But of course I wouldn't…." **Edward said this 'of course I wont' saying 'its different for them as it is for us, these were strangers he happened across.'**

"Why?" Edward asked.

"Its… complicated." **Here is a little bit of bella! She said this in 'twilight' when she was explaining to Edward why she came.**

"I think I can keep up." Edward grinned. **Oh sorry, I just had to do that. it's a repeat of his part there too**.

"You see, everyone has a different… smell, their blood I mean. There are people with stronger blood smells than others. And for me, you are different than any other ones of… US can smell. You are my um… what do they call it… singer. Yes, see it means your blood sings for me, kind of." Suddenly, I put hand over my mouth, checking if he was scared yet.

He put his hand on mine that was still over my mouth and pulled it away gently, "Its all right, I told you just explain how you have to." He said quietly, looking down at me.

I gave him a small smile. "Its amazing how… compromising you are right now." I said quietly, "I would never be able to be." **wrong again bella! XD**

He smiled.

I continued, "See, it is harder to not kill you than anyone. But… how can I? I really do like you." She confessed and that made him have a joyful feeling, he did like her too, that's why he wasn't scared. "When your eyes are Black, it mean you havent hunted, when you are… one of us."

"You don't have to be imberrised, you're a vampire, that's who you are, don't worry about it. I can except that." He said quietly. **in twilight they never said it but once. VAMPIRE**

I smiled. "And if we have hazel eyes, we have hunted. About the mind reading thing… most of us have a special power. Alice can… tell the future, she told me that you were coming." His eyes lit up. "Jasper can sort of… feel what you are feeling like sad or mad or anything really. I can read minds, I know what goes on in everyone's thoughts." I confessed.

"You know what I have been thinking this whole time?" Edward asked, he started turning red with a blush.

Without answering, I raced into the trees and breathed quietly for a second. He stared at me in confusion, frozen.

After a few moments, I walked back slowly, "I'm sorry," **that's what Edward said when he ran away from bella. Wow, this story is ironic. DON'T BE A BOY BELLA lol**. "I just… It gets harder when you blush." I laughed. "I just cant risk anything, but everything is fine now, it wont happen again."

He relaxed and I sat back down. "Your not scared yet." I mused.

He smiled, "Now, why would I be?"

I stared at him, "I have to remind you?" When he didn't reply I raced all around the clearing in half a second, leaving wind behind me. I pulled a 2 foot thick branch down **she pulled an Edward again xD** I threw it above me and balanced it on my hand.

Edward just walked cooly to me, "I'm still not scared you know." He said laughing.

I raised my eyebrows and then threw the branch into another tree breaking it.

He laughed and said, "Not gonna happen." then, without thinking about it, grabbed my hand gently, holding it.

I stared at him for a moment and laughed, "I guess you know everything now. But you have to promise me something…" I said.

"Anything." He whispered.

"Don't tell anyone. Please?" I asked.

He smiled, "Now why would I do that? Of course, I would never do that to you." He said smiling.

**ohhhhhh I just love romances, I don't think I can stop posting XD**