Chapter 4

Emily

Was I dead yet? Please say I am! I want to die!

I can hear footsteps, very fast foot steps, around me. I heard the ambulance so I can tell I was probably at the hospital. It started to get faint but sometimes it would get louder. I was praying for it to get faint. I needed it to be faint.

A few days later

I can hear voices. Am I having a death expirence? One where you are trapped in your body? I can still hear! Why can't I feel?

I started to hear the machine probably to my right beeping. I saw things that meant a lot to me in darkness. It was hazy but they would come closer and disappear. What is going on? If this didn't work I know where to go next. I just need to make a deal. Make a promise. Make a fake promise. All in exchange for my life. I mean it's logic. No one wants me. Why should I be here?

I woke up and saw Jayden in the chair in front of the bed I was in.

"Hey." He said softly.

"Why didn't it work?" I asked. I knew he knows what I am asking about.

"They pumped your stomach to get rid of the overdose of pills. Your under suicide watch. Why Emily? Why? We all love you!" He said. I decided to not answer. It's the best for both of us. I watched out the window. I want to be home. I want to be given a second chance to die again! I want to die! PLEASE!

Jayden

She sat there staring out the window again.

"Emily, we all love you. I saw what those kids said. I saw your video. Why didn't you tell us?" I asked. She looked at me shook her head then stared out the window again.

"I want answers Emily. Please. We don't want you dead. You're an amazing person. What will it take for you to see that?" I begged.

I saw her eyes start to water but she didn't cry.

"I want Serena." She said.

"Isn't she sick?" I asked.

"No. She is better now. Call her. I want her and only her." She said.

I sighed and gave her my phone. I saw her dial Serena.

"Serry. I want you." She said.

"I am at the hospital. I…I tri…..tried to commit…..commit….I tried to commit suicide!" She said through tears.

An Hour Later

Serena arrived and offered to take over. We were on a switch out list.

Emily

I watched as Serena came in, Jayden left, and she sat on my bed. She gave me a hug.

"Do I need to kick some chicken butt?" She said. I smiled. When we were little chickens used to chase me around. Serena used the broom to get them back in the chicken coop. Since then that was our phrase.

"No." I muttered. She smiled. We talked a little bit longer and in a few days I would be released to my friends.

A few days later

I didn't talk to anyone but Serena, My parents, and Ji. I can't be by myself but I will find away. Anyways, I got home and went to my rom. Mia followed.

I sat down on my bed and went onto my laptop. I tried to log into Facebook but it wouldn't work. I kept trying to log on. Jayden came to the door.

"Trying to log in? I changed your Email and password. We aren't letting you use Facebook." He said. I threw my head back frustrated.

"Mia, Can I get some sleep?" I asked.

"Let me make sure you go to bed. Then we are setting up-" Then the Gap sensor went off. I smiled as they sighed and ran off. I got up off my bed and climbed out my window. I climbed the fence. I walked for a little while.

I eventually saw them battling moogers. The nighlok was doing something. This was my chance. I need to get some Sanzu water. (So this next part is to show how vulnerable she is. A regular person wouldn't be in this situation but because she is being watched, I can't show how vulnerable she is. This is just for emphasis.)

I approached the nighlok. It smiled.

"Can I have some Sanzu water in a bottle or something? I need it for a….pro…project!" I said softly so my friend's wouldn't hear me.

"How about a lot of Sanzu? And what can you do for me?" It asked.

"I can…I can tell you each of their weaknesses!" I said with a smile. It looked at the rangers fighting and nodded.

It went into the gap and came back out with some water. There was some dirt in it but oh well. I went to grab the bottle but it pulled away.

"Weaknesses first!" It snapped. I sighed.

"Use their elements against them. It uses a lot of their power when their elements are around. Like red ranger create a ring of fire around them. The blue ranger, fight on a dock. Pink ranger put her in an air chamber to fight. Nothing but air. Green ranger, fight in a forest. It will weaken them. Now can I have it!" I begged.

It started to hand me the water. I smiled. I was about to drink it when it grabbed the bottle. It dumped the bottle on itself then grabbed me. I screamed a piercing squeal/scream. My friends stopped fighting. I was screaming because it was burning me! It hurt but maybe this will kill me enough!

'EMILY!" They shouted. The nighlok was struck and it let me go. I saw Kevins' sword was in Hydro-Bow form. I quickly tried to grab the water bottle but there was none. I pouted. They continued the battle. Mia ran over to protect me from the nighlok. I kept swatting her away from me but she wouldn't go! She examined my burns.

"You will be okay….Emily? EMILY!" She said. After she said You will be okay my world started to spin and my vision started to get as dark as a new moon. Was I finally dying!?

Authors Note: So I updated today because I have 2 hours to kill and I finally decided on what should happen. She is still in the suicide state so yeah. But I apparently got a lot of tears shed with the last chapter. When will Emily learn that bullies aren't important to her? It's her friends? I am also thinking about Emily and someone else switch bodies by a nighlok or something so the rangers can figure out why she is so freaked out. It's either that or I will pick an idea you can put in the review box down below. If you want to see your idea happen next say it in a review of what the idea is, the actual plot of it and all that fun stuff. Be specific. Like specific character, specific timing what happens. Or else your idea won't be picked. I may not update for the rest of the week because my birthday is this week and I have to get cuppy cakes and then I have a party on Friday for my friend who has the same birthday and then I am doing some volunteering at my school today. Tomorrow I may update or I may not, I have homework that is due Wednesday that I didn't due today because there isn't time, I am too lazy, and I really really wanted to update! So yeah if you want your idea you know what I said. Have a nice day! The closing date may be some point next week or this weekend. Maybe Thursday or Friday (as a my birthday present to you I may update on my birthday which is May 23rd)